Wednesday, June 21, 2006

@#$#@%

did a long post some time ago..
den.. the comp hang or smth den no more! gone! have to do it again..
vv irritated!!
roar!
okie.. keep it short!

got a off day on thursday.. went to walmart and some mall.. quite cool.. but dun feel like shopping, just wanna get my stuff..

Friday: more paper work and training.. oh yar.. got to live in teepee! where red indians live! hahaha.. y? some troops are coming.. so we have to move for them!

Sat: troops are here.. i am not in charge of them. but got to do some activity with different troops.. not bad.. and i got to have some rest too! hahaha.. i slack alot..
wad is good is that i got to have some fun with the campers.. hahah.. its so nice that they will come running to u when u just got to play with them for like a few hours? hahah.. "Genie, Genie" they will call u and started running towards u to ask for a huggie!

Sun: my girls came... hahaha.. want to know more.. i will tell u all later.. I am so so so so tired.. and dun feel like doing anything now.. i decide to disappear.. hahah.. no lar.. will update more.. when i feel more like it..

*Nat and i are tot to be sisters too.. wad else.. i got a new hobby and that is to do puzzle! hahaha... and i am nOt afraid of bugs anymore (not vv) and i got to see deer, squrriels, rabbits and etc.. my next aim is to see raccoons.. bless me not to get rabies! hahaha.. oh yar.. hope to see tornados too.. is raining abit this few days.. hahaha*

need to go fetch my girls from the horses! and help summer with her kids after my quiet meeting with my girls since i got taps off(no need to be with my girls.. and put them to bed and stuff!) i'm so so so tired!

-letters to some of u all.. well.. the postman keep rejecting my letters. i dunno why.. vv fed up! and he is so lazy... my letters had been in the mail box for so long and he is still not here to collect! if i see him i going to box him! but in any case, some of yr letters are still pending.. hee.. will get it done asap! write to me! i like to check my pigeon hole to see something there for me! i got something real nice from my SB. cool.. hai.. and i dun have time to write back.. this is bad.. k, gg off! seya!-

Sunday, June 18, 2006

a short post

well.. i feel i am vv blessed.. this week i receive three letters in a row..
I am so touched that i do not know wad to say..
Some letters made me happy.. some made me sad..
Dun think too much..
it just made me think of the good old times..
and some letters..
hmmm..
lost for words..
Anyway.. thanks for all the things that u all had done..
I'll keep it safe..
Wait for yr letters yar..

Friday, June 16, 2006

more updates!

10/06/06
i am so freaking cold because of the rain last night! I was walking with Lucia with chattering teeth to the shower room.. ITS FREAKING COLD!!! My skin is getting worst.. dun get it.. i am sleeping alot, eating alot but still.. maybe is the dry weather!! that's why! And everybody is complaining on how cold it is today! And some people at breakfast says that there's a few storms that went past us when we were sleeping.. woohoo.. i am still alive! And wad worst.. it will still be cold for a few more days! Taffy say it was abt 50 ferenheit today.. dunno how to convert to degree celcius.. so u all do the maths lar.. i is freaking cold!

*activity we did*
do alot of training on paperwork.. lanning for activities and planning for the kids welfare and our own duties with partners and stuff.. so many things to do! but it was fun!

*self realisation*
realise i like to be given responsibilities.. but before that i must learn to be more confident! these few days i am more active, not so dead! I am more daring to be crazy in front of people! As in wad u have with u.. u just show it.. 'cos u have nothing to lose.. i think that's wad the Americans taught me.. to be more open.. Also.. i tot of Eileen and my jie meis.. i missed them.. and i feel that the camp will be real fun if we got together! REally.. This is a sudden flashback when i am in NY! I and Eileen was crazy girls when we get togehter! so in NY, when we r playing during orientation.. Andrew has got these weird 眼神on us. Andrew came up to us and ask us whether we knew each other before we met and we say "YES!"... den he give a vv werid expression.. like "Now, i got it" expression.. we prompt him to ask him y.. but he dun wan to say.. his 眼神 is weird lar.. and finally.. he come clean.. he say.. we two are vv comical.. I feel that he dunno how to express himself.. hahah.. and i realise we girls get together we DO have the synergy.. i am no kidding.. when we talk, play, laff or do smth.. we made ppl look at us.. (mayb its my laffter.. but i think hahaha.. dunno) WE really do have the synergy.. But i dunno is good or bad.. 'cos i always remember shan telling me that how her sister hate us when we get together in school.. (her sister think we are Attracting Attention! sianz.. hahah) but we dun care.. we still have our fun everyday! hahaha..

*evening*
we did rope course!! woohoo..
quite fun! and i master up my courage to do the zipline(similar to flying fox). i am not the last to go k.. i am the second one! cos they let the scaredy catz to go first.. sad case! i was damn scare k!! u know the feeling?? i keep telling myself it will be fun and its the only way to 克服 my fear.. hahah.. i am quite proud of myelf! i did it! the first step was usuallythe hardest one(its like when u want to do something big or it can be about doing something to change yr life.. the first step is always the hardest!) There's this principle i tell myself.. but i dun always practise it.. hahaha.. weird.. and that is.. if i try to do something, i will still have 50% of the chance to get things right or want it to be.. but if i dun do it.. i have nothing.. so by probability.. u know which is good ah.. hahaha.. Oh yar.. rope course.. hmm.. i wan to thanks all the people who encourage me to go on the zipline be it at camp or before i go onto the zipline! hahaha.. tt gives me some boost too!
(this entry is written in the dark.. with a torchlight in my hand! hahaha.. gg to sleep and hope that it will not be a cold night!)
(oh yar.. Ribbit[my camp director], she is so freaking nice.. she got us beanie[hat to wear when u care cold.. woollen kind] to keep us warm.. so touched! everybody was so happy!! i am weraing it to my bed to keep my head warm! Its so cold here..)

*11/06/06*
Morning.. i am still so COLD!! hahaha.. there's open house today and i met so many kids.. there's one vv cute kid that i do Arts n crafts with.. she is so cute i tell u!! hahaha.. I am so tired that day! Also dunno y! had a cook out(camp fire dinner.. cook everything at the camp fire! cool!) and the food was not bad!

-tot for the day-
Summer was sick and she was homesick.. 'cos in her country.. family bonding is so strong!! and she missed her mum who will take care of her! I realise in States or mayb in Europe.. quite alot of families are vv bonded together.. (those good ones will be damn bonded.. dun tok abt the bad ones!) so i thought of the families in Singapore.. Many do not have this closeness that i can feel from the frens i know here! Feel abit 羡慕 about the closeness they share.. hahaha.. feel so restless and okie.. shall sign off..

