after jamming..

hahah.. tt's not the end of my day sia~
after jamming.. i and yz went to meet tat for dinner..
i treating tat..
guess wad we eat??
*die.. y is it always food? hahaha*
yz say he wanna try 麻辣火锅.
so we went to his cheapo fren intro shOp to eat..
hahaha.. the bois ordered a 中辣 for themselves n i got the chicken soup!
it's so cool la..
the food!!!
as in, not alot of variety but i never eat before so vv excited..
okie.. i is super excited.

i like the soup
think it is not hot cos i only drink abit..
but u shld see the two guys
sweat like nobody's bizness! hahaha..

and both of them eat smth v disgusting..
and both of them nearly 辣死 or 麻死..
woohoo..
guess wad.. it's only 12 bucks..
eat until we vv full..
and decide to play arcade awhile before we go to swensens for our EARTHQUAKE!
oh mi gosh!
we are so sinful...

here's some pic!

the ma la steamboat!!!

close up!!!

AT SWENSONS...

guess 我们是谁??

james bond?!!

we r crazy..

we r bored..

they drove me crazy!!!!

stars!! the thinnest fingers are mine!!!

they want to tk this pic to show u all that i finish the earthquake!! EVIL!! it's not me! i swear.. is the 2 of them!!! i'm innocent!

i n fatty got same left hand.. (he say one.. haha.. see the lines.. is abt the same!)

can guess who are the 2 idoits who cover their face? tt's us!

after seoul.. it's jamming!!

hahaha.. i decide to write all my happenings..
bear with me..
go tru my post exams with me slowly n painfully..
but to me..
gosh!! i really enjoyed sia~~

okie.. so wad's my next activity??
ok! i went school again!
and i meeting some of the peeps for jamming.. (die.. dunno can write here not. i chop chop)
shall not say more.
this is one of the song they jam.
<<吻别>>

hahaha..
got to learn guitar also.
but only one chord
C major..
if i not wrong..
so exciting..
duh!
but from then on
i only know C..
i is so "CLEVER"
hahaha..

Piggy say i got guitar look! hahaha..
den he took some phOtos of moi holding guitar..
some pics n videos...

吻别part 1 (at the end of vid, louis forgot his lyrics)




吻别part 2 (jazz 吻别den rock all the way)

hahaha..
got to learn guitar also.
but only one chord
C major..
if i not wrong..
so exciting..
duh!
Piggy say i got guitar look! hahaha..
den he took some phOtos of moi holding guitar..
but from then on
i only know C..
i is so "CLEVER"
hahaha..
some pics...


耍酷!! gosh! i think he wants to drink ice cool.. (okie.. i know i lame!)


mh n louis on guitar.. one is zai kia.. one is er.. not so bad la.. a good beginner.. hahaha..


beginner teaching moi~~ no lar..
louie is also a not so bad guitarist..


concentration!!!!!

after chalet.. the next pOst exam outing is...

hahaha.. cant guess right?
well.. we girls decide to go seoul garden..
km n ss had been craving for it so long!
k..
so wad's our theme??
guess guess guess!!!
okie.. we decide to be tom-boy..
one of my 特长
hahaha.. go to pgp to check out and den leave school to tampines to meet them..

oh my..
the cap i wore..
when they saw me..
km say:" 你赢了!"
hahaha.. was quite satisfied with moi-self

hahaha.. and we had such fun time eating and buffeting..
so many things to eat..
i eat alot of beef n chicken sia~
i and shan i think we just take beef n eat..
okie.. come to think of it
i et all the meat!
fei si wo!!!!
hahahaha..

n after much eating, toking, slacking, playing..
i think we had our fill
and its now.......
DESSERT TIME!!
i go do my own ice kachang!
den they all decide not to talk to me!
they say it looks disgusting..
and they make their own!
fwah!!! *sob sob*
never mind..
i happy can le!
hahahahahahahahaha...

after tt we went for a walk arOund tampines mall n century square!
quite relaxing..
its been a long time we girls do these stuff!
below are some of the pics we took! :)
it's a wonderful day!



table of food.. we r like.. PIGS??!??


i like the soup!!!


we decide to do our hokkien mee.. this is the preparation for the noodles!

i doing my ice kachang

tAdah.. my er.. not so nice ice kachang!

Happy US....







