Tuesday, February 28, 2006

say cheese!

saw a perfect camera.
determined to buy it.
ask for the price.
700 dollars.
FORGET IT!!


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我是个 mummy

i have a child. He's just a few months old.
When he was born, he is weak and makes me very worried about him.. i am very worried that i will lose him in somewhere somehow..

Therefore,I put all my efforts in him to hope that he would grow up to be a sensible boy.. and these few weeks i finally see some results. My efforts *phew* had not been paid off. He's becoming closer to what i want him to be like.

He's now a good boy now. very good! :)

Of course, what he has today is from the help of my wonderful friends who put in so much effort to make him wad he is today. THANKS!! Although sometimes the environment is harsh and it spoils what we had planned for him, we did not give up and will try all sorts of ways to plan other things for him to grow and be known!

i will treasure the wonderful memories that we have together! :)

I cant wait for you to be independent, to soar and to excel!
Emerge2006 will always be a darling boy to me!!

the battle is over

Well, today the lab is due! and i am not fretting over it! i finish my lab on monday le!! All thanks to fat 1 ah.. 陪我 do my lab on sunday till 11 plus pm and den go home for his midnight run! (fat 1: your tummy became smaller le ah! continue ba.. be as fit as yr wife ba..now left me.. i think i going to take over the fat 1 position le!) BUT no worries, i, huiqi, fat 1 has made a pact to run in school at night.. i think we are going to run the A2 bus route.. 我会瘦下来的!
haha.. thanks fat 1 for the lab though the whole night you are like in ignore mode! okie la.. u still help me AFTER you are done with your stuff! den on monday.. he help me correct the error and i got 100 marks! *smirks*
Dun be proud! 'cos everybody got 100 marks.. so there's nothing to be proud of.. I hate labs.. i hate programming.. I LOVE SCHOOL! haha..

firefox or internet explorer

Well well, i am a firefox user but i sometimes will switch to internet explorer. Well, was viewing my blog on IE one fateful day. To my amazement!! My blog was super duper ugly. When u see my blog using firefox, it's still ok.. i should say presentable.. BUT IE!!??!!! and most people use IE! *roar* okie.. I am giving my blog a new face.. hope it will be done by this week. quite slack.. ( or should i say.. i decide to slack?! haha.. )

lazy girl..

I laze tru my monday. Was terribly tired 'cos I slept at 445am on Monday. Can't fall asleep 'cos i already 习惯 my 2 am lifestyle! i get real awake when 2 am reach. PI! need to change, need to change. Plus was teaching ching with lab den minghui send me the promo clip he made for publicity!! Damn.. It was super duper good!! I was stunned, amazed, exhilarated, exicited! i became crazy! couldn't fall asleep till 445.. I forced myself to sleep actually!! PI!! he is really good!! 厉害!! and he is not even a computing student. HE'S A BUSINESS STUDENT!!
so so so ashamed of myself! 我会加油的 but not in the area of computing..

P.S did i say before that my computing cert was just for show that i can get into UNI?? (made my parents happy!) Wad i really want is still so 遥远! 我会加油的!!

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sir Rajaratnam

In memory of Sir Rajaratnam for his excellence service and devotion in making Singapore a wonderful place to live in.

No post shall be posted for one day.

wad a day!!

wow.. i got an unexpected day today!! Damn enjoyed.. the excitement is too overwhelming..

In the morning i was so dead.. slept 3 hrs.. was like a zombie arnd school in the monring. The brain refuse to work!! skip my maths 'cos dun feel like attending it.. Slack arnd till 4 and den i went over to andre's house. Call eileen like 2 times and wad i got is " the number you just call is unavailable, pls try again later!" PI!! den i call andre and finally got eileen's fren number and finally contacted her. While waiting for her, i feel a hot sensation arnd my back. y? 'cos my back was facing the sun and i wore a black belt. my belt was not put around my pants so it slide up my back. The sun makes the belt hot and resulted me feeling uncomfortable! cant do anyhting abt it.. and i am still waiting for eileen to call back!!

