Sunday, July 30, 2006

2nd last week - - Challenge Quest

this is my 2nd last group and tmr.. my last group is coming.. and that means camp is going to be over.. time sure flies.. i still remember the time when i first arrive and was thinking when will camp be over and in an twinkling of an eye.. it's time for me to go..

well.. still got one more week so shall not talk about leaving..
got this group.. and i am the only counselor. this is wad i would like to try.. but i am really scare when i got to know i was the only counselor with only 8 kids. and they are not small kids. they are like teenagers. i was really worried that they dun dig me.. and it is a 5 night program.. if they dun dig me.. it will mean hell.. last sunday i was feeling jittery and scare.. but it all went well.. and we had fun!

well.. they are big girls and they are here for lots of ropes course challenge.. they taught me one thing.. teamwork is really important.. they dun have teamwork.. that's why they are a disaster.. maybe i am a person with high expectation on certain things.. that's why.. i feel that they are not doing a good job.. they are always arguing.. until i is fed up.. the group is fed up.. but hai~ we got tru.. and clover was actually quite impress with them even tho they are always fighting.. i think they just need a helping hand on two to help them to get around.. but really.. u see the way they work.. i think i can vomit blood.. hahaha

it makes me think back on emerge.. the synergy we had.. i dunno.. it's a big project.. and we are able to work so well together.. i am actually quite impressed with wad we had produce.. maybe its because we are all working towards a common goal.. and everybody respect one another and things like that.. so the fruits we got is always sweet. no matter the result.. its the process that count.. but for my group.. they cant pin hopes on their process cos it was painful all i can say.. they shall pin hopes on their fruit.. i am being bad.. i know i should like teach them to work together.. but its not like i din.. "when they are good, they can be very very very good.." and when i tot i taught them wad is teacmwork.. someone.. will come up with stupid things and argue.. and that tiny happiness in me crash.. so therefore i give up on them.. and i began my role as someone to keep on reminding them not to fight.. rather than to teach them why it is not good to fight..

i is bad teacher.. woah.. not easy to have a group yrself.. tho its fun to plan all the things in the way u like and stuff.. i plan a jungle breakfast for them.. hide all their breakfast.. and gives them clues.. suppose to eat it in jungle.. but i decide to be a kind soul to let them eat in dining hall.. den i plan some games for them.. had crtificate given out.. complete 2 badges for juniors and 1 badge for cadettes. quite satisfied.. had 2 cookouts. the dinner one need to start a fire.. and i was so scare about it.. but guess wad.. i make my own fire.. out of like 20 matches.. i is so happy.. u should see the happiness in me.. after so many times of failure! (in the past)

hahaha.. yeah.. that should be all ba.. the kids tell me that they hate hearing me say:"It's ok!" and "Come on!".. please.. they are really slow and they need reassurance.. when i say it's ok.. i really mean that it will be solve.. but they think that no matter wad it's not ok! peng! hahaha..

well.. bringing kids to the med is like a routine to me.. the kids like got a lot of problems. u should see the med they eat..
den whiskers(the nurse) says i am disgustingly healthy.. hahaha.. cos i dun need meds or anything.. i think bubbles too.. its like.. er.. i think its a good thing.. but they feel that we are super healthy.. but i do a little thinking abt it.. actually ... they dunno the other half of me.. i got super big migranes.. and i dun eat pills.. and i dun see doc.. and my health will deterioate after i overwork for so long and i finally got to relax.. my system broke down and den i got real sick.. it seldom happens.. it depends on when i decide to let my body fully relax.. (hmm.. dunno u all understand not..) but it's ok! well.. i was thinking.. since my body works like that.. will it one day crash on me.. and that's the end of me? i think it will happen.. 'cos i tink i am not a healthy person.. yep.. and so it send chills to me.. will i die young? i haben see the world!
*oh yeah.. i wanna announce to peeps who still dunno abt my elbows.. i am double jointed.. its like broken elbow.. hahaha*

Sunday, July 23, 2006

crazy week..

okie.. this is about my past week..
it's been crazy but i think it is enriching..
i got a group of 24 girls fdor the beginning of the week.
It's call "Girls just wanna have fun!"
24 girls is nothing at the beginning. 'cos the first time i had 24 girls with 3 counselors.
And we all made it tru.
But this time there is 24 girls with 4 counselors and 2 CITS (counselors in training to help out for 2 days). And i tell u it is shit!

Nah.. it isnt so bad. It's just that when the girls came, the weather is super duper hot. About 110 ferenheit to 120 ferenheit. dunno got get higher not.. but it is really hot.. and we must keep reminding the girls to drink lots of water so as not to get heat stroke or faint or wadever sort. And we counselors had to do the same. Drink. I finally realise after so many years of migraines.. how i got them. i always tot my head got a big tumor(hahaha) and it will get real pain when it just dun feel right in the correct environment. But then i realise is that i cant stand hot weather and i dun drink enough. No wonder my mother keep asking me to drink water when i got headache and ask me to do these and that. hahaha.. so now here's the reason liao.. i am enlightened. But u know wad. i drank 2 and half nalgene bottles of water and it still does'nt help. it's too hot that my headache dun go. But it's not my killer migranie so i was still ok! heng ah! and yar.. so i got this group.. so cute! hahaha... got brownies and juniors.

And we got the best unit to stay and the furthest one too.. so u see.. everyday.. we have to keep the girls to drink lots of water and den we have to remind them to bring wadever they need they need before we leave the unit if not we have to bring the girls back and stuff like that which will waste time. We have to maintain the ratio of girls each counselors had. we cannot like have 12 girls with a counselors. each must have 1o. so if u have a big group. and one counselor went for break. You have a nice ratio and den a girl come up to u and say:"i forgot this.." And wad will u do? u will stress. u have to think of a solution to bring the girl with a buddy back and den also maintain the ratio.. tough job. Especially this week. Girls keep saying i forgot this and telling us they got headache. I got like 5 over complains about headaches and stomachaches. You know sometimes the girl make up stories to say they are sick and so they can go home(homesickness) but with the heat at camp. You really dunno whether to believe or not and bring them to the nurse. Tough decision and not forgetting the ratio thingy. This week i got like 10 hoesickness. serious case cry all day long. it's not just one.. it's alot. some will just cry for no reason 'cos they want the attention. Some cry 'cos they feel sick.. and i also feel like crying 'cos i really have no hands to help me. Everybody is tired. For this program, all counselors(Tigger, me, Nuts and Summer) did not have time off. The only time off is during swimming.. and sometimes during swimming some homesick girls want somebody to be with them and stuff(to make them feel that camp is not so bad after all). So after a quick shower u have to go back to them. Tell them stories and also play with them or just sit by them or swim with them. u know these sort of things.
At night.. this is terrifying.. hahaha.. not so much lar.. but they get real homesick at night and we need to do wadever we can to make them sleep. It's late nights for all counselors. and yar.. fun.. one night.. got kids come in at 4 and tell me they wet their bed. and another night.. there's storm.. sleep in bathroom. etc etc..
but the girls are real cute.. it's just that.. it's too drained for everybody.

I got a triplet. They are not my problem. just fun and noisy.. and it is them i learnt alot of stuff... They are going to Cricket's program at the end of the program and Cricket says they are the biggest problem to her 'cos they cant make them keep quiet.. and to me.. the three of them are ok. Just noisy and fun! hahaha.. so u should know how problematic the girls we have lah.. and we have to send one girl home.. 'cos she cry too hard.

oh and for this program. we have a princess day! haiwaiian night and we complete sprots badge for them.

this week i learnt .... from the kids:
-to love each other
-to defend for each other
-to care for each other
-kids are kids (you cant change them)
-single mother is not an easy job.
-a smile is important
and etc etc..

thank you kids..

well then i got to do another program.. its the same program that i do before" girl power get away" u know the make up stuff. yar.. this was not a tiring group 'cos they are better. but they are so quiet that make me abit er.. dunno wad to do. hahaha.. but on friday when they leave.. i see the fun they had.. i feel relieve. i hope they really had a good time.

yeah.. the week is over and i got to go to the movie theatre and catch a movie..

Simplicity..

this week..
i learn alot of things..
and one thing that i think i learn is that simplicity is the most beautiful word ever..
Went to the cinema with the staff and watch the devil wear pradas.
tell you, the movie make me reaffirm my stand on simplicity..

Wad is the deifinition of simple?
  1. Having or composed of only one thing, element, or part. See Synonyms at pure.
  2. Not involved or complicated; easy: a simple task. See Synonyms at easy.
  3. Being without additions or modifications; mere: a simple “yes” or “no.”
  4. Having little or no ornamentation; not embellished or adorned: a simple dress.
  5. Not elaborate, elegant, or luxurious. See Synonyms at plain.
  6. Unassuming or unpretentious; not affected.
    1. Having or manifesting little sense or intelligence.
    2. Uneducated; ignorant.
    3. Unworldly or unsophisticated. See Synonyms at naive.
  7. Not guileful or deceitful; sincere.
  8. Humble or lowly in condition or rank: a simple woodcutter.
  9. Ordinary or common: a simple head cold.
    1. Being a fundamental or rudimentary element; basic.
    2. Not important or significant; trivial.
Provided by dictionary.com..

well.. simple is just smth not glamorious and stuff.. but this week, the word simple is so beautiful to me. :)

A simple hug, a simple "I Love You. Genie", a simple smile, a simple hello, a simple letter, a simple song, a simple action, a simple care and etc etc.. make someone's simple day not so simple..

Isn't that a beautiful word.
I learnt this word from the movie too..
the world is too complicated.
i would yearn for the word simple.
or mayb i am just not cut out for the complexity that we have here in the world.
It's great to be of someone high in status but ususally they lack the word simple in their life and in the end they are miserable in some way or another.

also.. dun live up to people's expectation. Live up to your own expectations.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Ever After..

Will you change for the person u love?
Will your likes change for the person you love?
Do you understand each other well enough to know wad they are thinking about.
Well, they did.