LASTLY.. BOYISH US~!!

small things in my life!

there are many big things in my life tt i think sucks..
but usually..
i haVe the small things to compensate for it..

i am grateful for the frens i have..
i am grateful for the 满足ness i have..
i am grateful for the love i had received..
i am grateful for the fun i had with my friends..
i am grateful.. vv grateful..

becos of these small things..
the things they did..
the things they say..
i feel fortunate..
i forgot my troubles..
i forgot my pain..
i forgot my worries..
i became stronger..
i am more confident..
i am HAPPIER!

there are always two side of a thing...
my life may not be so wonderful now.. but i am glad i have friends that brightened up my day!!

and i am grateful to have a heart..
to keep me going to feel the love that i am receiving..

what does it mean???

what does it mean?

when u know that u are becoming older?
it means...
- you are on yr own.
- you have to made the right decisions.
- you have to know wad u really wanted and wad the reality has for u.
- you have to know wad is responsibility.
- you have to know life sucks and u still has to make it a better one for yrself.
- you are faced with difficult choices to choose from.
- you have to.. you have to.. you have to LEARN wad's the meaning of growing up...

when u know the people around you are growing older?
it means...
- you hope u can spend more time with them ( but always dun..)
- you hope they will be healthier and younger (but u cant..)
- you hope that they wun forget u
- you hope that they wun leave u
- you hope that you will be a good girl/boy at their heart ( you are always trying if u care.)
- you hope.. you hope.. you hope that all these will be true.. ( but like i say.. you have to learn reality is something u had to face)

when you have to make choices?
it means...
- you really have to depend on your luck! (that's for my case)
- you better pray yr brain is working fine..
- you hope things will turn out well...

when you are going crazy??
- no ones can help you.. (just hope someone is blessing you!)


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okie.. have not blogging for quite some time.
had been busy..
and is vv busy..
mayb i am just lazy.. perhaps..
okie.. will update real soon.

just to say, i am leaving to NEW YORK on 2nd of june!
got accept to camp conestoga!
will be there for more than 2 mths i think
will miss school for 1 week?
will have to leave some matters to my frens here in Singapore!
thanks!
will upload my camp details.
will do the necessary arrangements!

I thank all for the concerns and help that is given to me during this period!
thank yOu.

太多

歌曲：太多
歌手：陈绮贞 专辑：华丽的冒险


喜欢一个人孤独的时刻

但不能喜欢太多

在地铁站或美术馆

孤独像睡眠一样喂养我

以永无止境的堕落

需要音乐取暖

喜欢一个人孤独的时刻

但不能喜欢

太多

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喜欢一个喝着红酒的女孩

在下雨音乐奏起的时候

把她送上铁塔

给全世界的人写明信片

像一只鸟在最高的地方

歌声嘹亮

喜欢一个人喝着红酒的女孩

但不能喜欢

太多

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喜欢一个阳光照射的角落

但不能喜欢太多

是幼稚园的小朋友

笑声像睡眠一样打扰我

我们轻轻的挥一挥手

凝结照片的伤口

我喜欢一个阳光照射的角落

但不能喜欢太多

喜欢一个人孤独的时刻

但不能喜欢

太多

She always said she felt like she was losing something...

-= Beyond the clouds, the promised place =-

was watching two anime boi introduced. :)
but i think this anime impact me the most~
cant believe that i feel the same ways sometimes..

she said she was losing something..
yeah.. i am always losing that something..
after watching, got so much to say, so much to say..
told myself this moment could not be lost.
but in the end i still lost it..

however, i am watching it again while writing to find the words i wan to pen down.
have u all ever feel sad but dunno wad's bothering u?
haa.. i am feeling that right now.
no particular reason. but i feel that the anime had taught me or is trying to tell me something but i just cant express it out.
the impact is great.
the feeling is strong.
but i just dunno wad is the problem.

just some random thoghts...
ever had a dream that is so true??
people dream. me too..
but how real is this dream?
ever lost in a dream?
ever feel lonely in a dream?
ever waiting for that someone to bring u out of that dream?

ever feel 可惜 for a dream that is cast aside?
ever had the courage to realise the dream again?

i like this...
"When i couldn't pass the time effectively. i went to a nearby train station and pretended to wait for someone. Once i gre bored of that, i'd walk home as slowly as possible. In a city of thirty million people, there wasn't a single person I wanted to see or to talk to. It's as if i am the only one left in the world."

a vv lonely thought.
but dun u sometimes feel it this way?

the dreams, the wait...
the 奥妙。。
how do i express them?
i dun think i can.
i think it is enough for me just to feel it and understand it..

-= voices of a distant star =-

is a nice anime too..
haha.. just feel that it is vv sweet.
no matter where u are.
wad were u doing.
no matter how far the distant, tots can bypass distance and time.
i really think i lost that something.
i forgot wad i wan to say..
but i like the last part of the anime.
where both of the character say "I'm here."

well, i see i can copy the anime not. if interested, get from me.
still got 2 more to catch.


have a nice day peeps..