*12/06/06*
was still cold in the morning! But it got warmer this afternoon isnce the sun is out! Today there's a sleepout in the North Star Valley.. Another place in camp! its near the lake! I remember the tents had nuttin.. so if it gets chilly.. i will be freezed up again! hahaha.. We got more trainings! We even got wishlist on wad programs we want to do.. i chose horses n arts n crafts n also rope course! Thursday is gg to be my off day.. i am so excited about it! Lunch is good.. getting fatter! and hor.. skin is getting worse! hai~ hope it will get better! i think i look like monster.. my jie mei will know lar.. when i start to peel.. eeks! was getting worried.. feel that i do not have anything to offer to the campers! hahaha.. i cant remember the songs! roar! And my english is not fluent!

-talk with tat-
finally got to see tat online and is able to tok to him awhile! was happy to see him! he say he send a letter and now i am anticipating for it! woohoo! decide to keep my days short cos now is all trainings! hahaha.. no fun.. but i will keep posting! no worries! :)

-night-
wow.. the sleep out was not in the tent BUT on the floor.. we just put the sheets on the ground and den sleep with our sleeping bag! IT WAS FREEZING!! and my sleeping bag seems not to be working! roar!

13/06/06
i woke up damn early cos it was so freaking cold.. i dunno wad to say.. hahaha.. its too cold to stay in bed.. when i woke up alot of ppl had leave! hahaha.. i shld do that too.. trainings again.. talks and paperwork! I am so sleepy!!!
*Afternoon*
The sun is finally out! i am only wearing a tee shirt and shorts.. (the most clothing i wore is 3 tees and a jacket and long pants..) i did canoeing.. and after lunch there's more training.. its scenario playing where the unit leader will give us some scenarios and we have to work it out.. tough sia! hahaha..
*tots*
there's some camp songs that are slow and the prayer we sing at quiet meeting.. I am not a religious ppl or anything.. but to say the truth! the songs.. made me feel sad.. as in i dunno.. i a sentimental person.. so yar.. but the lyrics made me miss home abit and also.. i thank the things i have so far.. the opportunities that my parents gave and support and the frens i have.. blah blah blah.. everything lar.. i am vv thankful.. really..


signing off.. gg to sleep.. i am so tired! hahaha.. writing so many stuff! have a nice day!

back again! :)

free day today.. try to finish my blog as much as possible!
i feel so sinned!
today some nice person say indulge in chocos is ok.. and i go walmart and i bought so many chocolates!!! and i am eating now! damn.. 肥死我! oh yeah.. no vanhoutten so i bought some raisin choco.. Vanhoutten is still the best!! yeah!!! 肥死我!! 

okie.. continue with my blogging..

*my first morning!*
When i woke up from the cold.. my joints are all freezed up!! my joints are stiffened!! I am shivering and aching.. However, the morning was so beautiful from my window and i was so relieved that it was 7am cos i no need to sleep in the cold liao.. BUT!!! to my disappointment.. i look at my hp.. it was.. 5am!! i have to wake up 2 hours later lar.. i was so stressed! (i was surprised at the early sunrise!) newae.. Went to sleep for 2 more hours before my orientation starts. And guess wad.. my fatty send me a sms. so sweet of him! he is wishing me to have fun in camp! hahaha.. budden i abit bad.. i scold him idoit.. cos it was morning at States! (budden.. i am not being mean.. i scold everybody idoit right??) *i promise i will buy a good prezzie for him when i am back! lalalala..*

finally, time to get up! change and we girls went to get our breakfast from a nearby deli. It is so freaking cold u know!!! u know!!! And the deli starts late.. and we had to walk abit in the freaking cold weather to wait for the deli to open cos we got free breakfast coupon! roar! hahaha.. went to a supermarket, walk around and den walk back to the deli and get a my breakfast.. it was delicious!

*Orientation*
got to know 2 Sweden people. Angelica and Gabriel. Got to know Kate's bf also.. Andrew! Hahaha.. the people who join us for the orientation are Mandy, Suresh and Bud..
this will be a short post.. hahaha.. wad we did that day.. hmmm.. we have ice breakers and also play frisbee in the Central Park.. Have our lunch at a chinese restaurant.. which dun really taste like chinese food.. and the serving is like wow! we have a short break den we have a game of soccer.. we play till like 8pm.. and guess wad.. it is still very bright! woohoo.. the day is so long and the night is short. We rest and bath and we girls decide to shop for Eileen's shoe at Times Square! we left at around 10pm. Went to have our dinner at a nearby mexican restaurant and took a subway down to Times Square. Tell u.. the subway.. is super confusing!!! SUPER DUPER!
We reach Times square at around 1130pm?? and the streets are still buzzing with people!
We rush to Foot Lockers to get Eileen's shoe.. the price is reasonable.. and those on sales are Cheap! Eileen bought a New Balance shoe for USD 59.90 w/o tax.. at first i tot is cheap.. den i realise its New Balance.. so okie lor..
Bud wanna to have a juice.. guess wad juice? PAPAYA JUICE! peng.. den he brought us to a place call papaya hotdog.. hahaha.. damn farnie.. took a subway back.. was so tired sia~ And we go straight to bed!

*2nd day in NY*
Have to wake up damn early to get our social security done.. dun ask me wad's tt.. i dunno too. but i need to do this to get my pay and stuff! hahaha.. eileen is going off today.. and i wun be seeing her off.. awww.. plus.. when i woke up she is still sleeping! sad! I'm gonna miss them!! Bought my breakfast, got back and we say goodbye to my girl and we r off.. Got a sms from boi.. was quite happy! hahaha.. at least i still can contact ppl even if i am so far away! I began to miss home alot and that sms really helps me alot.
was quite excited that we girls (Lucie, Nat and me) are going to travel around NY today alone! woohoo! We went to get a book in Times square for Lucie (the notebook.. damn.. everybody in camp was talking abt it now.. den i was like.. yeah.. nice movie.. nice ending.. SWEET.. ) Lucie (she is the pretty gal that slept on top of me) was so hardworking.. she wanted to brush up her english so she wanted to read more english bookj! After that.. we walk down the streets and shop awhile and i got myself 2 tops. Its like zara and i got this 2 for like less than 20 for each top! (the shop is H and M).
We walk down Times to Central Park and den walk to Museum lane or street cos we want to visit the Guggehiem museum (dunno spell correct or not). Pack abit for tmr's trip to iowa! den i decide to go to a quiet place to do my blogging and stuff! :) *that's where i do my first post i think, did u all remember?* Their wireless need to pay sia! hahaha.. but its okie.. i charge it to my card.. badly need to blog.. i am like hahaha.. overwhelmed and need to reply email and stuff!