And they did LIVED happily ever after.

floating week

do not hae kids for like 1 week..
was quite relaxing cos there's no responsibilty..
i got to do many thingS!
i am an art teacher(just teach the kids wad to do), a break reliever, a watcher at the pool, a helper for the canoeing, a helper at the trading post and a helper for slim when we need to move luggage! hahaha.. do all sorts of things.. but i think i got to learn more things this way.. i see the other side of the camp.. see how hard other people work in the different areas of the camp.. and how, a floater can really helps. hahaha

and i got to ride on a gator(dunno correct spelling not).. so cool.. there's no seat belts.. den i sit on it.. i read out: " falling off from the seat may cause death!" then i stress! i look at slim and he say he will drive slowly.. hahah.. he din! or mayb that's the speed of a gator.. but it's really cool! i wan to sit on that again.. hahaha..

eh.. i really feel relax this week sia! hahaha.. no kids.. and in the end i meet more kids than i see when i have kids! cool!

oh yar.. thurs night.. got evacuated to the dining hall 'cos the they say thunderstorm is approaching.. there's only thunder.. the storm din came.. but sleeping in the dining hall with the whole camp.. is really uncomfy. hahaha

chicago fun

well.. shall post my trip now..
haha..
it's been like a week after my trip..
take greyhound to chicago from iowa.. damn..
the bus ride was like 5 hours..
hahaha.. but i like the trip to there.. vv peaceful..
and the hostel was so damn nice lar.. same price as NYC one..
but the bed and everything is so much nicer..

first night..
went to china town.. and first time for so long.. i ate chinese and then its real food.. its so nice.. tho its ex.. but i dun mind.. also.. before we go eat. i and Nat saw tou hua.. wanna buy after dinner.. but when we are done.. it is already 9 and the shop close.. vv sad!! and we saw the shop selling yeos.. hahaha.. so cool!! woohoo.. den we decide to walk back from chinatown to our hostel! a long walk.. but not bad.. hahaha..

2nd day..
wow.. that's the most fun thing and most interesting day..
we walked from our hostel to taste of chicago.. where there's a lot of food stalls selling all the different countries food near the river.. the river is long.. we walk to all the museums.. just walking past.. and it was so beautiful.. I was really in love with it.. it is so cold.. and i wore only a toga.. fun! i was freezing. and there's a small beach.. u should see the buildings that they have and the beautiful sea.. we walked down from grant park to millenium park.. another beautiful place with many nice artefacts. and den we walk down to a fountain.. it's suppose to be famous.. but when we see it.. we think it is still ok.. hahaha.. den we walk down to Michigan avenue.. where all teh shopping are there.. hahaha.. din find wad we really wanted to buy.. so just walk around.. it's cheap.. hahaha..levis jeans.. 30 sing bucks.. my heart ache so much.. i wanna buy but i thought of my phone bill.. i decide to skip it.. i will try my luck in NYC. hope they got end of summer sale! and den .. we walk all the way up and walked to navy pier to catch the fire works.. cos its Independence day! hahaha.. walk and shop arOund.. and have a dancing party near the pier.. the music they play.. damn nice.. we dance till midnight.. and walk all the way back.. we reach the hostel at 1. haahaha.. our legs are all sore!!! but it was fun!

3rd day:
went 6 flags.. it was so far.. think 3 hours travelling time.. i was really scare la.. but i got to do many rides.. i am freaking scare k! hahaha... wanna catch a bear.. as in win a bear.. but in the end i din.. it was a long day again.. and we reached the hostel at 12 plus i think.. laUz.. hahaha.. was so tired!! but it was fun.. got to see many things!

4th day:
day for me to go back! hahaha.. and i am living with my fren Tigger for one night.. her house is so comfy.. really like the way.. they design it.. the cottage feeling! cool~ feel so at home.. it was a good day too~ watch cheaper by the dozen.. good movie.. hahaha.. learnt alot from it too!

5th day: back to camp, slack around. 'cos we need to meet @ 5pm. so its still okie.. hahaha..

I love my break!

*oh yar.. its so contradicting that when u are in chicago.. it can make u cols and made u sunburnt at the same time!*

our five senses..

one day..
forgot which day..
hahaha.. was toking to somebody..
forgot who also..
den we tok about the horse DANNY..
we have to send him away..
'cos he got too old and he turns blind..
he was so scare and stuff..
that the horse staff could not calm him down..
and they have to send him away..
send him to where? i dunno.. and i dun wish to know..

Danny is the first and only horse that i ride on when i reach camp till now..
this is so saddening..
it makes u think of the 5 senses that u have..
and wad will happen when u grow old..
when yr body systems grows weak..
who will take care of u..
how can u take it..

k.. just treasure the 5 senses u have now..
and live life to the fullest!
take a deep breath in the morning..
'Cos morning is a beautiful thing in the world!
(tho i like night more! hahaha)

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Adaptability

i realise..
we man are given a special gift
and that is adaptability
no matter where u go..
how the environment changed..
u..
will changed with the environment and then be accustomed to it..
i am impressed by how our body systems works..
we man is a great creation..

i am adapted to the weather here..
hahaha..

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

friends do part..

something happen in camp today..
it was a ok day for me..
oh yar.. today's date 10th July..

yar.. after dinner there was so much tears..
a friend..
which i dun really talk with..
decide to leave home..
i tink she is too homesick..
and this was not an easy decision..
It is not easy to be away from home..
it is not easy..
especially when u are in an environment u are familiar with..
even americans who live in camp are homesick sometimes..

kids ask me..
"you won't get homesick as much as we do! You dunno how much we miss our mum" (2 nights program.. cry like shit when they are in camp at night!)
Kiddo...
well, of course WE the super mighty 天不怕地不怕 counsellor are always the strongest person in camp.. we are not homesick, we are not scare of dark, bugs etc etc.. We are just super man..

One kiddo tell moi:
"You can at least call home. but i cant!"
Come on.. u are going to see yr mum like wad? er.. 48 hours? or maybe one or 2 days..
And u are like homesick.. OK! me bad.. i foegot they are still young..
But i decide to be a meanie and tell them straight in the face~
"I cant call home"
you should see their face..
fwah..
but that's the truth..
i cant call home..
i call home will kena box by my mum..
it will be like wee hours in the morning if i call.. since.. er.. i only get to have break around in the afternoon..and even if i have free time.. i dunno who should i call..

i know who i can call..
i shall call..
"www.blogger.com"
wahahaha..
and do all my rantings here!

no lar.. i am fine!
opps.. 1055pm.. needs to go sleep liao..

have fun peeps!

camp songs..

learnt alot of camp songs..
but recently..
i like serenading songs the best and also..
i got to learn this song..
i love it like shit.. (okie.. bad comparison.. but u shld know how much i like it lar..)

k.. its a sign language song.. so inevitably..
i know some sign language too!

here is how the song goes..

Friends are nothing till they *sing* together
they must *sing* the whole day
they must *sing* the night away
they must *sing* together they must sing..

den u repeat the song over and over again. with different things that i **
gt ride, camp, laugh, work..
but i like the last part of this song.

Friends are nothing till they part with teardrops in their eyes
they must go their seperate ways
and they hope to meet again someday..

sweet!

k, some of the serrenading songs.. since i so free now!
hahaha..


Freedom land
I'm on my way
To the freedom land(X3)

Chorus:
I'm on my way; thank god I'm on my way

I'll ask my friend
To come and go with me(X3)

Chorus

If she won't go
Then I'll go alone (X3)

Chorus

we're on our way
And we cant't turn back (X3)

Chorus

Dream
Chorus:
May all of your dreams bloom like daisies in the sun
May you always have stars in your eyes
May you not stop running, not until the race is won
And may you always have blue skies

A dream is something you can make to keep within your heart
To build on when you're glad or when your worlds been torn apart
A dream is something all your own that no one else can steal
A dream is something you can make come real

Chorus

You can share a laugh with any stranger you may meet
You can share your money with a begger on the street
But you can only share a dream when love has set it free
Please won't you share your dream with me?

Chorus

讨厌..

i am sick of myself..
for being er.. change.. for trying to be 坚强 but in actual fact i am not..
for being someone that i wan to be and i am not..
for doing my 假面的微笑 when i seriously dun feel like doing it.

but somehow..
that is me..
but i think it keeps me going..

tired?
very..
but that's me.

call me..

i'm super black..
i'm fat..
call me fatty black pig..

Wad i have learn..

Did this post in Chicago.. decide to do my blog entry there. The time is er.. 12 plus? Newae.. its like I have been in the states for like 1 mth and I am dying to go home. I still got one more month.. I must endure..

Tat says that I have up level.. I wonder whether this is true.. I wanted to come and learn new things and had a change in my life.. but then I realize.. life in here is almost the same.. we do almost the same thing over and over again. I think the thing I look forward to is the meals. Mayb u may say that I 贪吃 which is partly of the reason but another reason would be that when u r going for meals.. it means that yr day is coming to an end and days are passing.. hai~ sometimes I really wonder wad I have learnt from this.. as in learnt something that really impact me.. is not like this whole trip is so useless to me.. the experience of coming here really counts a lot.

Well.. I hope that I had actually learnt something without me knowing.. and I am using it day by day in my everyday’s life in camp. But I do admire the people I met in camp.. some of them are younger than me while some of them are about the same age as me but the dedication they had for the girls is something that really amazed moi. One that really made me vv 敬佩 would be this guy call slim. He is one of the 5 guys in the camp ba.. hahaha.. he is about my age(maybe abit older). He is the maintenance boi that the camp hire. He dun live in camp but he drives up to camp every morning and wad he do is to repair the stuff in camp. Wadever things that need to be repair, refilled or removed, just tell him.. Basically he do the dirty job. He works only for the summer.. heard that he got a good degree or something or is pursuing something in the uni.. Well, come to think of it.. a lot of the Americans who works in the camp had just a goal and that is to make the camp to be fun and safe for the girls that is coming for the camp.. just a simple wish and they slog their whole summer. The pay is meager but they are contented..

Look back in Singapore.. how many of us are willing to do that? I’m not saying there are none. There is definitely some people out there working towards their goals and stuff but many of us are just blinded by the word money in Singapore.. If the pay is meager, the job is rejected, if the pay is high, everybody wants to do it.. I am one of these blind mice when I was working.. I wanted to earn more money so that I will have more money to spend and I spend my most precious holidays working and get nothing learnt from wad I had planned..

My biggest regret is that I never pick up driving.. and I regret even more when I was in camp.. everybody was driving.. its like.. a skill which is impt and I never pick up.. so now.. I have to think of a time where I can go and learn my driving.. and I also did not pick up some skills that my dad wans me to pick up.. speaking of that I haben collect my accounting cert.. think lost in cambridge liao lar.. never mind.. go back Singapore than think about that.. hmm.. yarloh.. but den I had my fun and i had learnt new things in Borders too.

Okie.. so wad have I learnt? Well, I think I am able to look at a situation in so many different aspects and implement the best ways. I learnt this from the counselors in here and sometimes also from the kids. A very boring thing can become actually a very fun thing if u use a different aspect to look at it and implement it.. dun forget creativity do plays a part.. budden again.. well.. this is something I learnt to keep myself going.. I am still learning.. hahaha.. hope I can master it! Wad else.. erm.. I am not so scare of bugs liao.. they are beginning to irritate me more that I am so afraid of them.. but I am still scare of it! Hahaha..