voices chalet

5/5/06 - 7/5/06
wow.. exciting day ahead..
haha.. gg to move back stuff from pgp to my hOuse..
and i haben pack yet lo!
aNqi is vv nice to offer to come and help me pack~
haha..
we packed till like 12 and we announced that we are done den the boys came down!!
they took very long sia~
but it is okie la~
We got OUR WT!!!
think u all got mt we dun have is it.. hur hur!!
ooohh..
must be wondering wad is WT and MT???
okie..
MT: men's talk
WT: women's talk
basically.. men's talk is the bois got alot of secrets. especially YOU WEI. tsk tsk!
den abt women's talk.. we just chat lor.. haha.. talk abt life and stuff.. we r not scandalous!

okie.. show u the state of my room while i am packing and during exams! haha..
i am really messy!! tsk~

room n floor.. gosh..

my cupboard.. er.. see a heap of clothes? too busy to fold so decide to throw everthing into the cupboard. cos.. hee~ the laundry basket is needed to put dirty clothes!

more messy

my desk. TSK!! 乱!

haha.. okie.. after that we set off to aNqi hse to put her stuff!
wow.. i like her living room
very nice!! can see vv nice 风景
also hoh...
got swimming pool and big tennis court..
woohoo.. nice place!!!

kk... den we set off to my house! tsk.. so far lea.. from her souse to my house!
den after unloading..
we set off for our LUNCH!!!!!!!
go where eat. u may wonder!
okie..
we went to opposite golden mile that market eat!!!
woohoo..
eat wad..
dun stress k!
we ate fried hokkien mee, roasted chicken, duck, meat (platter), wanton mee, beef noodles.. eh.. like still got.. but think dun have le.. haha.. and hoh.. for deserts the guys have tang yuan! i ate 花生胡! aNqi.. not feeling tt well.. so never eat..

AND SO AFTER LUNCH!! WE SET OFF TO CHALET!!
woohoo~
reach there..
stress.. nobody answer the door.. den call so many seniors finally got junbing's number..
he so tired. sleep alone upstairs..
and the four of us begin out "OU LIAO" 的一天！！　
before i tell u more..
let me tell show u a video which i had done for our chalet!!
my 处女作！！
hope u all like it!!!

how how how??
first timer good not?
tho, i know can still be improved!

haha.. okie.. like wad i had said in the vid
we are very bored
we slack till 9 and den went over to cineleisure to sing!!
wahahaha.. come back to chalet at 7 like tt.
er..
no place to sleep..
den we decide to go eat MaC..
hopefully got ppl wake up!!
come back.. nobody wakes up. except sick raymond.
den aNqi also woke up!
yz that lazy boi decide to sleep on the floor! haha.. den i and huili washed up le.. force him to go up and sleep. den mh join us sleep on the floor also.. 4 of us.. pathetic..

tsk~~
haha..
at dunno wad time! someone open the door!
den i heard vv loud music!
海阔天空　by beyond..
i like this song..
but the people downstairs is too much
so loud!
who play one??
mh n yz they all la..
wake up le.. but i haben lea~~ den i nearly kill them!
den hoh..
seniors came into the room and tok!!!
vv loudly..
i also felt like boxing them..
but i fall asleep again!
Actually i and huili the sleepy pigs are alr up.. but we wan to laze in the bed..
so we laze till 1 like tt then go down!
after we wash up den we went for our shopping spree~~~
okie la.. buy bbq stuff.. nuttin to be excited about..

BBQ fun.. u all can see from the video le hoh~
kk.. after bbq..
we left for raymond's chalet..
busy ah we..
there got bed sia~
his chalet at changi
got 4 bedrooms! vv large living room.. and stuff
and guess wad..
u look out of the living room. it is the sea lor..
how lucky can u get??
play abit of mahjong.
den i watch Art of Seduction
the rest fall asleep le..
left me and Raymond!!
haha.. we tok cok till 5 plus to wake louis up!
he ah.. nvr sleep for 1 day le..
he is so so so tired
Raymond call him.. he look at him.. and went back to sleep..
den i and raymond go in.. he is like "where the hell am i?"
den.. i and raymond heard.. the pig beside louis making sounds like "MUM..Mum..mum.."
that piggy!!! (no need to say who ar) sleep also dream about eating lea~
muahahaha...

okie..
haha.. den at abt 6, we went to the beach.. i ask everybody wake up..
the morning is great!! i love these mornings!
den the guys decide to buy breakfast
den we girls go sleep awhile...
er.. tot nap awhile..
but we slept till 11.
haha.. den we bath le den eat brunch le..
after brunch we decide to play cards till 2 plus.
'cos piggy gg to PS to have meeting.
hahaha...
guess wad..
bao bao call me!! and she jio me go ps to shop!
haha.. den i and her go shop shop lo..
so long nvr see her le...

well.. that's abt my chalet ba~~

*oh ya.. i did smth bad! i broke a bowl in ray's chalet.. i am soooooo... clumsy!! hahah..Sorry!!
n ray n aNqi still not feeling vv well.. tsk!! but they are much better now!!*

hope to see u all soon!!!