Went back to hostel after i am done and Kate is back from sending Andrew off! They were like super 恩爱la.. before they leave.. they both get a US hp so they can contact each other tho they r in different camps and its free or smth.. or cheap.. smth like tt.. and they got a hp and a us line for just 75 bucks.. Tot of getting one too, that way i no need to pay for toll charges.. hahaha.. was still considering..

got Nat to wake up and we went shopping! the shop closes early sia!~ we ate at a salad bar and den we walk around the streets. After that, Lucie, me and Nat when to the Empire State to see the scenary of NY. It's now the tallest building in the world after the WTC. man.. u should see.. its like so many stars and stars!! 美美的夜景! but it was freaking cold.. was actually a torture for me.. dun really enjoy.. took alot of blur pics.. cos dunno how to operate camera again.. but i will learn lar.. mayb will get it right finally! Wooh.. before that i went for a virtual ride too! paid 30 bucks! woohoo.. broke! when we are done it was like 1130pm gg 12.. found the subway and head back to hostel.

Guess wad.. we got lost.. it was too complicated.. luckily a guy helped us.. and we got back to hostel safe and sound. Guess wad time we reached? hahaha.. gg to be 1 am.. i am freaking tired.. its not so cold liao.. and i wore shorts to sleep..

*060606*
dunno wad that means.. its the date.. 6/6/2006
hahaha.. it was cold in the morning sia.. i am in shorts remember?? (but luckily.. i "koup" pillows and blanket from other room the toher day.. so i am comfy for 2 nights) we need to leave at 1045 to the airport! but Chris was late.. have biscuit for breakfast only.. hahaha.. i tot i got transport to the airport.. and to my dismay.. hai~ we have to take subway.. with all my lugguage! and guess wad.. i have to take bus too.. roar!
i nearly got bus sick! really! bus sick! hahaha..
At the airport.. i had Wendy's for lunch! damn.. i was so stuffed! but it was nice! u know why.. they cook it on the spot when u order.. so its fresh!
oh yar.. and chris was saying.. 060606 is a vv good day for terrorism.. trying to scare us! hahaha.. and i am taking American Airline! but den.. everything went smoothly! Stop at chicago and den reach moline (iowa).

*060606 - host family*
my host family is our camp's director's mum! she is so nice! and we three girls are living together! yeah! Her house was damn cosy k!! really.. (photos will be uploaded when i am back to singapore.. sorry.. know that my blog will be w/o pics for 2 mths.. but no worries.. will give u all nice stuff and a cool video!) it's like a small cottage! she designed it! (that's my dream house when i was small..) but now.. if i got the house by the beach or seaside.. it will be perfect! perfect for me.. We went to eat dinner and den to Walmart.. damn big lar.. really.. its like our carrefour, ikea and spotlight join together(Nat says tt)i think must times 2 also.. hahaha.. their stuff is cheap and they got everything.

*060606 - lucie's homesick*
well.. was sharing the room with her.. and she cry abit.. she miss her family and stuff.. poor girl.. all the stress building up! she is stress of her english and misses her family. Feel so sad for her.. and i tot of my frens and family.. hahah.. cant have 2 cry babies right.. so i took out the wonderful prezzie that my wonderful frens give.. nvr really help.. but feel better.. got wireless from somewhere and let Lucie use the comp so she will feel better! and three of us.. sit at our host cosy living room and do our stuff.. so comfy!

*060606 - director's mum*
well.. i and Nat chat abit.. and we tok abt our director's mum! ait sad for her.. cos she has a wonderful house.. but she live alone.. dunno is divorced or widowed.. but wadever case.. just feel sad for her.. hai.. just a small tot.. i wun wan to live alone when i am old.. i will get my old english german sheepdog.. i think i never got the name wrong.. i hope! :)

*07/06/06 -morning*
we made our own breakfast in the wonderful kitchen! Moose came to pick us up and we left for the camp! it was a 20min ride.. tell u.. it is really a countryside.. as in its all farms! its more tough than i tot! meet a few international staffs and also american staffs. Learn First aid and CPR, have an international staff dinner and den we all get to sleep together in the staff house! not bad! nice place! Oh yar.. the staff house is call the Indian Ridge! There's 2 computers and a phone! We have to share sia~ lucky i got my comp with me and there is wireless.. its only this yr that they have these.. arent i lucky? Well, the first night i stress.. (Lucie did it to me again.. her homesickness spread..) was feeling so terrible all of a sudden.. mayb becos of the new environment.. Then the conversation online did not help tho i know you all tried to make me forget stuff or smth and make me laff.. but abit not useful.. hahhaa.. den i decide to go sleep.. sleeping beside musique.. she got a teddy bear! and i was like i wow! den i go to sleep.. hoping all will be fine when i wake up!!

*08/06/06 - morning*
everybody was showering and i can use the net for longer period! (i bath last night le hor.. its too cold to bath two times so in iowa ppl bath once!) Told u that a sleep works wonders or mayb Lucie is the factor! hahaha.. i took a walk round the camp yesterday.. if i am not wrong.. hahaha.. now my diary is all messed up! okie.. so there's a nice lake.. and tall grass.. (dunno how to spell.. paries grass or smth.. remember pride and prejudice the poster.. where the lead actress is touching tall grassess.. yar.. that's the one!) hahaha..and there is beautiful sun set!!! We had a hay ride to go round the camp! sweet! hahaha.. and today we r moving out of our comfy zones.. to the tents! 4 person to one.. in the wild! not so bad lar.. we also had some interactive games and stuff! learn lots of camp songs.. but dun remember any.. hee~ also.. for our meals.. we are vv formal n its a family style.. there's a head and a helper.. and if u are to leave the table.. u have to ask permission.. this is how the camp works.. cool!