Woo.. I realize.. I begin to like solitary more and more.. I dunno why.. hahaha.. last time, I like a bus ride that is 30min and of course with my FM on.. listening to the radio and looking out of the window.. now.. I think 30 min is so damn short now.. today a 5 hour ride from iowa to chicago is really great.. tho I keep falling asleep.. but I manage to stay up and enjoy the country view and finish my whole disc of songs. And I like that solitary very much.. hahaha.. (maybe is because of the peacefulness of the country and the songs that I am listening too..)

Oh yeah.. something I learn. If an American or someone from the Europe tells u he/she dun care. Do not be offended or feel that u had offended someone by mistake..

Moi: “you wan to walk or take bus.”

Someone: “I dun care.”

Mayb u all will know wad they means.. but to me.. I tot I had offended someone one way or another but in actual fact.. their “I dun care” actually means.. they are fine with anything.. they dun care wad choices we have for them. Hahaha.. cool har..

And hor.. stupid moi.. tot Chicago is actually state.. it is not.. it is actually a place in illinios. Hahahah.. yeap..

Oh yea.. I going to buy tons and tons of food back to Singapore.. those that u cant find.. and I got a diet plan liao.. I not going to eat alot when I am back in camp after my Chicago trip.. I am super vertically challenged! i decide not to eat! Hahaha..

Lastly.. I realize that.. I am so freaking scare of the dark when I am alone.. hahaha. And I am not good in direction if I am in the dark.. tho I walk the same path for like 10 thousand time.. In Singapore, however, if I went to the place once, I can roughly go to that place myself liao.. woo.. it is so different here. Maybe in Singapore there is many landmarks for me to remember.. in the woods.. all the trees are the same. Hahaha.. and when u in the dark, worst! U dunno whether u had past the trail leading to another place or not.. hee..

That’s all folks.. will update u more..

thank you..

Thank you..

i want to thank this very special person of mine!
*smile.. u r being published on my blog*
okie.. this person..
he make it a point to write to me..
thank you.. knowing that i would love to receive letters..
tho most of the time in his letter is mostly suaning..
but hey..
hahaha.. its like when we are in school.. but the suan-ness is not so intensive..
thanking you for making a point to write even tho u r busy or u are overseas or u are going to camp! thanks!!!!!!
Cant thank enuff..
the thrill and happiness i get when i see envelopes in my mailbox did not decline!
thank you TAT!
i will write to you when i can find the time!

*my break is not flexible and sometimes it does not allow me to write.. and when i am done writing.. i need to find the trading post lady to buy stamps.. so peeps.. who are still waiting for my letters.. er.. give it sometime k.. sorry.. and give it sometime for the mail to be returned to me and den send again.. you dunno how D*MB the postman can be here.. (just joking))*

raccoon..

never really see it before..
but yesterday saw it with my own eyes..
people dun like it cos they are a bad animal..
but i am amazed by it..
i admired it somehow..
stories i hear about them.

They will go whereever there is food.. so..
one fine day at a particular camp.
a camper left her lunch in her backpack. and it is in the tent..
and they left for their activities..
when they are back.. their tent is unzipped, everything is in a mess and the backpack is unzipped and so is the camper's lunch..
how clever can an animal be... i am amazed..

next, the dustbin that we throw food in the unit house is locked everynight..
but somehow.. blondie says she forgot to close the door properly..
next morning.. the locked dustbin is unlocked.. the bin is knocked down..
the floor is messy..
think this is one of the crime that the raccoon had done..
wow.. amazing...

tok to slim on the truck..
and he say if he found a baby raccoon.. he will keep it as pet..
i was thinking..
"i would too!"
better let me found one raccoon.. and i will ship it back to Singapore!
yeah.. let it be the first raccoon in Singapore..
fwah..
this tot is so EXCITING!

floating around in camp..

this week..
i got no kids.
i am posted to be a floater.
wad's that..
float around lor..
need help they call u...
so i vv free.. hahaha.. tho i got a schedule to meet!
hmm..
relaxing week.. will keep on posting.. :)

Sunday, July 09, 2006

divas of design

well well.. my girl power is like only 2 nights..
and i get to help around in camp on wed and tues night(van wash)..
hahaha..
so yeah.. got another batch.. and this time they are the artsy people..
they came to camp for arts.. we do lots of stuff @ swift(art house)
they design tee-shirts for the camp and etc etc.. we make jewellery too..
(too bad i was on break so i cant make one..)
but i manage to do a bracelet for myself..
i am now a bracelets-fanatic..
my hands are full of stuff.. i am still making one bracelets for myself.. but dun seems to have the time to do it.. nah.. hahaha..
well, they are a bunch of good kids too.. no problems at night..
but they cant seems to bond.. which make me stress sometimes..
and one day, when i was on break.. they fight in the pool(just teasing around but damage was done!) and when damage is done.. we had to do something!

oh i forgot! the counsellor that is working with moi is tigger!

Well, i am abit stress up by the bonding and the attitude of some campers.. and den this.. i was like can the day pass faster so i can have a break and go Chicago? hahaha.. i was mean.. but i was really tired! Tigger was good at handling the situation.. learn alot from her.. tho it is a nasty situation but we still have to handle it.. even u are the bad ass or something.. and after the talk.. they seems much better but there's still tension..

nah.. things got better tho.. when i am on duty in the night.. some girls were so scare that they cant sleep but they manage to sleep when i tell them if they dun sleep.. fairies wun be there to serenade for them.. u should see their faces.. actually u should see my face too.. i wanna hear the serenading songs.. its like, u r so tired and listening to it will makes u feel good! hahahaha
well well.. they came and sing.. and the girls are so nice the next day! hahaha.. abit miss them tho~
their tensions are like lesson.. and yep.. they are good! even their attitudes changed etc etc.. hahaha

well.. a few more days to chicago and i cant wait tog et out of the camp!

girl power on the move

sorry peeps..
so long never put up entries le..
this is the third group that i have with and it is this group that makes me so happy..
'cos this is a special program..

well.. this is a program for girls to come to camp.. not really experiencing camp but to prepare them to go to a higher level.. where they will be face with drugs and relationships and etc etc.. scare they cannot handle ma..
I'm doing this program with Joy(again! yeah!) and Summer(the pretty columbia girl).
We have to take care of 24 girls together.. hahaha..
tell u, the activity is so stunning de lar.. and it is so pack that u dun have break.. but tell u it is ok that we dun get break.. i think the only break that we get is to take like 45 min time to shower!

hahaha.. so wad we do..
when they came in.. after dinner we got a disco night.. hahaha.. is so fun lar..
oh yeah.. i hereby announce that i hate technos.. and hor.. u should listen to the music that they play.. that's wad i call music and u really can dance to the beat! it is so so nice! (while the rest of the camp went for campfire! hahaha)
den the next morning.. we got alot of activities.. i forgot.. but got one is vv stunning de.. we go learn dancing and how to put on make up.. Mary Kay! wowowowow.. hahaha.. u should see the girls! and later they learn about how to say no to drugs..
Had such a wonderful time with them.. tho tis program is short but yeah.. and i cant remember all 24 girls name.. but then.. we really had so much fun..
And best of all.. u no need to worry about homesick.. the 3 counsellors can sleep from morning to dawn! hahaha..

-that's all-

wonderfully done..

Well.. this is just an announcement..
a vv saddening one..

well.. it seems that.. moi..
dunno why..
seems to use my hp excessively that the bill came up to 410 bucks.
the bill is till 16th of June only..
K, and i wanna say.. i did not over used it..
I JEnnifer Goh.. pay good money to buy calling cards to call people..
but now..
it seems that, switching off my hp permanently will solve the situation.. so..
if u all wanna contact me, please email me or if u all wan can call my camp number.
(the number is put in my previous blog entries)

My life rocks! hahaha.. no lar.. i think singtel over charged me.. and i going to complain when i sees the bill..

but i am so glad that my parents aren't mad at me and they pay for the bill!
Thank you!

truth or dare..

This is dedicated to all my friends, especially to my jie meis:

Do u have the tradition to write your resolutions at the beginning of a new year..
here's smth nice for ya which i read from a book --

How many times have you prayed for a life "less ordinary" than the one you're living?
If you are being honest, you'll say "Often."
Can i challenge you to a dare?
Today, stop praying for anything other than the life you have!
Join me as we tear up that list of resolutions.
You don't need them anymore.
All you have is all you need.
But more than that, all you have is all you could possibly want.
Give thanks for your most "ordinary" life.
This is how miracle begins, as we embark with sense of adventure seeking the splendid in the sinple gift of everyday.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

van wash..

hahaha.. lalalalallla..
had a special program for me this week (will update u all..)
kids left early.. nuttin for me, Joy and Summer to do after dinner..
SO WE ARE GIVEN..
the van wash JOB!
cool.. i am so excited!
never wash before.. i know those who wash the car knows that it is a dirty job..
but nevertheless.. i had so much fun! hahaha
got wet, cos Summer spray water on me! tsk! hahaha
mayb i will consider work as a part time car washer!
fwahahaha.. just kidding!
my arms are aching now!
lalalallalala.. quite excited.. the week is going to end..
i am going to Chicago!

*will buy lots of stuff! :) *

ATTENTION ATTENTION

Ladies and gentlemen!
pls be attentive to the information that is given below!
'Cos it is so damn important! GET IT! OK!
Switch off all DISRUPTING DEVICES AND PAY ATTENTION TO THIS!
READY???

Ok.. here goes!
The news is MISS JENNIFER GOH HWEE LOO
is coming back on the 12th of August(Singapore date) @ 9am.
so i will be in school on the 12 or the 13th if i got lesson.
And those who wants to book me on Saturdays.. (ahhem..YY!! do it quick! joking lar..)
okie..
End of announcement!

U can turn on all disrupting devices. Have a fun day ahead!