The whole morning and afternoon was not feeling very good due to the lack of sleep. I deserve it, dun i? blogged at 2 am till 3 when i got morning classes at 8am.. hai~ den when i call andre.. he seems busy or frustrated.. (think i think too much) And i was thinking tt this gathering with Suresh will be sucky!!

However, it turns out to be good! or should i say fabulous? enjoy myself to the fullest! Got to know so many new frens, let me see whether i can remember the name not.. There's Eileen(SMU, my sec fren), wan shan(hope i got the name correct, smu, eileen's fren), shantel(smu, hope i got the correct speeling, hip gal), aisha (ntu, comp engine), lionel(aisha's fren, ntu, comp engine), daniel(opps. i think i forgot the name, just remembered tt "lionel" n "daniel" are bros. nus, political science), shaorong(nus, mechanical engineering), Kate(smu, info systems), Andrew(kate's bf), Natalie(smu, biz, kate's fren). hope i dun missed out anyone!

We have lots of fun toking and eating! It's fun to know you. Hope we will go to the same camp. Since quite a lot of us requested to be based in new york! oh yah, nice to know Suresh too. Nice guy. Felt quite stress for some moment.

(Suresh borrows my laptop to check mail. )
Suresh: Do u have music in yr comp.
ME: *stunned* yep.. but it's all chinese pop songs.
Suresh: I dun mind. I love chinese pop songs too.
ME: *sweat* er.. ok.. hope u enjoy..

And my laptop was on throghout the whole session! *stressified* (btw suresh is an indian)

Well, during the interaction part. I was quite amazed that we just clicked!! all of us! really! and it's like in a split second. Well, after interacting with them i felt that i am such a below average person. Well, first and foremost, from the way they speak, i am damn impressed with the clarity and fluency of angmoh shooting out from their mouth. We talked about our schools and the activities that they did in school. I can see that they are someone who excelled in wad they do and they have a high leadership present in them. They are what i would like to become one day. Be eloquent, active and a leader in my own defined world. oh.. how envoius!

Well, the session was fun and we got to know about wad we will be doing in the camps. And my cnfidence of getting in is so much greater. They will call me within this 2 weeks to chat (to know more about me.). And then i will be in the stage of waiting for the camps to call. *i think andre told eileen the wrong info. no one is comfirmed yet* :)

i and eileen is so excited. We told Suresh that we would like to be based in new york or florida(where siting is). however, there's no guarantee.. hope to be in the same camp with some of u all. Woohoo~ very excited.. am gg to look out for the air tickets that is cheap! Was thinking of SIA but is too expensive.. haha.. well well.. will see how!

Well, u may ask. Y am i so confident abt being chosen? 'Cos before i left Suresh tell me,"Nice to meet you. See you in New York!!" Damn freaking happy! Also, my availability time to go over suits the camps over there.

Would like to say sorry to shan! may not be in Singapore for her bday! will get u good stuff if i cant celebrate with you. Also, may miss school for 1 week, i think.. So the bidding stuff, i must depend on chinghui lo.. will call back singpaore to check on the stuff ya!! thanks!!!

lalalala... am so happy!! things do work out well!

Friday, February 24, 2006

ICEP

Sianz! haha.. not tired yet!
i am dead! tmr morning lesson. I've done nuttin for the past few days.
Study do abit, half here half there.. am so dead so dead!
Therefore, decide to blog! I always do tis type of nonsence lea.. cannot tahan!

Well, tmr is a stressful day for me. 'Cos my lab is coming out and i must finish it by sunday! (as if i can! Seriously felt like failing this module!!) Nvr mind, another thing that i am stress about is i am meeting Suresh tmr!!

Who's Suresh? Well, if i am not wrong he's the director of the ICEP!
Check out on this webby(click on the blog title), this is what i have applied for. If you are interested. We can go together again for next summer application. :)

However, heard from eileen that they have comfirmed 4 people! roar! Thought i have a high chance due to the experience that i have got! But i have not receive any calls from USA! This is the problem, when u think that you are actually good you forget that there's someone better than you. I need to enrich myself more. To say the truth when i filled up my application forms on wad activities i can do.. I became shy!! What i can do is so limited lo. Pi~~ The number of activities that i ticked are not impressive at all. If i am the director of the camp, i will defi think twice! rah!!!