*09/06/06*
woohoo.. i did horseback riding today.. was so scare at first.. cos they were so big and tall.. (i am afraid of heights) and i did archery too! The horse i ride on is Danny! There's alot of instructors with me and they are real nice with me! I really know my prob.. i am scare of falling but i am not scare of the pain.. hahaha.. i must overcome! oh yar.. today is Summer's bday! she is so pretty! i tell u~ we got a surprise for her and guess wad! her bf call to wish her happy bday! so sweet right! We have dinner and have a early quiet meeting(to say about wad we did today and stuff like tt and we can do our stuff after tt..) Call Shan today.. cos its her bday in Singapore time! got to know the surprise that the girls plan.. i stress! but seriously.. he not bad lea.. the face la.. but hor.. (after toking to shan today! his character like abit sucky!) And she love the surprise i gave her.. i am so so so glad! went back to my tent.. tell u.. i am freaking scare.. cos it was pitch dark!! super duper freaking dark! my torchlight does'nt help at all.. got lar.. only tt spot tt has light! Nat was beside me.. and we kept talking.. if we both switch off our torch.. we cant see each other at all.. even we are shoulder to shoulder.. Nat(Bubbles - her camp name, all my fren's name are all farnie liao ah.. cos i will start calling their camp name) was so scare to go back alone cos we live in different area.. so i got Stix to walk with us and Stix to walk back with me 'cos we were in the same area! (so sweet of her.. thanks gal!)

*thoughts*
On the way back, did some thinking.. if we pamper city girls were to come here.. i think we may not survive! It is tough for me alr.. but as the days goes on, i think i will survive! really.. i am vv accustomed to the environment alr!

*middle of the night*
it rain so heavily!!! i was so freaking cold!!! i was so cold till i dunno wad to say! hahaha.. my joints are all stiffened!

Sunday, June 11, 2006

will get back for more post!

wanna announce!
there's tonardo in IOWA!! hahaha
and i slept tru a storm last night in a TENT!!
hahaha.. was like..
will tonardo come this summer
btw i was freaking super cold this morning..
cold till i wan to die!!
that cold. my jacket dun help..
SUMMER please come quickly...
and they say iowa will be raining for few more days! argh!!!
SAVE me!!

Friday, June 09, 2006

a little time off.. its a luxuiry

*my bed*
drag all my stuff up finally to the room. Gosh.. reach our room, and we cannot find the switch for the ligths. I and Eileen have to experiment all sorts of way quietly to get the lights up but to no avail. There were people actually in bed.. den we have to unpack in the dark n do it QUIETLY.. We gave up and took out our torch light.. Inside the room, there is 8 bedds and the first thing i do is to search for my bed.. (it was scary at first but i am too tired to think much!) Found Eileen's bed and mine. But for my bed.. the person has not move out so i cant unpack.. i was -_-"
I put my stuff with Eileen n gone for the shower.. btw.. u need to queue for it.. there's only 2 for 16 people.. -_-"" Was thinking of gg shopping after our shower cos my dear blur eileen could not find her track shoes last minute and brought a spoilt one to USA. And she only got one.. and she is leaving before me! hai.. Finally, i am done with me stuff. And the person at the desk told me that I can bring the person's stuff away! so i did.. cos i was tired. (btr.. we not gg out.. cos it was too late. n the girls are tired.) We will buy a shoe for her after the orientation den.. And off we go to bed!

*Conversation with KAte*
while waiting for my shower. HAd a talk with Kate. She and Andrew(her darling, hahah..) had been here for like a week. And today it is the first day for her to live with us in ICEP hostel. She had went to alot of places. She can be my guide! seriously! and she got 2 big soft toy with her.. Think they went to the amusement park and won it! haha.. so she got 2 babies to hug in the night since Andrew is flying off so much earlier than her.. They gonna miss each other! Oh yeah.. also, i asked her about the accomodation before ICEP. and she say that she and Andrew had been sleeping 2 streets away form ICEP. US$27 a night. 2 beds in a room n built in toilet! it was so much better n cheaper than ICEP. I am still thinking whether to move to there after i came back to NY? hahaha.. shall see first! but i dun have the phone number of that hostel. I think i will stay with ICEP first and den explore myself!

*1st night in ICEP*
Went to sleep. and i saw someone coming in.. my intuition tell me the person is back. I vv shy.. cos i move her things to the floor.. got alot lar.. It was not the girl but her fren. She is vv nice.. she help me ask her fren and realise that the fren made a mistake.. ( i think her fren dun have a bed.. and she bunk in with another person..) hahaha.. anyway.. tt's fine! they were real nice! She is vv pretty too.. (in the morning i found out she is the French girl that is going to the camp with moi! :) )
No blankets.. no pillows! i fed up! and i was sleeping beside the window! btr.. it was a vv cold night!! i am freaking cold tru'out the night!! Wore Jeans, jacket n socks.. but it is not enough! I tried to close the window.. but cant! It'stoo tough and it is only 1/4 opened.. but i am freaking cold alr! I suddenly tot of those ppl who slept on the streets.. I can really feel how do they feel in cold nights like this.. i really can! and i feel sad for them..

-decide not to use too much of the internet! seeya-

Thursday, June 08, 2006

lost!

i dun think i will be posting any more stuff...
first day at camp. know wad was like u cant contact anyone..
i feel terrible
miss so many people
and cant call home cos the timing was like..
hai..
and yar...
cant receive any sms or call..
just treazt me i am dead! (no lar..)
when i am out of camp i will reply the sms that u all send.
will try to reply email and write
which i dun think i will have that type of time.
no time to watch my dvd.
no time to read..
i gg to ship all that back to SingapOre
and is more or less cfmed i will be back to Singaproe on the 16th cos i dun think i will get the 7th flight.
travel alone! fine..
i is freaking sad! roar!
i wan a net work!
i am doing fine! trust me.. just wanna update u all..

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

@ a cosy place!

*back to continue my experience*

*To New York*
On the plane to NY, i watched the movie The Notebook that Natalie introduced.. it was another bread or love kind of story(not to tt extreme but it some sort of hit u) i admire the love the couple had for each other. 4 of us were so tired. i forced myself to finish the movie and the rest of the girls were like sleeping so soundly. After the movie.. i join them in the beauty sleep marathon. The flight to NY was really a good one for me as it had compensated all the sleepless nights that i had before going to USA. When we reached NY, we took like 30 min to cross the customs. And blur Eileen made a blunder in the customs and she was named a confused traveller by the officer.. hahah.. okie. however, Nat got real problem with the visa and was ask to go to a room to check th problem. Waited for her in the airport for like 1.5 hours?? damn long! really.. and when she came out she say she was not questioned at all. She vv gek. She was brought out by the custom officer that interviewed us. Nat says that the ppl inside the office was vv firece and rude too. (to other ppl! well.. this is US..) Saw Kate at the airport! was so glad! she reached so long ago.. and she got a job in ICEP.. not bad. :)
we walked out of the airport and the first thing that hit us was the cool wind in NY. It was so shiok! however, i can feel that the environment is dry! and i am dead worried about my skin cos i have enzyme.. scarly worsen. and i can feel that my lips are cracking up and stuff. my moisturier n lip balm r in my luggage! hahaha.. Feel so terrible. I think i am being panaroid here. cos when i reach ICEP, the first thing that i do was to go to the toilet to see my face! haha.. It's not as bad as i had imagined! *whew*