*i am so happy that i can go home early..! yeah!*

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Pony tales

this is my second program.. its from 21/6 - 23/6
there are 12 girls. 4 juniors and the rest are brownies..
well.. was hoping that it will be a good group like the first.. budden! hahaha.. they are good and sweet but.. i am really at my wits end with them!
okie.. 12 girls: still cant really remember their names cos only got to be with them for a few days. okie.. here goes: there's Franscesca, Adrianna, Andrea, Jennifer, Cassidy, Amanda, Brianna, Abigail, McKeanna, Lindsay, Rachel, Rylie..

okie..Wed afternoon:
After sending of saddle up girls.. me and Joy went back to the tents to put up welcome signs for the new girls that are coming.. it was sunny when we send the girls off.. den when we went to our unit.. the sky turns darker.. and minutes later.. he heard the van honking.. (1 long honk, severe weather, run to shelter, 3 short honks, fire) it's 1 long honk. We tot is a drill cos we just had our thunderstorm this morning.. and the sky is not tt bad.. we ran to the road.. and saw the van.. we are due for our checkouts so we went on the van to the program unit down the camp.. we ask wad happen.. and they say that a severe thunderstorms or tornado is coming.. den i say to myself:"really a great day to start!" by the way, the program unit is not one of the shelter that is consider to go to if there's a severe weather.. but checks in need to be done.. so we had to stay there.. actually.. its just raining.. we stayed with the girls for awhile. play games and sing songs.. nuttin bad happen.. we went back to main camp on the van... not bad.. discuss abt schedules with the girls for a while and people come in and say its safe to go out! yeah.. go back to tent and unpack and stuff!
have dinner and we do some planning.. the girls were like having their own clique cos they sign up as buddy. during planning.. one girl cry.. i mao han.. she is the quiet sort and she says she dun wan to do anything and stuff like that.. plus the rest seems to be friendly to chatty girls and seems to leave out some girls.. i dunno wad to say.. but to pull her in to the activity we had.. but she is another one.. say no one wants to make friends with her but on the other hand keep telling me.. she dun wan to do anyhting but go back to the cabin and sleep.. i really wan to die alr.. i am so tired and den the girls had to do this to me! dinner was okie.. and den we had a free period to do any activity.. the kids keep bugging me what we r doing and all i can say is say.. "hold on.. u will know later." u wan to know why? cos i was consoling the crying girl tru'out the planning and did nOt know wad Joy had tell the girls.. and Joy went to take some girls to med.. which leave me really at wits end.. i need to calm the excited girl.. need to think of an activity and also to keep tired girls active.. Luvky, Joy.. tot of a wonderful idea.. she tell the girls we r on secret mission and stuff.. we need to do a cookie book n lemonade book for hoops and 'Do. keep the girls entertain for the whole hour.. telling them there's trap, cameras, spys etc on the ground and trees.. sometimes we talk softly, sometimes we tiptoe.. u know.. like on secret mission.. the kids had so much fun.. i was like thank god.. den we bring the kids back to cabin to let them have an early rest.. have a quiet meeting and let them go to bed. During the quiet meeting.. blondie read a story book to all the girls.. it was abt some kids being naughty at camp and scare the rest of the campers with host stories. Well, one of my girls cry.. mlh.. had to console her.. hknow tt she is scare and stuff but din expect her reaction to be so oh my god.. bring her to bed.. she keep crying.. den i tell her to hush down, tell her to think of all the wonderful activities that she will do the next day, tell her that her mama wants her to have fun but not to cry at night.. FINALLY, she quieten down.. den the girl sleeping opposite her.. began to cry.. homesick.. den the other one started to cry! 3 girls crying in a row!~ goodness.. 1 quieten down.. the other girl cry.. den i ask all three of them to wait for me! den i go fetch another story book to read to them.. they stopped crying.. listen to my story and calm down. tot all was fine.. but den Abi told me she wants me to read her a horse story before she can sleep. while i was reading the stories to her.. Brianna keep calling me.. den i go over pat her to bed.. den Cassidy calls me.. telling me things.. den Abi call.. den Brianna call, den Cassidy call, den Abi call, Cassidy call.. okie.. u get me.. they keep calling me to go over to the bed.. i really llok like mother hen! goodness!! think Abi is ready for bed.. den i went to read Cassidy another story.. Den Abi keep calling me.. as in she just wan to tok to me.. so yar.. the night went on and on! finally.. i think they are asleep i left their cabin!! i tot all was fine.. when i saw Abi and Cassidy running to my tent and says that Cassidy does not feel good and cant sleep and stuff.. i bring them to bed and den i do the 绝招. i will pat them to bed.. i must comfirmed that they are asleep before i left.. Abi was good.. she tries to sleep while i pat Cassidy to bed.. den when Cassidy is finally(i think) sleeping.. i went to look at Brianna.. (okie.. she is not asleep.. she is sad again) den i pat her to bed.. den finally pat Abi to bed! gosh! wad a night! hahaha
when i went back.. heard and saw commotion around blondie's group tent! went to check.. and tey say.. there's spider! goodness.. i am scare of them also lar.. den another girl was so homesick tt she is crying all the way and stuff.. the spider issue is done and i pat the homesick girl to bed and finally its my turn to sleep. its 1130 when i am done i think.. i am so freaking tired!!! i tell u! gosh!!

Thurs morning:
Usual.. got woke up by kids.. the counsellors are all so tired.. 5 am they started shouting and stuff.. kids.. keep on coming to tell u there's a bug.. but in actual case.. its only a small spider.. we tell the kids to quiet down in our beds and tell them bug wun kill u(sorry.. we are all so tired to climb out of bed but to tell them to stay in their tent till 7 am where we will wake them up! haha) den got to bring them to their activity lar.. by the way.. it is raining in the morning.. its so cold when we climb out of bed.. den during activities.. all the girls like abit sian cos they cant swim because of swimming.. and we r all so tired.. and Cassidy keeps telling me she wants to go back and sleep, she is tired, dun wan to join in the fn and stuff.. i did all i can.. i think.. to keep her active.. but i am so sian till i decide not to force her in the activities.. anyway... yar.. got a cookout.. as usual.. cant start the fire.. i is SO fed up with myself! *the wood is wet lar.. bobian!* i think Joy also fed up.. i did all i could.. i went to get all the wood i could find and get matches from other units and in the end.. i decide to find someone to help me set up fire.. hai~~ finally.. i bring 4 girls to a unit so far awhile to get vv dry wood and got the fire started!! the kitchen did not give us enuff food and the girls are like late after our cookout.. and Cassidy did it to me again by telling me that she wants to be alone in the cabin!! budden i manage to keep her with us and stuff and got the things done and den bring the girls to the riding workshop... HENG AH.. this keep them happy.. i just stay with them till they are off for riding.. i am so tired that i can sleep while standing.. and at one time i just sit down at the pinic table and close my eyes.. when i open my eyes.. i saw some girls looking at me and ask me whether i am tired not.. (of course i am tired... for goodness sake) but then i just smile and nod my head.. my energy is used up.. i got a two hour break.. decide to sleep.. and i think i have a good 45 min rest by listening to the wonderful songs while sleeping in the staff house.. i think the package gives me so much strength to pull tru the day..
after my break(oh yar.. i did not shower for the whole day.. cos i was so damn tired tt i dun even care.. i know i its vv disgusting.. but.. i really is.. TIRED. no choice!) went back to unit to find Joy and the girls.. well.. i am living in Tomahwak pass.. den i realise.. i need to fetch the girls even tho i am on break cos we had to follow the ratio of 1 counsellor to 8 girls at most and Joy got 12.. went to Horse corral.. its such a long way lar.. den no one.. went back to kitchen and ask the staff whether they know where the parade is held..(suspect they went down tho we r not scheduled to be down..) and then walk all the way to the lake.. where the parade is.. luckily they are there.. but the rest i got from the 45min.. are like somewaht use up by all the walking and searching.. -_-"" budden once again.. i am recharged.. and we had our dinner and a campfire! and went back to sleep! good! oh yar.. i love camp fire more and more.. dunno why.. and the way they present it.. and the slow songs which makes u always wan to cry.. newae, i am on taps off.. today, the kids are tired.. so i assume everything will be fine! hahahahahahhaah.. put them to bed and brush my teeth and b ready fr bed.. den.. *i know this will happen*
Joy: Genie.. Brianna needs you now..
Moi: wad happened?
Joy: she says she wants you to pat her to bed like wad u did last night!
(i stress but i say i will be out once i am done brushing my teeth)
man.. u should see wad happen when i go back.. she CRY DAMN LOUD LAR!~!!
Taffy(support staff to take over those counsellors who are on taps off) tell me that i got a serious case here! i just smile! den lucia was inside hushing her down and stuff! but tell u her tt cry.. make the other 2 homesick ppl to cry again! my god..
but this time.. i ask her to quiet down and ask the rest to go to bed.. and abi was good.. Brianna listen to wad i said and go back to bed..
they were not asleep but luckily they quieten down.. and the angels are here! (wad angels? hahah) well.. they are just staff go around serenading.. u should hear the songs they sing to make them sleep. its so beautiful!! i was so touched lar.. its so nice.. i want to go on serenading too.. maybe next week.. when my schedules allow.. yeah! i wan to learn the songs! its so nice! its so beautiful.. i will take it down and bring back.. man.. and after patting the girls to sleep.. which they do real fast as they did not get to rest the whole day i went back to my tent. Did a birthday card to Franscesca(her bday is on Friday!!) and went to sleep with my songs..

Friday:
woke up early?? not sure.. i just dun wan wake up! i know it.. hahaha.. budden got the girls to pack their stuff, bring them to swimming and riding.. finally got to do my shower when they are swimming.. i stay oin the shower for like 30 min i think.. hahaha.. feel so dirty so decide to stay longer.. went for lunch.. got a surprise for Francesca.. hahaha.. while dessert is served.. me and Joy switched off the lights and bring out a dessert bowl with her dessert and a candle and got the whole camp to sing Happy Birthday song to her! hahah.. she is so happy!!
*side track abit* the dessert is super duper nice lar.. its CHERRY KRISP.. gg to learn it.. so all of u all can eat it.. i tell u it's DELICIOUS!
okie.. after lunch, bring them to Arts n crafts and den its time for them to go! hahaha.. yeah.. they are quite mao han.. but still miss them when they are leaving.. And i feel so much better now.. to see Cassidy to have so much fun than the first 2 days.. she look more happy and stuff! heng.. makes it a good ending..

*side side track* by the way.. the storms bring the snake out from where they are living.. the first night the girls decide to go in to the tent.. we saw a snake! it rattles.. we all tot is rattle snack.. which is sayonara to u if u got bitten.. (but lucky i am not there.. if not i really faint! haha) budden we ask around and say it may be bull snake or smth, which will rattle too when it is scare.. hahaha.. not poisonous but then if got bitten it will be not good too.. hahaha.. but we dun see it again! so heng lor!

okie.. after the girls are gone.. we counsellors went back to clean up the whole unit and stuff! its so cute. at dinner time.. all the counsellors do not wan to be head of the table.. (did i mention about head?? well, if u are a head.. u are to serve food to everybody in the table.. as in to ask wad food they wan on their plate.. and pass it down when u are down.. as the head.. u are the biggest and so people has to ask permission to leave the table to the salad, cereal, toast bar at different times of the meal!) hahaha.. u should see all the pushing of not wanting to be the head.. luckily.. its buffet style.. so okie lar.. nuttin much.. but we are all so relac and stuff! we counsellors eat alot lar.. especially the CHERRY KRISP! damn.. hahaha..

we all eat till we want to burst! hahaha.. den we rest awhile and have a VERY VERY long meeting till 10 i think.. and den we are allowed to rest!