Planned my big break till so nicely. Wad happened if it dawn on me that i cant go usa??? Wad will i do? wad can i do? wad shall i do?
I've missed all the orientation camp registration and stuff! Cant be an ogl and i cant sign up now 'cos i still have a tinge of hope that i will get selected. And wad will happen if i cant go usa! I'll lead a boring holidays! Then, i will find work and do and stuff! pi pi pi! Boring!!

Shall think of an alternative plan! Can't let the hols go to waste!
1) learn to drive
2) Work!
3) go holidays!
4) brush up my angmoh
5) learn water sports?
6) go camping?
7) learn make-up (learn alr set up my shop! it's really easy to earn women's $$, tt's y my wallet are going slimmer and slimmer)

and i cant think of anything else to do.. the above mentioned are like not very happening!
roar!

hope it will turn up well after meeting suresh tmr! come to think of it, Andre told me that there are 5 Singaporeans that are applying to ICEP (including me and excluding eileen and her fren.) If wad Eileen told me abt the 4 person that had been comfirmed is true! DEN I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT IS BEING IGNORED AND REJECTED!! argh!!!

my life rocks! and i am all screwed up!

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Emerge2006

Support My performance! It's a 舞台剧。 Chinese drama with chinese pop song.
Attractive gifts to be given away, doorgifts, refreshment and all for the price of $8 each if you come with an opposite sex. Or else it will be 10 bucks each. It's worth it right??
Do come and support me! We need yr support and it will definitely be a funfilled night.
Contact me through my hp @ 97710455 or email me at ninifer86@hotmail.com . Bring all yr frens. Ask yr fren's bring their friends. Make it a night where you all can enjoy.

Location: Nus Theatrette (Lt13)
Time: 630pm
Date: 17/3/2006

熟悉感。。。

i sometimes wonder wad make me like Jay's song.
I finally got the answer.
他让我找到失去的熟悉感。。

好爱听他的歌啊!
听了令你感动,温馨,感伤!

Monday, February 20, 2006

1st blog in blogspot..

Went out yesterday, had a wonderful time~ but i dun feel rested at all after my freaking busy week. Had a wonderful day, ok, wad have i done?

First, went ktv with mingyang and huiqi! It's been a long time that i have sing in ktv and we are all damn shiok cos there's only the three of us! You could say that we had sing to out hearts content! Haha.. some guy set the time to meet at marina at 1030am. And i and huiqi had to wake up early to reach there on time.. but dear mingyang woke up at 1020am.. haha.. *thanks!* den when mingyang reached he was so apologetic.. -_-" actually, it's ok la.. we dun feel a thing.. i and huiqi can still sing more.. worth our money! *haha*

After our ktv session, we decide to shop. Actually, the initial plan was to shop but mingyang say he suddenly dun feel like shopping~ *sweat* so he has to follow us around *LOL*. I was planning to buy heels and a halter dress. But, i cant seem to find anything nice. However, i bought myself a top. Cheap but i dun think i can fit into it. The top was at a sale so no trying!! If i really cant fit into it, den it will be use as a motivation for me to slim down den!!

Went bugis to shop 'cos the things are cheap. But before going for our spree, huiqi wants to go "guan yin miao" to pray pray so we went. Its quite special to go to temple to pray with frens, the mood and perspective is different. Hope huiqi will get her wish to come true and be happier~ She aims to be a very very happy girl! :) I realise that alot of youngster do go to temples on their own or with frens to pray yesterday. I think I do not pay much attention to these sort of things as i just follow my mum around and hope that we could leave early as there is really a lot of people!!!! I dun like crowds. Yesterday, was fine and while waiting for huiqi, i look around the temple. Devotees were sincere and it seems like a lot of people are troubled by something. From the way that they look when they pray. That's how i feel, no offence. After that, we went to a nearby ice shop to eat ice. On the way, there were many senior citizens selling stuff or laze around to enjoy the afternoon sun and stuff. That street left me an impression that it was a place where the elders are forgotten by alot of people. They feel lonely. They are poor. They need help and warmth and I wonder where are their families. I know i shoudn't do this but i usually avoid walking down these lanes if i know i will see these sort of things. i am scare of them. I am not scare of old people but rather, i am scare of becoming them.