*ICEP hostel 88th West Street*
Recah the place quite late due to the held up at the airport. It is nearly 1030pm. It was a long ride. Past by Times square and it was a beaut! so late le but the streets are still so busy! woot.. and i was like " So this is Times Square!" Reach ICEP, after doing admin stuff, we went up to out room. It is 4 storey high la.. my goodness. No lift hor! And we girls have to drag our luggage all the way up! The steps were small and steep lar.. nOt i want to say! haha.. and it is slanted.. worse than my old house! hahaha.. But it is quite an experience. :)

gg to bed! seeya~

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

alone at starbucks!

heya peeps!
is it a surprise to see an entry??
hahah.. today is my free day! will be flying to iowa tmr and will be staying in a host family.. (abit excited but i am missing all of u all! really!)
well.. wad about my title..
since its my free day. and my frens are all dead tired..
i decide to have a walk in the neighbourhood and there.. here i am in the star bucks.. having a little personal space to write down the experience i have these few days!
may not be complete as i need to go back asap! i do not wan my fren to worry about me when she wakes up and see me missing! hahaha..

Well.. okie!
before i start.. i wan to thanks all the peeps who wake up freaking early to send me off.. its so nice to see all of u all before i go on for this trip! Tell u wad! i miss u all.. hope u all are dOing fine! oh yar... I LOVE THE PRESENTS that u all give!
Voices clique: thanks.. love it man. :)
girlies: i have send an email telling u liao! hahaha..
tat and ws: thank you! will study when i am free and ws i will watch yr shows when i am free..

TO all frens: do take care and have fun! have a wonderful hols! :)

okie.. i shall begin right from the start!
3/6/06
Slept for an hour. hahah.. actually i did not plan to sleep at all but in the end i decide an hours wink will do me good for the flight to USA! On the way to the airport.. i got so many mixed feelings.. btw.. "ah mai" told my dad that there's a dimsum restaurant in the airport which opens 24hours and my dad was so excited that he decide that we should leave for the airport at 350am. Y? he wanted to have dimsum for breakfast before i left! so my family woke up at three and we leave at about 4 to the airport!
er.. well to my dad's dismay.. "ah mai" info is WRONG! hahaha.. fei cui is closed! and we were so lazy to move to terminal one to check tt we just slack around till 4 plus for me to check in.
Zhimin arrived first in the airport. and when i see her.. i stress! She brought only a backack! i brought a backpack and a hand carrier! I still tot i am a light packer.. but i think i am so wrong! hahaha.. Eileen came later den NAT! I am the only one with 2 luggage la.. stress! We queue for damn long sia~
wanna add.. was damn touched tO see my frens woke up so early to come and send me off.. Weisern told me the night before i leave that he is going over to Tat's house to stay overnight.. and Ray told me he is going over to Mh's place. Huili, ray n mh did not sleep truout the night! hahaha.. so who went?? it's a village man! There are: Shan, Mei, Ching, Tat, Weisern, Ray, Minghui, Huili, aNqi, Louis and Shuhui! woot! so many people! :)
Thanks for all the well wishes and the encouragements! i will jiayou!
I was like a mad woman la.. run here and there.. hahaha.. so many people come to send me off.. dun wanna hu lue any of them! Also, thanks for the call to send me off! :) Tho, u are not vv awake at that point of time.. hahaha.. I did not cry sia~ think i was so busy and my plane is flying off and stuff that i do not have time to think too much. all is it because i am growing stronger? hahaha.. all my zai qi4 i have! (btr.. i am so glad that the postman did his job! i hope for the rest of the letters and stuff i am sending.. the postman better do the right thing!)
My first trip to go so far alone! I cant believe it.. but i am now already there! On the plane.. i past by so many countries... which i doubt i will ever go in my life.. its like wow.. i am now flying over the sky of russia.. u know.. hahaha.. well.. stop at Stockholm (Sweden).. i was like on the plane for 12 hours? our butts hurt sia~ hahaha.. den we board the plane again to New York. This time.. it took 8 hours to reach NYC! I was still anticipating that mayb i could see the statue of liberty from the plane.. hahaha...

*experience on the plane*
The plane to KL was pathetic.. i feel so uncomfortable!! really.. it was so small and squeezy. Eileen n i experience blocked nose n ear.. we r like.. -_-"" Nat and Zhimin was so tired that they slep tru the whole hour! The change of plane to NYC. Well, better! bigger n more comfy! hahaha.. 4 of us.. we feel so sinful.. we eat, sleep, eat and sleep! hahaha.. Food on plane was like er.. hahaha... u know.. cant expect much! oh yar.. turbulance was scary.. i was so freaking scare when i first experience turbuance. I was like in a rollercoaster. The plane was like going up and down and it was shaking!!

haha.. need to go. its 630pm alr.. i think Nat is going to kill me.. gone for so long! hahaha.. am going back for dinner and Kate says she is bringing us to a shop n Times Square! seriously, i forgot the name again! did alot of seeing these few days and shopping! will update again!
Peeps do take care n have fun! MISS you all!

Friday, June 02, 2006

okie.. my contacts..

heya..
that's wad u wanted..

okie..
here's a little info.
i will be in New York on 3rd June to 6th June. (Singapore would b 4th June n 7th June).
so this is the address i will be at.
ICEP NEW YORK
38 West 88th Street, New York, NY 10024
USA

tel: 212-787-7706

dun mail me stuff or call me tru this k..
this is just the info.
you all can sms me or call me during these two days.
will be quite flexible..
i think!
hahaha.. yep.. only orientation in the afternoon den i am free!!!
(mayb i will be back on the 10th Aug or 16th! depending on my flight! :) )

okie.. now the important one!
i will be here most of the time! till 6th August!
if u want to mail me stuff..
this is the way.. it should be address to:

Jennifer, Genie, Goh
Camp Conestoga
4415 295th St.
New Liberty, IA 52765 USA

i think just write Jennifer Goh..
hahaha.. my camp vv farnie..
wanna us to give a nickname.. so i choose Genie.. den now..
ppl write letter, our nickname become middle name..
well.. i think u all 自由发挥
no ahlooku ah..
nobody knows who is it for..
or mayb u all can bracket (camp name: Genie) den my name!
anithing lar.. sms me if u all got send some stuff!
hahaha.. but i DUN MIND surprise!

okie.. wad else..
okie..
the common telephone that all campers use to call in and out
563-843-2956
dun think u all will call! hahah.. dun waste money..
since some of u all wan everything den i put it down
but info abt this phone.
i will not be around to answer yr call 'cos i may be on duty.
so yar..
and hor!
u all can sms me
but then i will take a few days to reply.. except my off days..
i think tentatively my off days are weekends.. but i not sure too..
i will have 2 hrs of free time daily.. but i not sure can use cell not..
er.. like tt ba~ hahaha
i also quite blur! i will type in my scheduleif its out!
oh yar..
pls! pls.. remind me is bidding time!!

i will call back! yeah~~
i think that's all...