24/6/06
times flies.. its the end of june.. its my rest day.. and i decide to rest, watch dvds, blog(which i am doing now..) write letters and etc etc.. hahaha.. hope it will be a good week when the campers came tmr! lalalalllalalala...

Miss EVERYBODY!

tata~

Friday, June 23, 2006

bless me with all yr heart..

roar!! i am so fed up.
i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO freaking tired..
i think i never really sleep lar..
okie..
i must leng jing..
this is the time that challenge really starts!
hai~ someone just bless me.
one more night and half a day.. and i will be fine..
ok, wait.. also bless me to have a good week ahead..

-to the sky: if u wan to have tornado, thunderstorm, please do it on friday night!i will be so so glad.. (hai.. but the sky looks gloomy again!)-

bless me! okie.. i gg to sleep now! hahahahhaha..

*that's my ranting for today.. wait till u hear about my this program on Sat.. fwahahaha.. i am really a mother hen!*

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Saddle Up!

okie.. now i shall post about my campers!
my program name is Saddle Up. that means it has to do with horses! its quite a pity i cant do trails with my girls. Well, this program is 3 nights!~ they came in on sunday afternoon and going back on Wednesday afternoon (which is like soon).

okie.. my partner is Joy! and we are living with Summer Samplers(another program) at Tomahawk pass. (lucky got flush toilet there.. dun think i am a pampered child hor.. u will know later) There are 8 girls in my group. There are Ashley, Natalie, Tegan, Kate, Cassandra, Megdalyne, Brianna and Samantha.. woohoo.. they ah.. hahaha.. they are vv sweet and nice girls lar.. but sometimes hahaha.. i think i really dunno how to handle kids!

Sunday:
they came! and they are real sweet and good.. Joy is really good with kids.. and all i do is make stupid noises so maybe they can laff! hahaha.. we had an enjoyable time tho. plan wad we going to do this week and plan our cookout. We also tell the rules and stuff! and we had dinner.. its a good and fun experience for them cos we had alot of rules to follow.. and some of them got to help out for dinner! its such a funny thing that they are so chatty when they first meet each other.. first time in dinner.. i got so busy that i think my meals are eaten in a fast and dizzy way(why? cos i keep nodding to wad they say... fwahahaha)
night came.. we got campfire and stuff.. and we got to go get the girls to sleep.. i am so lucky that my girls are so good.. they are not afraid of bugs or dark.. and after reading and drawing they go to sleep! hahaha.. everyone is on taps on(duty.. have to make everybody to go to bed and den we can go and sleep!) okie.. Summer Samplers' kids are abit difficult to handle! some girls are homesick, scare of bugs, thinking they are ill and scare of dark. Blondie and Lucia are so busy lar.. help them up! had to tell stories, give them huggies, pat them to bed etc etc etc.. Had to go back to their tent again and again.. i am like a mad woman gg to different tents and telling them the same thing over and over again! hahaha.. but at last they sleep and they go to bed! and when finally we 4 are ready for bed.. a girl came to our tent and say she got stomachache(or mayb homesick..) Blondie told ehr a story and i bring her to her tent to sleep.. wad a day!!!

Monday:
i slept late.. and my girls woke up early.. 5 plus.. i can HEAR them talking!! they are not sleeping.. felt like boxing them.. budden again.. hai~ den ask them to sleep for some more time before they go for their activity.. and yar.. they did their horses, i have my break den they did their swimming and i was a watcher for the lifeguard and i got baked in the sun! hahaha.. den at night we have a cookout! This cookout.. made me so fed up! cos the fire die die wun start and my girls are so hungry! and i cant get the stupid damn fire started! they are such good girls.. they try to help me wadever they can.. but i just got so fed up by myself that i was in such a foul mood.. Joy got to get Newton to help us(Ribbit's hubby) and we finally got the fire started! The program team knew we were in trouble! and they were so sweet to come and help us to play with the girls give them some treats so they will be a good girl and go to sleep! heng ah..
but hor.. at arnd 12 plus.. Blondie's girl came into our tent! she came in without making sound.. when i see her.. i stunned! as in will scare ppl de lor! hahaha.. well she say she got stomachache! hai~~ hahaha.. homesick i think.. acc her to her bed and pat her to bed.. hang arnd for awhile and den check on her again after like 5 mins later and den go back to bed! TIRED!!!! *oh yar.. i saw so many stars! they really look like diamond*

Tuesday:
well.. teach the girls arts and crafts.. do lots of friendship bracelet.. they got their riding again.. and i went with them and i got so tired.. i fell asleep.. i think the horse ppl gg to box me.. hahaha.. well. then we had swimming and arts and crafts again! and riding again! abit sad cant do riding with the girls.. but i think it is ok! den.. i am on taps off.. decide to visit summer after i had my quiet meeting(a small discussion with wad they like to do.. and to sing a small prayer before they sleep) Summer has to take care of 5 kids alone.. and she is so stressed up! when we go to her unit she is reading story book to the girls and they went to sleep after the story ended.. not bad.. think they are tired or smth! hahaha.. well.. got to go back to my unit at 10 plus.. check on my girls and den sleep.. 230 am.. my girls shout for Joy name outside the tent! i woke up but Joy was alr outside.. tot they are uncomfortable or smth... make me worried.. den when Joy is back she say.. the toilet flush is spoil or smth! i mlh!! hahaha.. went back to sleep.. 4 plus.. began to rain heavily.. Joy got up fast again to pull dwn their flaps of the tent so they will not get wet! and den.. we think that it is no big deal and we decide to sleep.. but before we can sleep.. Thunder is heard.. and it rained more heavily.. 4 of us got up. and go to each tents! cos the girls are scare of storms! i freaking scare too lar.. but cannot let them know.. and i freaking cold.. cos i am in the rain.. some are crying.. have to tell them its ok tru my chattering teeth! den Megdalyne says she really need the bathroom.. so i tell the rest of the three girls that i will be back asap! (we r waiting for the van to horn to tell us that it is a BIG storm and we have to go to a safe place!) while i and Meg are in the bathroom i heard the horn! i is lucky la.. if i din go.. i dun think we will heard it.. its too chaotic! den i bring Meg back.. thunder and rain get louder and heavier. Well.. den i tell the girls to get their sleeping beds and wear socks and shoes to the bathroom(this is a shelter for us.. if our unit dun have this.. we have to bring the girls to a shelter where it is safe.. and we have to walk vv quite far for it.. or wait for the van! i is lucky.. so this is the reason why i am so glad i got this unit!) okie.. 19 kids and 4 counsellors squeeze in the concrete bathroom.. the kids feel better. the counsellors had to made them go to bed.. and we sit on the ground waiting for ppl to tell us it is safe to go out.. Fun.. 6plus.. the van came and say it is safe! we go back to our tent.. cant sleep cos its abt time for breakfast! FUN! the 4 of us is like so tired!!!

Wed:
now.. they are at their workshop.. cant ride.. they are abit sad.. but i think they had fun.. Who in the hell will have a slumber party in the bathroom when they are @ camp? hahaha.. this is wad we told the girls so they are not sour or scare! they are actually quite proud about it! haha..
got to go and fetch the girls! will have a new ones coming..

*more storms are expected.. and i have so many brownies today.. homesick and storms! good combi! i think i no need sleep again! bless moi! hahaha..*

@#$#@%

did a long post some time ago..
den.. the comp hang or smth den no more! gone! have to do it again..
vv irritated!!
roar!
okie.. keep it short!

got a off day on thursday.. went to walmart and some mall.. quite cool.. but dun feel like shopping, just wanna get my stuff..

Friday: more paper work and training.. oh yar.. got to live in teepee! where red indians live! hahaha.. y? some troops are coming.. so we have to move for them!

Sat: troops are here.. i am not in charge of them. but got to do some activity with different troops.. not bad.. and i got to have some rest too! hahaha.. i slack alot..
wad is good is that i got to have some fun with the campers.. hahah.. its so nice that they will come running to u when u just got to play with them for like a few hours? hahah.. "Genie, Genie" they will call u and started running towards u to ask for a huggie!

Sun: my girls came... hahaha.. want to know more.. i will tell u all later.. I am so so so so tired.. and dun feel like doing anything now.. i decide to disappear.. hahah.. no lar.. will update more.. when i feel more like it..

*Nat and i are tot to be sisters too.. wad else.. i got a new hobby and that is to do puzzle! hahaha... and i am nOt afraid of bugs anymore (not vv) and i got to see deer, squrriels, rabbits and etc.. my next aim is to see raccoons.. bless me not to get rabies! hahaha.. oh yar.. hope to see tornados too.. is raining abit this few days.. hahaha*

need to go fetch my girls from the horses! and help summer with her kids after my quiet meeting with my girls since i got taps off(no need to be with my girls.. and put them to bed and stuff!) i'm so so so tired!

-letters to some of u all.. well.. the postman keep rejecting my letters. i dunno why.. vv fed up! and he is so lazy... my letters had been in the mail box for so long and he is still not here to collect! if i see him i going to box him! but in any case, some of yr letters are still pending.. hee.. will get it done asap! write to me! i like to check my pigeon hole to see something there for me! i got something real nice from my SB. cool.. hai.. and i dun have time to write back.. this is bad.. k, gg off! seya!-

Sunday, June 18, 2006

a short post

well.. i feel i am vv blessed.. this week i receive three letters in a row..
I am so touched that i do not know wad to say..
Some letters made me happy.. some made me sad..
Dun think too much..
it just made me think of the good old times..
and some letters..
hmmm..
lost for words..
Anyway.. thanks for all the things that u all had done..
I'll keep it safe..
Wait for yr letters yar..

Friday, June 16, 2006

more updates!

10/06/06
i am so freaking cold because of the rain last night! I was walking with Lucia with chattering teeth to the shower room.. ITS FREAKING COLD!!! My skin is getting worst.. dun get it.. i am sleeping alot, eating alot but still.. maybe is the dry weather!! that's why! And everybody is complaining on how cold it is today! And some people at breakfast says that there's a few storms that went past us when we were sleeping.. woohoo.. i am still alive! And wad worst.. it will still be cold for a few more days! Taffy say it was abt 50 ferenheit today.. dunno how to convert to degree celcius.. so u all do the maths lar.. i is freaking cold!