first day of holidays

4/5/2006
its been like one week den i tok about my holidays..
cant help it..
i am finally done with my video! :)
okie..
haha..
updates!! k, we girls are waiting for tt day, until our neck long le.
guess wad..
we have a pact (not really a pact.. but we try to have it, if possible) too..
and that is, if we r going out we will dress in a theme.
so for tt day, we decide to be 美女!
wear nice nice..
we gg to hotel to yum cha~
woohoo~


the food we ordered. okie.. i think we almost finish all.. haahaa..



chingy~~

mei~~

shan~~

lastly moi~~

haa.. we eat until we burst!!
not bad the dimsum!
den hoh.. cheap lea..
only $10.80 ++ .
after everything. one person, $14 like that!
hahaha...
where's it???
Mirama Hotel!!!! feel free to go wor~

okay~ okay~
so wad we did next right?
decide to go town to walk walk.
to see see look look..
it's like how long i had not been there??
VV long! and walk walk can cut away the sins that we had done! :p
mei got tution at 5 plus i think.. so we decide to walk until 4 plus and go catch a movie!
left the 3 jie meis..

hahah..
walk to PS..
so excited sia~
tot can watch some good movie..
DEN!!!!
only got 5 shows.
and the most interesting one is Mission Impossible III
hello.. i am at golden village of Plaza Singapura!
no shows..
and they got weird timing!!!
we r suay lo~~
hai~
haha..
den we decide to go Mos to sit down..
cos' we r really vv tired of walking..
yeah.. off to drink my fav milk tea!! woo hoo~

At Mos burger..

wad r they toking about???

diao.. toking about how to make this face!
'Cos i dunno how to do that..
i is lousy~ wahaha...


shan say..
she fat her face will not get fat.
so she decide to pump up her face to see how she looks like if her face got fats!! -_-""
and she can tok in this face lor...
but come to think of it..
isn't she cute?? haahaa..

before signing off..

this is a happi moi at Mos burger!

haahaa.. tho din do much!
but we r vv happy alr
y?? woo!! exams are over!!!

look back to my hard times!!!

hahahahahah...
dunno why i wrote this post
i think 'cos i took some pic when we are mugging.
and wanted to tell the people out there.
how scary is nus people!!!!
MUGGERS!
and they are KIASU too!!
make me one of them..
sad!~

reading week.
tell u library opens at 8am (if i am not wrng!!)
den hoh.. by 930am.. if u haben reach library.
or u and yr frens nvr reach..
or nobody chop place for u...
den okie..
u can sit outside and study!!!!!!!
that's how scary it is!!!!
its FULL of people!!
muggerS, eaters and slackers!!!!

okie.. i am inside these three categories at different days...
muahaha..
also during tt period got to know new frens!
cool hah..
haha.. i also dunno why.. mugging can make frens!!
and i got a new study grp!
last time is
me and tat. me and tat. me and tat!!!!

now!!!
i got so many more.
i got me, tat, wy, my, yz, JEFF, EE MIN and WEI SERN!!
and sometimes shan n mei pop by to study!! and also nanZ. haha..

those names in caps right, r my newly made frens while mugging!! hee~~

okie.. exams are over.. shall not tok abt it~~
mugging can be fun to a certain extent!
haa...

okie..
photos time!!

okie... this is sometimes wad we call saturation point..
and u decide to play games..
but this is too ridiculous le ba...


tat looks vv serious!!!


shan seems like she is having fun!!

of course la..
both of them sitting at two different tables.. playing wad??
msn minesweeper!!! -_-""
and 'cos of tt.. yz and jeff also started playing!!!!
and shan n tat becum minesweeper buddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahaha

okie.. guess who wins?? or maybe?? lost?

shall not tell u!

okie.. this is one day..
after marketing paper.. shan..

it's not me who take this pic! i swear! but it's my cam! hur hur..

okie.. for the whole exam period..
tat is on the slacky mood.
but he zai kia..
so its okie..
he playing cilivilisation IV the whole day!
wahahaha..
budden... there's one paper that made him study!!!
really...
dun believe???





wad module is this???
it's ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS!!!
oh no..
i have rub salt into many engines frens wound..
tough paper sia~~
very tough...
i can understand how they feel...

kk.. this is the helpsheet tat do for his tt disgusting paper!!!

okay okay~~
after their paper.. left me, wy and sern to mug le..
'cos most of my study grps fren is from engine!
and their last paper is..
roar!!! MA1505..(tt, maths la..)

so.. let's see.. after the engine ppl left le..
how does the lib looks like??




hai.. ppl became lesser n lesser..
but from the pictures above u think alot of ppl right..
can u imagine reading week??? tsk tsk!!

okie.. and so my life study from morning till 10pm.
i can even see the sun setting...
this is saddening...
this is one sunset i took..
not vv nice..
but.. still ok la~