*thOughts*
when i was small..
actually till now..
i read archie comics..
and betty n veronica are always off to camp
i always wonder wad sort of camping would it be like!
as in..
the comic illustrate differently from singapore camp..
and now..
i got to experience it..
quite cool!
wish me luck!
i will be strong!
all my zai qi is with me! i bring all of it with me!
see u all soon! :)

Thursday, June 01, 2006

my 101th post.. not the last..

well, was really a busy week
today went to bake cookies!
to thank all those whom i wan to thank for the semester..
thanks for bringing me so much joy and fun!
of course..
and all the encouragements that i needed..

and its time for some separation..
was so touched to know that there is someone who actually missed u before u left..
as in..
they came specially to you..
and tell u that..
"I MISS YOU!"
a vv simple sentence..
but it makes the receiver's day as bright as ever..
normal frens..
best frens...
or maybe frens who had gone tru hardships with u..
they all had established a vv special place in your heart..
and u always wonder..
did u become her/his special someone too??
well..
when u are leaving and they bare their hearts out and tell u that they miss u..
YOU had become that special person..

before i left..
for only 2 mths..
but i still wanna thank so many people.. :)
i realise..
to thank someone..
use yr heart..
and they can feel it..
i can feel it..
i really can!
so.. i am doing back the same thing to u all..
i hope u can feel the same way too..

i am missing..
all the fun..
all the smiles..
all the laughs..
all the place that we went..
all the jokes that we say..
all the shows that we say..
all the studpid things that we do..
all the nitty gritty things..

hahaha..
wad r the forces that stop me from leaving..
mayb there's this word that say FRIENDS.

Thank you all..
really! thank you! I MISS YOU!

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

my 100th post

my 100th post..
din know its so fast!
hahaha..
still sick..
hai~~
and mama is screaming every now and den..
she is uptight..
i am not and she is..

busy week..
vv busy..
flu not gone yet..
dunno when the bug will leave..
i hope i can get all the things i had on hands asap..
Ching..
i will send a email to you regarding the modules.. all tentatively..
den i will call back and discuss!!
*someone! pls someone!!! do sms me like 2 weeks earlier to tell me that it is bidding time!!*

hahaha.. ppl if free send me a slow mail!
i would love it..
i will try to reply k! (i will!!) hahaha
and..
er..
would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to shan and tat in advance!
sorry, not in singapOre to celebrate.
but i believe.
two of u will have a wonderful birthday!
oh forgetful me..
still got 2 more!
renee and Weisern!!!
enjoy guys..
argh..
still got xh..
roar! hahaha.. sorry.. to all june, julys babies!!!

and i wan to thank all who is going to sacrifice their wonderful sleep to come to the airport to send moi!! also to those who will need to wake up early to call moi~
haha..
i am like thinking..
there will be someone who overslept..
er..
dunno who la..
got this feeling!
hahahahaha..
*i am not pointing fingers k*
really thanks!!!!

and thanks for the calls and msn about my preparation!
i think i am done
i guess..
opps! *not a confident answer!*

hahahaha..
well well. next post will be on friday..
about my tots and my contacts in USA~

tata..

Sunday, May 28, 2006

是谁在控制谁?

很多人说时间会改变一切.
但你们有没有仔细得想过,
时间会改变一个人或事
还是人随着时间而改变??

我深信是人随着时间而改变...
而时间只是个衡量我们改变的工具...

从小到大,
我都很害怕一件事件.
每当它一发生,
我都会躲起来,
不然装作不知道.
就这样过了二十年...
我对它的恐惧依旧没变!
但很明显的,
我的害怕减少了,
我的厌倦确增加了...

我对我的懦弱感到疲惫...
往往,
我鼓起了勇气,
但到了最后,
我又选择了逃避.
我渐渐地发脾气...
不知道是发谁的脾气..
生自己的气,
还是为了那事件而发脾气??

时间就这么的过...
一切都没改变.
只是我变了.

要离开了,
想去寻找我从来不认识的彗铷..
但,
我忽然觉得...
我是要去寻找
还是
想去避开这在我心里的魔鬼?

我回来了,
那魔鬼还会在吗?
哈哈..
问了自己这个问题后,
我脑海里很快就浮现这个答案...
"会在! 它跟不会离开... 只有离开才能让我不用再面对这个魔鬼"

时间不会赶走这个魔鬼,
我的改变也不会赶走它,
只有魔鬼,
自己的改变,
能使它消失在我的恶梦里...

- 开心的逃亡只剩六天 -

Saturday, May 27, 2006

abt my camp

cool.. finally decide to update myself abt camp once again!
okie.. and i realise i will be sleeping in tent!
i dun think will be those that we see in Singapore..
will be more comfortable. and with mattress.. dun really know how it looks like.. but yeah.. TENTS! hahaha.. and will be shifting arnd! woot..

this is the map of my camp..
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well.. hahaha.. saw many interesting stuff!
i tot i can bring a hp so i can receive sms from u all..
but i realise smth!
cant use hp when i am at work :(
nah.. expect it anyway.. but i got time off for phone calls.. and i got a line tt ppl can call in and find me! cool..
budden... come to think of it.. i am not is Singapore.. call me for wad.. hahaha..
found this.. this is a pseudo schedule of my everyday life!