*activity we did*
do alot of training on paperwork.. lanning for activities and planning for the kids welfare and our own duties with partners and stuff.. so many things to do! but it was fun!

*self realisation*
realise i like to be given responsibilities.. but before that i must learn to be more confident! these few days i am more active, not so dead! I am more daring to be crazy in front of people! As in wad u have with u.. u just show it.. 'cos u have nothing to lose.. i think that's wad the Americans taught me.. to be more open.. Also.. i tot of Eileen and my jie meis.. i missed them.. and i feel that the camp will be real fun if we got together! REally.. This is a sudden flashback when i am in NY! I and Eileen was crazy girls when we get togehter! so in NY, when we r playing during orientation.. Andrew has got these weird 眼神on us. Andrew came up to us and ask us whether we knew each other before we met and we say "YES!"... den he give a vv werid expression.. like "Now, i got it" expression.. we prompt him to ask him y.. but he dun wan to say.. his 眼神 is weird lar.. and finally.. he come clean.. he say.. we two are vv comical.. I feel that he dunno how to express himself.. hahah.. and i realise we girls get together we DO have the synergy.. i am no kidding.. when we talk, play, laff or do smth.. we made ppl look at us.. (mayb its my laffter.. but i think hahaha.. dunno) WE really do have the synergy.. But i dunno is good or bad.. 'cos i always remember shan telling me that how her sister hate us when we get together in school.. (her sister think we are Attracting Attention! sianz.. hahah) but we dun care.. we still have our fun everyday! hahaha..

*evening*
we did rope course!! woohoo..
quite fun! and i master up my courage to do the zipline(similar to flying fox). i am not the last to go k.. i am the second one! cos they let the scaredy catz to go first.. sad case! i was damn scare k!! u know the feeling?? i keep telling myself it will be fun and its the only way to 克服 my fear.. hahah.. i am quite proud of myelf! i did it! the first step was usuallythe hardest one(its like when u want to do something big or it can be about doing something to change yr life.. the first step is always the hardest!) There's this principle i tell myself.. but i dun always practise it.. hahaha.. weird.. and that is.. if i try to do something, i will still have 50% of the chance to get things right or want it to be.. but if i dun do it.. i have nothing.. so by probability.. u know which is good ah.. hahaha.. Oh yar.. rope course.. hmm.. i wan to thanks all the people who encourage me to go on the zipline be it at camp or before i go onto the zipline! hahaha.. tt gives me some boost too!
(this entry is written in the dark.. with a torchlight in my hand! hahaha.. gg to sleep and hope that it will not be a cold night!)
(oh yar.. Ribbit[my camp director], she is so freaking nice.. she got us beanie[hat to wear when u care cold.. woollen kind] to keep us warm.. so touched! everybody was so happy!! i am weraing it to my bed to keep my head warm! Its so cold here..)

*11/06/06*
Morning.. i am still so COLD!! hahaha.. there's open house today and i met so many kids.. there's one vv cute kid that i do Arts n crafts with.. she is so cute i tell u!! hahaha.. I am so tired that day! Also dunno y! had a cook out(camp fire dinner.. cook everything at the camp fire! cool!) and the food was not bad!

-tot for the day-
Summer was sick and she was homesick.. 'cos in her country.. family bonding is so strong!! and she missed her mum who will take care of her! I realise in States or mayb in Europe.. quite alot of families are vv bonded together.. (those good ones will be damn bonded.. dun tok abt the bad ones!) so i thought of the families in Singapore.. Many do not have this closeness that i can feel from the frens i know here! Feel abit 羡慕 about the closeness they share.. hahaha.. feel so restless and okie.. shall sign off..

*12/06/06*
was still cold in the morning! But it got warmer this afternoon isnce the sun is out! Today there's a sleepout in the North Star Valley.. Another place in camp! its near the lake! I remember the tents had nuttin.. so if it gets chilly.. i will be freezed up again! hahaha.. We got more trainings! We even got wishlist on wad programs we want to do.. i chose horses n arts n crafts n also rope course! Thursday is gg to be my off day.. i am so excited about it! Lunch is good.. getting fatter! and hor.. skin is getting worse! hai~ hope it will get better! i think i look like monster.. my jie mei will know lar.. when i start to peel.. eeks! was getting worried.. feel that i do not have anything to offer to the campers! hahaha.. i cant remember the songs! roar! And my english is not fluent!

-talk with tat-
finally got to see tat online and is able to tok to him awhile! was happy to see him! he say he send a letter and now i am anticipating for it! woohoo! decide to keep my days short cos now is all trainings! hahaha.. no fun.. but i will keep posting! no worries! :)

-night-
wow.. the sleep out was not in the tent BUT on the floor.. we just put the sheets on the ground and den sleep with our sleeping bag! IT WAS FREEZING!! and my sleeping bag seems not to be working! roar!

13/06/06
i woke up damn early cos it was so freaking cold.. i dunno wad to say.. hahaha.. its too cold to stay in bed.. when i woke up alot of ppl had leave! hahaha.. i shld do that too.. trainings again.. talks and paperwork! I am so sleepy!!!
*Afternoon*
The sun is finally out! i am only wearing a tee shirt and shorts.. (the most clothing i wore is 3 tees and a jacket and long pants..) i did canoeing.. and after lunch there's more training.. its scenario playing where the unit leader will give us some scenarios and we have to work it out.. tough sia! hahaha..
*tots*
there's some camp songs that are slow and the prayer we sing at quiet meeting.. I am not a religious ppl or anything.. but to say the truth! the songs.. made me feel sad.. as in i dunno.. i a sentimental person.. so yar.. but the lyrics made me miss home abit and also.. i thank the things i have so far.. the opportunities that my parents gave and support and the frens i have.. blah blah blah.. everything lar.. i am vv thankful.. really..


signing off.. gg to sleep.. i am so tired! hahaha.. writing so many stuff! have a nice day!

back again! :)

free day today.. try to finish my blog as much as possible!
i feel so sinned!
today some nice person say indulge in chocos is ok.. and i go walmart and i bought so many chocolates!!! and i am eating now! damn.. 肥死我! oh yeah.. no vanhoutten so i bought some raisin choco.. Vanhoutten is still the best!! yeah!!! 肥死我!! 

okie.. continue with my blogging..

*my first morning!*
When i woke up from the cold.. my joints are all freezed up!! my joints are stiffened!! I am shivering and aching.. However, the morning was so beautiful from my window and i was so relieved that it was 7am cos i no need to sleep in the cold liao.. BUT!!! to my disappointment.. i look at my hp.. it was.. 5am!! i have to wake up 2 hours later lar.. i was so stressed! (i was surprised at the early sunrise!) newae.. Went to sleep for 2 more hours before my orientation starts. And guess wad.. my fatty send me a sms. so sweet of him! he is wishing me to have fun in camp! hahaha.. budden i abit bad.. i scold him idoit.. cos it was morning at States! (budden.. i am not being mean.. i scold everybody idoit right??) *i promise i will buy a good prezzie for him when i am back! lalalala..*

finally, time to get up! change and we girls went to get our breakfast from a nearby deli. It is so freaking cold u know!!! u know!!! And the deli starts late.. and we had to walk abit in the freaking cold weather to wait for the deli to open cos we got free breakfast coupon! roar! hahaha.. went to a supermarket, walk around and den walk back to the deli and get a my breakfast.. it was delicious!

*Orientation*
got to know 2 Sweden people. Angelica and Gabriel. Got to know Kate's bf also.. Andrew! Hahaha.. the people who join us for the orientation are Mandy, Suresh and Bud..
this will be a short post.. hahaha.. wad we did that day.. hmmm.. we have ice breakers and also play frisbee in the Central Park.. Have our lunch at a chinese restaurant.. which dun really taste like chinese food.. and the serving is like wow! we have a short break den we have a game of soccer.. we play till like 8pm.. and guess wad.. it is still very bright! woohoo.. the day is so long and the night is short. We rest and bath and we girls decide to shop for Eileen's shoe at Times Square! we left at around 10pm. Went to have our dinner at a nearby mexican restaurant and took a subway down to Times Square. Tell u.. the subway.. is super confusing!!! SUPER DUPER!
We reach Times square at around 1130pm?? and the streets are still buzzing with people!
We rush to Foot Lockers to get Eileen's shoe.. the price is reasonable.. and those on sales are Cheap! Eileen bought a New Balance shoe for USD 59.90 w/o tax.. at first i tot is cheap.. den i realise its New Balance.. so okie lor..
Bud wanna to have a juice.. guess wad juice? PAPAYA JUICE! peng.. den he brought us to a place call papaya hotdog.. hahaha.. damn farnie.. took a subway back.. was so tired sia~ And we go straight to bed!

*2nd day in NY*
Have to wake up damn early to get our social security done.. dun ask me wad's tt.. i dunno too. but i need to do this to get my pay and stuff! hahaha.. eileen is going off today.. and i wun be seeing her off.. awww.. plus.. when i woke up she is still sleeping! sad! I'm gonna miss them!! Bought my breakfast, got back and we say goodbye to my girl and we r off.. Got a sms from boi.. was quite happy! hahaha.. at least i still can contact ppl even if i am so far away! I began to miss home alot and that sms really helps me alot.
was quite excited that we girls (Lucie, Nat and me) are going to travel around NY today alone! woohoo! We went to get a book in Times square for Lucie (the notebook.. damn.. everybody in camp was talking abt it now.. den i was like.. yeah.. nice movie.. nice ending.. SWEET.. ) Lucie (she is the pretty gal that slept on top of me) was so hardworking.. she wanted to brush up her english so she wanted to read more english bookj! After that.. we walk down the streets and shop awhile and i got myself 2 tops. Its like zara and i got this 2 for like less than 20 for each top! (the shop is H and M).
We walk down Times to Central Park and den walk to Museum lane or street cos we want to visit the Guggehiem museum (dunno spell correct or not). Pack abit for tmr's trip to iowa! den i decide to go to a quiet place to do my blogging and stuff! :) *that's where i do my first post i think, did u all remember?* Their wireless need to pay sia! hahaha.. but its okie.. i charge it to my card.. badly need to blog.. i am like hahaha.. overwhelmed and need to reply email and stuff!