Some people say that becos of the temples there, the street has historical value and it is nice to have a picture taken there. Yep, ppl forgot about the old ppl there and it made them a history and it is truly nice to take a picture not because of the buildings but because it is good to take a picture of the street so as to remind u of the lives of some people that had been living there for years so differently from yours. Also, there are alot of charity organization there to ask for donation. I am not being sacastic but why do all those organizations situated near the temple? The only answer that i can think of would be that people who went to the temple are the ones would wants the buddha to grant their wish. But at least you have to be qualified for the buddha to help you. What do i mean by qualified? That would be yr qualities. R u kind? R u nice? If yes, buddha will watch over you and may grant your wish. Therefore, i feel that these organiations would think that the probability of raising more money would be there. However, it may be becos it is a buddhist organization and devotees would be more willing to help or another reason would be that there's crowd. *it's my own opinion, really no offence*

Well, so much for tt street, haha.. den after our mango ice, we went to bugis junction and village to shop. it's quite funny to see mingyang to be stunned by the new shopping malls around bugis. He looks like a singaporean who went overseas for a few years and then came back to see Singapore to change so much. Huiqi bought a lot of things. She is the quick decisive shopper type. She took one top, try it, satisfied and den she pay it.. For me, a top or any other things, it will took me very long to decide whether to buy not. Hai~ i'm a poor girl~ so must watch over the stuff i buy but! *haha* i will be a very compulsive person when it comes to food! When i feel that it is yummy, *kacing* the register of the food store will receive my money~ That's why, my diet plan always fail!!

Well, walk around abit and yingtat and wingyen came to join us for dinner. Went to a "zhi cha" store behind bugis. It's nice and not very expensive.. I found another place to eat again! and the steamboats store around tt restaurant was tempting too.. Argh! I cant stop thinking about food~~ *hehe* I shall declare wad we eat! We ordered, fried hokkien mee, stingray, sambal kangkong and black pepper chicken! Cool~ After our dinner, Mingyang declare that he is still hungry and yingtat say that he is full but he left some space for dessert! Yingtat says he wants ice-cream! Must be missing his wife~ Went to a dessert shop we spot when we search for a place to eat, however, by the time we got there, it closes. So dear yingtat suggests to go selegie to eat beancurd! WE WALK THERE!! *wahaha* It's a long walk but treat it as a excercise lo..
Along the way, wingyen says something dumb but i think it's damn funny!!

MY: hahah.. wy says something funny!!
*all stunned*
ME: what?? say lea..
WY: dun say.. hahahahahahahahaha
*wy keep laffing.. damn cute..
MY: wy says only short people can walk along this road.
ME, YT, HQ: ???
MY: 'cos this street is call SHORT STREET!!!!!!
*PENGZZZ!!! -_-"""*

haha.. it's damn cute to see wingyen keep laffing and laffing.. I could not stop laffing too..

After that, we decide to go play pool, 'cos we past by alot of pool shop and huiqi, mingyang and yingtat's hand was feeling itchy!! haha.. that session was damn funny! it's been such a long time since a play pool.. and i played a terrible game~ i shan't say! it's damn bad.. i tink mingyang wants to box me!!! haha.. Brought back alot of memories, miss my jc frens who I went to play pool together. Jasmine and renee are the pro girls! den i would become the laffing stock, cos something funny will always happen. Then the guys will always let us see a nice pool game that they played among themselves!

After an hour, we end our game! And we decide to go home. That yingtat wants people to accompany him back to the carpark and ask me to accompany him! And i suddenly realise he bluff me into paying his carpark money! I accompany him and he charge me to send me back to his house! I shall not be so gullible anymore!

REally enjoyed my day! But i feel more tired den ever! *haha* hope will get to go out again!! (=^_^=)