7:00-7:15 a.m Rise and shine. It's another exciting day at Camp Conestoga!
8:00 a.m Flag Ceremony and Breakfast
9:00 a.m Activity Periods Begin
12:30 p.m Lunch
1:30 p.m Activity Periods Continue
3:30 p.m Rest Hour and Kapers
4:55 p.m All-Camp Activity
6:15 p.m Flag Ceremony and Dinner
7:30 p.m Evening Activities
8:00-8:45 p.m *Return to Unit to Prepare for Bed
8:30-9:15 p.m *Good night, campers!
*Actual bedtime is determined by campers’ ages.

hahahaha.. so freaking early lar.. bed time!
i am so dead.. my bio clock is like 4 am..
gosh!
i forgot..
i will be in camp when America is having its bday!!!
wow.. shld be something specular for me!
i hope..

die die die...
i forgot camp will play stuff that is associated with flying fox..
and there is one in the camp..
shit..
i have a phobia for heights.. i am so so dead.. shall i report it?
roar!!! how could i forgot!!! i am so so dead!
i think that would be all for now!


- 1 week to states! -

is the same old thing again..

well..
my flu got better..
but is still not okie..
but its so much better..

Well,
but my reult din get better..
i am utterly upset..
not because of the results but because of my life..
i think i am fated to be academically handicapped..
cant score!
no matter how much more effort i put in..
and how much more illusions i gave myself..

this sem's result..
SucKS..
i still cant get out of my 2. smth cap category..
how do i go SEP??
roar..
never mind..ICEP all my life..
tho i vv much wanted to go SEP!
will strive!
nanZ ask me to go pray at YT, and carry his leg at the eve of the exam cos he is exam deity..
well, peeps.. guess wad he scOre?
All As!!! 2 A- ...
i will nvr ever get this result!

Okie.. i say announce!
if one day..
I JENNIFER GOH HWEE LOO.. can get all As..
I shall treat u all to a feast!
i swear!
and i know.. the day will never come!
hahaha...

well.. mayb it is fated that i am not good at studies..
budden they always say..
if u are bad at one thing.. u will be good at the other!
i still cant find that the other..
Roar..
or mayb i dun have that the other?
searching searching searching searchng...
it's such a chore sia~
y cant u just let me know it once and for all and i go and develop it..
i is tired..
tired of being lousy..
tired of being reprimanded as lousy..
tired of knowing tt in reality I IS LOUSY!
hahahaahah..

okie.. dun think i am not ok or utterly sad..
i am perfectly fine and in a good state of mind!
i have been taking bad results till now..
so u shld know how i cope it..
is just tt..
abit sad tt i cant flaunt my results!
hahahaha..

well.. i am searching.. for smth to flaunt!!!
roar~ wad exactly is the smth that i am searching in life??
what exactly is important to me in life??

- 1 week exactly to States -

Thursday, May 25, 2006

terrible feeling..

it din gOt better..
my flu got worse!
vv upset..
i am light-headed now..
wadever i do also blur blur de..
and i feel that my nose n thrOat got alot virus!
(u know the feeling?) its like so uncomfortable that you feel that the virus are all situated at that area!
it better get better..
wonder wad cause the flu??

anyway, my visa was doe finally! i can get it on Tuesday!
tt's great.. while waiting to be interviewed..
i tot alot..
u know.. for non-immigrants to apply for visa.. u had to queue up in the hot sun and wait for damn long before u can get in to apply for it..
the queue is just to check yr bag..
and the opening hours is like only 2 hours??
however, if u are an american u can get in straight without queuing!
woo~ i felt unjust at first.. (i am sick n i have to stand in the hot sun!)
budden i realise..
tt's their embassy.
the embassy is there to take care of the Americans needs n also in a way to protect them!
just like Singapore Embassy in the other country..
well.. waiting was horrible..
when i am in, i still had to wait for so damn long for my interview..
well, it's an amazing thing for me to see again!
well, alot of ppl visa kena rejected.
i dunno why?
they talked very long. and they are still rejected.
some wanted to expand business, some just wan to go over to visit ppl, some want to go there work. i dunno why but i feel that if u wan to get a visa to somewhere. mayb big countries like America. They would expect u to be financially dependent (if u are working there or mayb you want to stay there), can speak english or u are a talent or something..
well, dunno..
just feel that to be rejected is quite a sad thing. considering the time u spend in the hot sun and den in the air con room just to get a visa and in the end, what u get is only a NO!

the feeling is bad huh..
if it was me, i will feel terrible!!
i realise..
i dun dare to cycle, its not because i am afraid of the blood, the pain
i am scare of the fall..
i dun like the feeling of falling down..
its like as tho u r beaten.
i dun like the feeling of rejection.
its like as tho u r not good enuff.
i dun like the feeling of losing..
(as in losing something)
its as tho the good times will never be back!
i dun like the feeling of losing..
(as in win or lose that lose! hee..)
its as tho u put in effort in doing smth hoping to get some reward in return but wad you get is actually a reality check that u arent that good enuff! even u put in all yr best.. u are still... LOUSY.

- 1 week n 2 days till my departure -

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

sniff.. sniff...

goes.. was feeling so terrible after drinking the irish coffee yesterday..
throat is so damn itchy the whole night!
hahah.. chingy say maybe i allergy to alcohol so that's why it is vv itchy..
when i wake up to do my visa this morning,
my throat was never okie.. its still ITCHY!!
luckily, nvr turn into sexy voice!

in the afternoon..
my flu sets in..
it got worse when i am having steamboat! ( siStaZ is at my hOuse for steamboat.. sort of a farewell lunch!) And we bought so many balls balls again..
everytime, we say we will buy lesser but in the end.. its still so many! hahaha...
so much fun!!
n the sOup was nice..
okie..
sistAz wanted to celebrate (my leaving.. sob! i am not welcomed here! hahahaha..) so we bought champange! 3.5% alcohol..
only a small cup!
and den..
hahaha..
i became red again! only a little.. n i feel hot! dunno is the steamboat or the alcohol..
anyway.. i am not tipsy..
but my flu was damn bad!! (my nose dropping le~)
n my voice is now sexy voice! *sob*
now, feeling much better..
roar!! i hope i will be well asap!