Went back to hostel after i am done and Kate is back from sending Andrew off! They were like super 恩爱la.. before they leave.. they both get a US hp so they can contact each other tho they r in different camps and its free or smth.. or cheap.. smth like tt.. and they got a hp and a us line for just 75 bucks.. Tot of getting one too, that way i no need to pay for toll charges.. hahaha.. was still considering..

got Nat to wake up and we went shopping! the shop closes early sia!~ we ate at a salad bar and den we walk around the streets. After that, Lucie, me and Nat when to the Empire State to see the scenary of NY. It's now the tallest building in the world after the WTC. man.. u should see.. its like so many stars and stars!! 美美的夜景! but it was freaking cold.. was actually a torture for me.. dun really enjoy.. took alot of blur pics.. cos dunno how to operate camera again.. but i will learn lar.. mayb will get it right finally! Wooh.. before that i went for a virtual ride too! paid 30 bucks! woohoo.. broke! when we are done it was like 1130pm gg 12.. found the subway and head back to hostel.

Guess wad.. we got lost.. it was too complicated.. luckily a guy helped us.. and we got back to hostel safe and sound. Guess wad time we reached? hahaha.. gg to be 1 am.. i am freaking tired.. its not so cold liao.. and i wore shorts to sleep..

*060606*
dunno wad that means.. its the date.. 6/6/2006
hahaha.. it was cold in the morning sia.. i am in shorts remember?? (but luckily.. i "koup" pillows and blanket from other room the toher day.. so i am comfy for 2 nights) we need to leave at 1045 to the airport! but Chris was late.. have biscuit for breakfast only.. hahaha.. i tot i got transport to the airport.. and to my dismay.. hai~ we have to take subway.. with all my lugguage! and guess wad.. i have to take bus too.. roar!
i nearly got bus sick! really! bus sick! hahaha..
At the airport.. i had Wendy's for lunch! damn.. i was so stuffed! but it was nice! u know why.. they cook it on the spot when u order.. so its fresh!
oh yar.. and chris was saying.. 060606 is a vv good day for terrorism.. trying to scare us! hahaha.. and i am taking American Airline! but den.. everything went smoothly! Stop at chicago and den reach moline (iowa).

*060606 - host family*
my host family is our camp's director's mum! she is so nice! and we three girls are living together! yeah! Her house was damn cosy k!! really.. (photos will be uploaded when i am back to singapore.. sorry.. know that my blog will be w/o pics for 2 mths.. but no worries.. will give u all nice stuff and a cool video!) it's like a small cottage! she designed it! (that's my dream house when i was small..) but now.. if i got the house by the beach or seaside.. it will be perfect! perfect for me.. We went to eat dinner and den to Walmart.. damn big lar.. really.. its like our carrefour, ikea and spotlight join together(Nat says tt)i think must times 2 also.. hahaha.. their stuff is cheap and they got everything.

*060606 - lucie's homesick*
well.. was sharing the room with her.. and she cry abit.. she miss her family and stuff.. poor girl.. all the stress building up! she is stress of her english and misses her family. Feel so sad for her.. and i tot of my frens and family.. hahah.. cant have 2 cry babies right.. so i took out the wonderful prezzie that my wonderful frens give.. nvr really help.. but feel better.. got wireless from somewhere and let Lucie use the comp so she will feel better! and three of us.. sit at our host cosy living room and do our stuff.. so comfy!

*060606 - director's mum*
well.. i and Nat chat abit.. and we tok abt our director's mum! ait sad for her.. cos she has a wonderful house.. but she live alone.. dunno is divorced or widowed.. but wadever case.. just feel sad for her.. hai.. just a small tot.. i wun wan to live alone when i am old.. i will get my old english german sheepdog.. i think i never got the name wrong.. i hope! :)

*07/06/06 -morning*
we made our own breakfast in the wonderful kitchen! Moose came to pick us up and we left for the camp! it was a 20min ride.. tell u.. it is really a countryside.. as in its all farms! its more tough than i tot! meet a few international staffs and also american staffs. Learn First aid and CPR, have an international staff dinner and den we all get to sleep together in the staff house! not bad! nice place! Oh yar.. the staff house is call the Indian Ridge! There's 2 computers and a phone! We have to share sia~ lucky i got my comp with me and there is wireless.. its only this yr that they have these.. arent i lucky? Well, the first night i stress.. (Lucie did it to me again.. her homesickness spread..) was feeling so terrible all of a sudden.. mayb becos of the new environment.. Then the conversation online did not help tho i know you all tried to make me forget stuff or smth and make me laff.. but abit not useful.. hahhaa.. den i decide to go sleep.. sleeping beside musique.. she got a teddy bear! and i was like i wow! den i go to sleep.. hoping all will be fine when i wake up!!

*08/06/06 - morning*
everybody was showering and i can use the net for longer period! (i bath last night le hor.. its too cold to bath two times so in iowa ppl bath once!) Told u that a sleep works wonders or mayb Lucie is the factor! hahaha.. i took a walk round the camp yesterday.. if i am not wrong.. hahaha.. now my diary is all messed up! okie.. so there's a nice lake.. and tall grass.. (dunno how to spell.. paries grass or smth.. remember pride and prejudice the poster.. where the lead actress is touching tall grassess.. yar.. that's the one!) hahaha..and there is beautiful sun set!!! We had a hay ride to go round the camp! sweet! hahaha.. and today we r moving out of our comfy zones.. to the tents! 4 person to one.. in the wild! not so bad lar.. we also had some interactive games and stuff! learn lots of camp songs.. but dun remember any.. hee~ also.. for our meals.. we are vv formal n its a family style.. there's a head and a helper.. and if u are to leave the table.. u have to ask permission.. this is how the camp works.. cool!

*09/06/06*
woohoo.. i did horseback riding today.. was so scare at first.. cos they were so big and tall.. (i am afraid of heights) and i did archery too! The horse i ride on is Danny! There's alot of instructors with me and they are real nice with me! I really know my prob.. i am scare of falling but i am not scare of the pain.. hahaha.. i must overcome! oh yar.. today is Summer's bday! she is so pretty! i tell u~ we got a surprise for her and guess wad! her bf call to wish her happy bday! so sweet right! We have dinner and have a early quiet meeting(to say about wad we did today and stuff like tt and we can do our stuff after tt..) Call Shan today.. cos its her bday in Singapore time! got to know the surprise that the girls plan.. i stress! but seriously.. he not bad lea.. the face la.. but hor.. (after toking to shan today! his character like abit sucky!) And she love the surprise i gave her.. i am so so so glad! went back to my tent.. tell u.. i am freaking scare.. cos it was pitch dark!! super duper freaking dark! my torchlight does'nt help at all.. got lar.. only tt spot tt has light! Nat was beside me.. and we kept talking.. if we both switch off our torch.. we cant see each other at all.. even we are shoulder to shoulder.. Nat(Bubbles - her camp name, all my fren's name are all farnie liao ah.. cos i will start calling their camp name) was so scare to go back alone cos we live in different area.. so i got Stix to walk with us and Stix to walk back with me 'cos we were in the same area! (so sweet of her.. thanks gal!)

*thoughts*
On the way back, did some thinking.. if we pamper city girls were to come here.. i think we may not survive! It is tough for me alr.. but as the days goes on, i think i will survive! really.. i am vv accustomed to the environment alr!

*middle of the night*
it rain so heavily!!! i was so freaking cold!!! i was so cold till i dunno wad to say! hahaha.. my joints are all stiffened!

Sunday, June 11, 2006

will get back for more post!

wanna announce!
there's tonardo in IOWA!! hahaha
and i slept tru a storm last night in a TENT!!
hahaha.. was like..
will tonardo come this summer
btw i was freaking super cold this morning..
cold till i wan to die!!
that cold. my jacket dun help..
SUMMER please come quickly...
and they say iowa will be raining for few more days! argh!!!
SAVE me!!

Friday, June 09, 2006

a little time off.. its a luxuiry

*my bed*
drag all my stuff up finally to the room. Gosh.. reach our room, and we cannot find the switch for the ligths. I and Eileen have to experiment all sorts of way quietly to get the lights up but to no avail. There were people actually in bed.. den we have to unpack in the dark n do it QUIETLY.. We gave up and took out our torch light.. Inside the room, there is 8 bedds and the first thing i do is to search for my bed.. (it was scary at first but i am too tired to think much!) Found Eileen's bed and mine. But for my bed.. the person has not move out so i cant unpack.. i was -_-"
I put my stuff with Eileen n gone for the shower.. btw.. u need to queue for it.. there's only 2 for 16 people.. -_-"" Was thinking of gg shopping after our shower cos my dear blur eileen could not find her track shoes last minute and brought a spoilt one to USA. And she only got one.. and she is leaving before me! hai.. Finally, i am done with me stuff. And the person at the desk told me that I can bring the person's stuff away! so i did.. cos i was tired. (btr.. we not gg out.. cos it was too late. n the girls are tired.) We will buy a shoe for her after the orientation den.. And off we go to bed!

*Conversation with KAte*
while waiting for my shower. HAd a talk with Kate. She and Andrew(her darling, hahah..) had been here for like a week. And today it is the first day for her to live with us in ICEP hostel. She had went to alot of places. She can be my guide! seriously! and she got 2 big soft toy with her.. Think they went to the amusement park and won it! haha.. so she got 2 babies to hug in the night since Andrew is flying off so much earlier than her.. They gonna miss each other! Oh yeah.. also, i asked her about the accomodation before ICEP. and she say that she and Andrew had been sleeping 2 streets away form ICEP. US$27 a night. 2 beds in a room n built in toilet! it was so much better n cheaper than ICEP. I am still thinking whether to move to there after i came back to NY? hahaha.. shall see first! but i dun have the phone number of that hostel. I think i will stay with ICEP first and den explore myself!

*1st night in ICEP*
Went to sleep. and i saw someone coming in.. my intuition tell me the person is back. I vv shy.. cos i move her things to the floor.. got alot lar.. It was not the girl but her fren. She is vv nice.. she help me ask her fren and realise that the fren made a mistake.. ( i think her fren dun have a bed.. and she bunk in with another person..) hahaha.. anyway.. tt's fine! they were real nice! She is vv pretty too.. (in the morning i found out she is the French girl that is going to the camp with moi! :) )
No blankets.. no pillows! i fed up! and i was sleeping beside the window! btr.. it was a vv cold night!! i am freaking cold tru'out the night!! Wore Jeans, jacket n socks.. but it is not enough! I tried to close the window.. but cant! It'stoo tough and it is only 1/4 opened.. but i am freaking cold alr! I suddenly tot of those ppl who slept on the streets.. I can really feel how do they feel in cold nights like this.. i really can! and i feel sad for them..

