in love with..

and a system control engineer.

THANKS!!!

wanna thank chingy for rescuing me today!
hahaha..
it's realli an experience i will never forget!

THANKS!

Lunch is on me!

i is angry!

yesh.. angry..
it's always like that..
i participate in class.
but then i never got the marks i deserved.
I is angry.
so maybe i wont talk in class.. i will have better grades.

ARGH!!!
super upset with my econs.
it's okay..
i will be fine.
So if the mean is 45.21 and the srd deviation is 4.39.
and i got 42.00.
So i got a B- or a C???

I need an answer!!!
(the person who can answered me has 3 exams in a row.. so i think i need someone else.)

'm utterly disgusted.. (tho i am prepare for it)
BREATHE..
breathe breathe breathe..
I want to get out of this shit hole.
darn it..
ROAR!
"it's okay.. shit happens.. u just have know when to crawl out from it"

SERIOUSLY, I IS JEALOUS!
i want to work like shit and get satisfaction out of it.. And not a shithole out of it..
*i tot i am okay.. but seriously.. i am not*


3 big words that i learn:
Responsibility, Effort and "Be Smart"

infatuated

strong urge..

to throw my phone away..

i want...

do u have a story to tell?

recently..
while mugging..
was listenling to yes933
and this song has been playing over and over again..
becos of ding zhiyong's 罐头剧场。
never realli catch the whole "show"..
but still manage to listen to a few episode..

and this song..
is the theme song for this 暗巷 "show"..
苏打绿 《小情歌》
this song was first recommend by chingy..
seriously..
when i first hear it..
it realli seems like a normal song..
nothing special..
mayb a few more times i will love it..

however,
after the repetitive playing by 933..
this song has become one of my favourite song when 933 broadcast it.
why?
you may ask..
why?
i ask myself..

and the answer is..
this song has a story behind it..
it fits the story..
it gives the reader emotions that the singer is going to convey..
isnt tt true?
to some..
some songs are just normal..
but to some others..
it has a special meaning to it
and you can see how much the person love the song.
but not forgetting..
there is people who simply just love the song.

"你知道 就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了 看见你背影来到
写下我 度秒如年难挨的离骚

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了 最后谁也都苍老
写下我 时间和琴声交错的城堡"

sweet lyrics..
nice story..
like wad the main character had said..
"我不后悔，至少我还有三到四分钟的故事可以告诉别人。”
how true...
i story to tell when u are old..

do u have a story to share?
do u have a song to share?

lost memories..

it's 2am.
MONDAY.
i'm not having monday blues but rather a mixture of panic and stress..
5 more days to networking exam and 2 more weeks away from my official closure of my year 2 in uni life.
WOOT! it sure is fast..

Saturday,
met up with sec frens to attend 粪妹 bday party.
well.. (they are the reason for me to blog at this weird time and putting aside all my networking stuff~)
okie okie.. back to them..
well.. the usual people,
the usual self..
the usual stupidiness..
nothing is different..
we were the same like 5 years ago..(tt's long huh..)
people were late as usual..
but nonetheless we were able to talk cock n laff like mad to pass time..
spending time with them is realli enjoyable..
i am realli glad that i went for it..
gettng away from the mundane work i am doing for the day..

everything was good..
but deep down
i know..
we have grown..
the looks, the actions, the thinking is exactly the same as 5 years ago.
however, our life still goes on..
and so we have to update ourselves with each other's life.

i love the way we talk.. the way we laugh.
Even jas parents can see we have so much things to say..
so much to catch up..
but then again..
our catch up is done tru stupid lame-ing and cam-whoring most of the time
hohoho.. *as childish as ever*

and it is undeniable that..
everyone's future is somewhat set.
a few more years we will be the "rats" in the amazing race of the working society.
it sounds scary.. but then again..
to see everyone have a plan of their own,
a place where they belong..
inevitably, they make me worry and envy..

worry about running the rat race with all the other rats?
hahaha.. nope!
it's just that, my future is still blur.
i cant help but admire my friends who are paving out their future..
planting seeds and fertilizers
and waiting for harvesting time.
it's good to have it all plan out.

2/1.5 year more..
AT THIS TIME.
i am still thinking..
think and think and think..
talk and talk and talk..
but somehow..
the conclusion is still hanging..
oops.. that's me.. isn't it. hahaha..

WELL, it was some "sort" plan out le la..
but the soundness of the plan, my indecisiveness and the cruelty of the society
make me worry..
i now wonder.. what realli is the factor that makes me worry..
i think in the end..
the answer is that i am worried that i fail to myself again.
however, i am glad to have boy around to give me the light, to give me the advice and also to give me the encouragement.
i just hope.. this time round.. it will be a good decision made!

but heyhey..
nonetheless,
i am so so glad that my friends around me is doing so well..
and some of them actually had their future PLANNED..
all they had to do is wait..
saving up le wor.. hahahah.. *wink*

amidst all these worries,
i had a wonderful day cam-whoring with them.. (ahhem.. i went with 2 other girls and 5 GUYS! yes.. GUYS, they suggest to cam-whore wor.. hahaha..)
realli had a great time and i love it when we talk about the good old times and oops.. missing out dezhan again.. hee~

I SIMPLY LOVE,
the way my memories are kept..
sweet and simple..
silent but not forgotten..
and the best part of it..
is tt it's always the same old people who are able to multiply these wonderful memories for me.

Love ya peeps.
JiAyou!! will see u in ah ngia bday?? or we will have a gathering like wad hwa hwa says??

the simpliest and sweetest things in life

nice pic right.. well.. he photoshoped himself! this is the 造型 he had for emerge. And behind is all the band members..

Another sem is ending.. another tiring one.. but nontheless.. it is a fulfilling one.. wad u learn and get is much more than anything else. Thanks for all the wonderful memories..

will upload more pics!