*i think my bro past his flu to moi!*
- have a lot of fun today SISTAZ! we will do it again when i return! :) -

missing...

wahlaOz..
its been lk how long?
i left with only a few miserable days!!
and i am missing everybody!
feeling terrible..
wad's worse..
to know that yr fren starts to miss u even before u leave!
super 感动!
make me dun feel like leaving!
hai~~~
but NO! i must go..
我要寻找意义 in my life!
hahaha..

okie.. the below text is not originated from me.. *i qoute ok, i will pay $1 for the copyright*
wanna tell these to my frens!
hahaha..
no matter
how much hardship i have in the Iowa,
how terrible i feel,
I will be strong!!
i will jiayou and take care...
will not let u all down!!
u will see a stronger me, a cleverer me and a more independent me in 9 weeks time!!!
and i will not forget my pact with tat! i will perform magIc! i will be thin again!!!

hahaha..
it's terrible to miss someone..
but its comforting to know tt the person is doing fine n safe!
hahaha.. if u all miss mOi..
look at the moon ba~

Corrinne May - Same Side of the Moon
I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray

I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

I picture you across the ocean
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change


It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

tho when u see the moon, i will be looking at the sun.. but the fact is tt its the same moon we are looking at.. its just a time difference! *btw, at Iowa, the time difference is 13 hours!*
hahaha..
this is another song that i suddenly tot of..
quite 贴切.. (only abit ah.. i like the big girl in a big world! :) n i miss u all much!)


Emilia - Big Big World

*Chorus*
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

*V1*
I can see the first leafs falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

*Chorus*
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

*V2*
Outside it's no raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end

*Chorus*
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

*V3*
I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes......
Your gone

*Chorus*
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

*Repeat Chorus*

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing
If u leave me
But I do
Feel I will
Miss u much
miss u much

my brO...

decide to blog abt him!
hahaha.. since alot of ppl nvr see him before!
he is a legend man~ okie la...
he gets on my nerve sometimes but he sometimes is vv cute de lor~ hahaha
oh yar..
y legend? 'cos he damn fat!!!
hahaha..

it's been a long time since i am home.. *he miss moi sia*
and den when i am finally home..
i am gg to the States!
i think he super upset! and i dun have time for him too! poor boi!! hee~
i will buy nice things for ya~

i dunno if i am evil or not..
i hope he dun know. if not i is dead meat..
hahaha.. these are his pics!
dun b too stress abt his size k! hahahaha..

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haahaa.. wad's yr reaction?
i think its in the genes ba~ i last time also tt fat! hahaha..
roar!

but he is a nice boi.. sometimes only..
when i am rarely at home!
hahaha.. he will try to 照顾我! so sweet right..
i remember one day.. i walk until leg sore.. den i go home tell him my leg sore..
he give me a funny face.. den say.. "ok lar.. later help u massage!"
fwahahaha.. but this type of thing "gu gu ji bai" (hokkien)
u try asking him whether he will share his food not..
see wad he say to u!
he "bo hue" u lor!
that's him! wad to do!

but he sometimes really get on my nerve ah~
like recently..
fight in school or something.. den dun wan to admit wrong sia~ fight with my mum in the midde of the night.. made my dad fed up.. den made me nearly cannot go states.. cos all bad mood.. i say wad dey dun wan to care! i felt like killing him!!
budden its something vv normal in the house lar.. so.. hahaha.. xi guan le~
den hor.. recently..
he 偷吃 my choco for yz's "farewell" prezzie! (i am in the toilet)
when i go into the room.. i saw him faster put back the 盖 of the container..
i do tt choco thing do until i mlh..
den i vv angry!
ask him whether he got 偷吃 not..
den he look at me innocently.. (好的不学, 学 my bad habits!)
wah.. he shake head wor.. die die also dun wan to admit!
den i force open his mouth!!
i saw my choco inside his disgusting mouth!! i really wan to box him.. but he run too fast den i keep shouting den my mum scold me! roar! hahaha..
den hoh.. nvr mind..
sunday go home..
roar! saw my farewell gift crumpled!!!!
i tell u i really boiled!!! i really wan to take a parang to the swimming pool n chop him up! ( he is swimming with dad!) den i shout again! my mum box me again!!!!
*she say i nvr put in a safe place!*
roar! i put tt place.. he cfmed cant touched one!!! roar!!!
*i'm so sorry!!!! i really got put in a good place!*
den hoh.. when he is back! i really roared at him.. he so stressed up.. my mama see me so pek chek also try to say say abit!
den he say.. he wanna use internet.. den not tall enuff.. den stand high high.. lost balance.. whole body crushed on the poster!
i boiled! i dun wan to tok to him! den he stressed!!!
den i ask my mama to laminate for me
now..
IT'S VV NICE AND GOT PROTECTION NOW!
hahaha..
n fatty say he promise to be careful (as if)

but after a few hours.. i became good frens with him again..
muahahaha..
and he decide to let me sleep on the bed and he sleep on the mattress..
fwahahaha.. i is evil sister! but i dun care!


- gonna miss u.. 肥肥 -
P.S my daddy call him 小胖! hahaha.. opps! *shan, reminds me of u!*

monday n tuesday!

finally.. finished almost wad i wan to finish..
monday:
went bugis to take air tickets for Nat.. mine is still not ready.
also to meet andre to get my visa forms and tok awhile..
he told me tt when he saw my placement..
the first reaction is *shake heads*
hai~ he say is a wulu place..
is those super wulu tt kind..
actually i dun mind sia~
and i realise my camp is not at illinios bUt actually at iowa!
roar! i vv blur sia~
and he told me and zhimin that malaysian air vv boring..
i am considering to bring my laptop along so i got my own lcd tv! 24 hours lea.. so i wun be bored..
and i realise the dvd yz lend me is not a movie. but actually a series! wahahaha.. can keep me entertain! heard its vv good! and it's the original story of my girl n i! it's call <<在世界的中心呼唤爱>> best selling story! okie.. those who wanna watch can try try you-tube ba.. mayb can! den i gt so many shows haben see..
for example densha otoko.. was thinking of dling it and bring it to States with moi.. so when i off or on the plane (most prob coming back alone! super bored! need to transit alot of times alone!) den i can have entertainment!
that is prOvided that i am bringing my lappy!!
decisions decisions!!
so mafan!!!!
also, mayb i can tok to mei ask her lend me full house! wahahaha..
shall see first!

got my visas filled up alr.. gg to US EMbassy today! and they only open on 830am - 11am..
roar! my tics still not ready yet.. think wait for them to call me ba~
hmm.. wad else..
i am still at a lost of wad to do..
but like wad aNqi says.. everything will fall into place!
packing shld not b a prob
i decide to go light!

oh yar..
they say US electronics vv cheap. and i know of a place called century 21 (if i am not wrong) beside world trade centre! BRANDED GOODS AT KNOCKED DOWN PRICE. need anything just give me an sms. And MOST IMPORTANTLY, wire me the money k! haahaa..

oh yar.. my girlies are coming to my house for steamboat later! yeah.. vv happy!!

-no time no time-