-decide not to use too much of the internet! seeya-

Thursday, June 08, 2006

lost!

i dun think i will be posting any more stuff...
first day at camp. know wad was like u cant contact anyone..
i feel terrible
miss so many people
and cant call home cos the timing was like..
hai..
and yar...
cant receive any sms or call..
just treazt me i am dead! (no lar..)
when i am out of camp i will reply the sms that u all send.
will try to reply email and write
which i dun think i will have that type of time.
no time to watch my dvd.
no time to read..
i gg to ship all that back to SingapOre
and is more or less cfmed i will be back to Singaproe on the 16th cos i dun think i will get the 7th flight.
travel alone! fine..
i is freaking sad! roar!
i wan a net work!
i am doing fine! trust me.. just wanna update u all..

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

@ a cosy place!

*back to continue my experience*

*To New York*
On the plane to NY, i watched the movie The Notebook that Natalie introduced.. it was another bread or love kind of story(not to tt extreme but it some sort of hit u) i admire the love the couple had for each other. 4 of us were so tired. i forced myself to finish the movie and the rest of the girls were like sleeping so soundly. After the movie.. i join them in the beauty sleep marathon. The flight to NY was really a good one for me as it had compensated all the sleepless nights that i had before going to USA. When we reached NY, we took like 30 min to cross the customs. And blur Eileen made a blunder in the customs and she was named a confused traveller by the officer.. hahah.. okie. however, Nat got real problem with the visa and was ask to go to a room to check th problem. Waited for her in the airport for like 1.5 hours?? damn long! really.. and when she came out she say she was not questioned at all. She vv gek. She was brought out by the custom officer that interviewed us. Nat says that the ppl inside the office was vv firece and rude too. (to other ppl! well.. this is US..) Saw Kate at the airport! was so glad! she reached so long ago.. and she got a job in ICEP.. not bad. :)
we walked out of the airport and the first thing that hit us was the cool wind in NY. It was so shiok! however, i can feel that the environment is dry! and i am dead worried about my skin cos i have enzyme.. scarly worsen. and i can feel that my lips are cracking up and stuff. my moisturier n lip balm r in my luggage! hahaha.. Feel so terrible. I think i am being panaroid here. cos when i reach ICEP, the first thing that i do was to go to the toilet to see my face! haha.. It's not as bad as i had imagined! *whew*

*ICEP hostel 88th West Street*
Recah the place quite late due to the held up at the airport. It is nearly 1030pm. It was a long ride. Past by Times square and it was a beaut! so late le but the streets are still so busy! woot.. and i was like " So this is Times Square!" Reach ICEP, after doing admin stuff, we went up to out room. It is 4 storey high la.. my goodness. No lift hor! And we girls have to drag our luggage all the way up! The steps were small and steep lar.. nOt i want to say! haha.. and it is slanted.. worse than my old house! hahaha.. But it is quite an experience. :)

gg to bed! seeya~

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

alone at starbucks!

heya peeps!
is it a surprise to see an entry??
hahah.. today is my free day! will be flying to iowa tmr and will be staying in a host family.. (abit excited but i am missing all of u all! really!)
well.. wad about my title..
since its my free day. and my frens are all dead tired..
i decide to have a walk in the neighbourhood and there.. here i am in the star bucks.. having a little personal space to write down the experience i have these few days!
may not be complete as i need to go back asap! i do not wan my fren to worry about me when she wakes up and see me missing! hahaha..

Well.. okie!
before i start.. i wan to thanks all the peeps who wake up freaking early to send me off.. its so nice to see all of u all before i go on for this trip! Tell u wad! i miss u all.. hope u all are dOing fine! oh yar... I LOVE THE PRESENTS that u all give!
Voices clique: thanks.. love it man. :)
girlies: i have send an email telling u liao! hahaha..
tat and ws: thank you! will study when i am free and ws i will watch yr shows when i am free..

TO all frens: do take care and have fun! have a wonderful hols! :)

okie.. i shall begin right from the start!
3/6/06
Slept for an hour. hahah.. actually i did not plan to sleep at all but in the end i decide an hours wink will do me good for the flight to USA! On the way to the airport.. i got so many mixed feelings.. btw.. "ah mai" told my dad that there's a dimsum restaurant in the airport which opens 24hours and my dad was so excited that he decide that we should leave for the airport at 350am. Y? he wanted to have dimsum for breakfast before i left! so my family woke up at three and we leave at about 4 to the airport!
er.. well to my dad's dismay.. "ah mai" info is WRONG! hahaha.. fei cui is closed! and we were so lazy to move to terminal one to check tt we just slack around till 4 plus for me to check in.
Zhimin arrived first in the airport. and when i see her.. i stress! She brought only a backack! i brought a backpack and a hand carrier! I still tot i am a light packer.. but i think i am so wrong! hahaha.. Eileen came later den NAT! I am the only one with 2 luggage la.. stress! We queue for damn long sia~
wanna add.. was damn touched tO see my frens woke up so early to come and send me off.. Weisern told me the night before i leave that he is going over to Tat's house to stay overnight.. and Ray told me he is going over to Mh's place. Huili, ray n mh did not sleep truout the night! hahaha.. so who went?? it's a village man! There are: Shan, Mei, Ching, Tat, Weisern, Ray, Minghui, Huili, aNqi, Louis and Shuhui! woot! so many people! :)
Thanks for all the well wishes and the encouragements! i will jiayou!
I was like a mad woman la.. run here and there.. hahaha.. so many people come to send me off.. dun wanna hu lue any of them! Also, thanks for the call to send me off! :) Tho, u are not vv awake at that point of time.. hahaha.. I did not cry sia~ think i was so busy and my plane is flying off and stuff that i do not have time to think too much. all is it because i am growing stronger? hahaha.. all my zai qi4 i have! (btr.. i am so glad that the postman did his job! i hope for the rest of the letters and stuff i am sending.. the postman better do the right thing!)
My first trip to go so far alone! I cant believe it.. but i am now already there! On the plane.. i past by so many countries... which i doubt i will ever go in my life.. its like wow.. i am now flying over the sky of russia.. u know.. hahaha.. well.. stop at Stockholm (Sweden).. i was like on the plane for 12 hours? our butts hurt sia~ hahaha.. den we board the plane again to New York. This time.. it took 8 hours to reach NYC! I was still anticipating that mayb i could see the statue of liberty from the plane.. hahaha...

*experience on the plane*
The plane to KL was pathetic.. i feel so uncomfortable!! really.. it was so small and squeezy. Eileen n i experience blocked nose n ear.. we r like.. -_-"" Nat and Zhimin was so tired that they slep tru the whole hour! The change of plane to NYC. Well, better! bigger n more comfy! hahaha.. 4 of us.. we feel so sinful.. we eat, sleep, eat and sleep! hahaha.. Food on plane was like er.. hahaha... u know.. cant expect much! oh yar.. turbulance was scary.. i was so freaking scare when i first experience turbuance. I was like in a rollercoaster. The plane was like going up and down and it was shaking!!

haha.. need to go. its 630pm alr.. i think Nat is going to kill me.. gone for so long! hahaha.. am going back for dinner and Kate says she is bringing us to a shop n Times Square! seriously, i forgot the name again! did alot of seeing these few days and shopping! will update again!
Peeps do take care n have fun! MISS you all!

Friday, June 02, 2006

okie.. my contacts..

heya..
that's wad u wanted..

okie..
here's a little info.
i will be in New York on 3rd June to 6th June. (Singapore would b 4th June n 7th June).
so this is the address i will be at.
ICEP NEW YORK
38 West 88th Street, New York, NY 10024
USA

tel: 212-787-7706

dun mail me stuff or call me tru this k..
this is just the info.
you all can sms me or call me during these two days.
will be quite flexible..
i think!
hahaha.. yep.. only orientation in the afternoon den i am free!!!
(mayb i will be back on the 10th Aug or 16th! depending on my flight! :) )

okie.. now the important one!
i will be here most of the time! till 6th August!
if u want to mail me stuff..
this is the way.. it should be address to:

Jennifer, Genie, Goh
Camp Conestoga
4415 295th St.
New Liberty, IA 52765 USA

i think just write Jennifer Goh..
hahaha.. my camp vv farnie..
wanna us to give a nickname.. so i choose Genie.. den now..
ppl write letter, our nickname become middle name..
well.. i think u all 自由发挥
no ahlooku ah..
nobody knows who is it for..
or mayb u all can bracket (camp name: Genie) den my name!
anithing lar.. sms me if u all got send some stuff!
hahaha.. but i DUN MIND surprise!

okie.. wad else..
okie..
the common telephone that all campers use to call in and out
563-843-2956
dun think u all will call! hahah.. dun waste money..
since some of u all wan everything den i put it down
but info abt this phone.
i will not be around to answer yr call 'cos i may be on duty.
so yar..
and hor!
u all can sms me
but then i will take a few days to reply.. except my off days..
i think tentatively my off days are weekends.. but i not sure too..
i will have 2 hrs of free time daily.. but i not sure can use cell not..
er.. like tt ba~ hahaha
i also quite blur! i will type in my scheduleif its out!
oh yar..
pls! pls.. remind me is bidding time!!

i will call back! yeah~~
i think that's all...


*thOughts*
when i was small..
actually till now..
i read archie comics..
and betty n veronica are always off to camp
i always wonder wad sort of camping would it be like!
as in..
the comic illustrate differently from singapore camp..
and now..
i got to experience it..
quite cool!
wish me luck!
i will be strong!
all my zai qi is with me! i bring all of it with me!
see u all soon! :)

Thursday, June 01, 2006

my 101th post.. not the last..

well, was really a busy week
today went to bake cookies!
to thank all those whom i wan to thank for the semester..
thanks for bringing me so much joy and fun!
of course..
and all the encouragements that i needed..

and its time for some separation..
was so touched to know that there is someone who actually missed u before u left..
as in..
they came specially to you..
and tell u that..
"I MISS YOU!"
a vv simple sentence..
but it makes the receiver's day as bright as ever..
normal frens..
best frens...
or maybe frens who had gone tru hardships with u..
they all had established a vv special place in your heart..
and u always wonder..
did u become her/his special someone too??
well..
when u are leaving and they bare their hearts out and tell u that they miss u..
YOU had become that special person..

before i left..
for only 2 mths..
but i still wanna thank so many people.. :)
i realise..
to thank someone..
use yr heart..
and they can feel it..
i can feel it..
i really can!
so.. i am doing back the same thing to u all..
i hope u can feel the same way too..

i am missing..
all the fun..
all the smiles..
all the laughs..
all the place that we went..
all the jokes that we say..
all the shows that we say..
all the studpid things that we do..
all the nitty gritty things..

hahaha..
wad r the forces that stop me from leaving..
mayb there's this word that say FRIENDS.

Thank you all..
really! thank you! I MISS YOU!