my earned value is lower than my planned value for PM.
deaded.
cannot increase resources and cannot extend the date.
i think the only way out is to terminate..
hahaha..
DAMN!!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
this is really just a random dream
have been reading blinkymummy blog for a long time.
thanks to shan.
i got to know this blogger.
I love her tots.
i love her way of life.
and now she is far far away in Cambridge doing a MBA with her beau
looking at her entries,
make me thought of USA.
there is always the urge
the urge to do such stuff
the urge to be away
to live in the serenity of a beautiful country
the urge to sit at a cafe at a wulu wulu street drinking my latte with a fantastic novel in hand.
having the urge to meet new people
know their lives
live their dreams
so many so many urges..
dun tell me u have the urge to pee now. haha (ok, lame!)
anyway..
yup
the carefree life.
the new experience
all is so nice..
but this is just a random dream
there is no way i can get into that frigging school or any other big frigging school.
did i say i only like the staying part but not the studying part?
hahah..
boi says i should start blogging more and made my posts more interesting.
in this case, even my grades sux, being a good blogger may increase my chance! -.-
ROAR.
thanks to shan.
i got to know this blogger.
I love her tots.
i love her way of life.
and now she is far far away in Cambridge doing a MBA with her beau
looking at her entries,
make me thought of USA.
there is always the urge
the urge to do such stuff
the urge to be away
to live in the serenity of a beautiful country
the urge to sit at a cafe at a wulu wulu street drinking my latte with a fantastic novel in hand.
having the urge to meet new people
know their lives
live their dreams
so many so many urges..
dun tell me u have the urge to pee now. haha (ok, lame!)
anyway..
yup
the carefree life.
the new experience
all is so nice..
but this is just a random dream
there is no way i can get into that frigging school or any other big frigging school.
did i say i only like the staying part but not the studying part?
hahah..
boi says i should start blogging more and made my posts more interesting.
in this case, even my grades sux, being a good blogger may increase my chance! -.-
ROAR.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
of peranakan
this was dated way back..
to support dearie's Project management project..
and also to use this time to take lots of nice pic.
my first attempt of doing my dream pic was a failure.
DARN.
but really like the rest of the pics. =)
some are taken by dearie..
love the sky, the camera and the organiser
my first attempt.. Wanna do the black and white background with only the chair colored.
FAILURE.
when boi's suggestion came..
i closed the file.. and decide not to change nemore..
will make changes after exam.
the ugly pic... no feel at all..
i quite like it.. but took it slanted. Sianz..
i also love this.
to support dearie's Project management project..
and also to use this time to take lots of nice pic.
my first attempt of doing my dream pic was a failure.
DARN.
but really like the rest of the pics. =)
some are taken by dearie..
love the sky, the camera and the organiser
my first attempt.. Wanna do the black and white background with only the chair colored.
FAILURE.
when boi's suggestion came..
i closed the file.. and decide not to change nemore..
will make changes after exam.
the ugly pic... no feel at all..
i quite like it.. but took it slanted. Sianz..
i also love this.
Friday, November 21, 2008
about song
wad do u think constitutes a good song?
The lyrics or the music?
This was asked by a fren who played music a few years ago..
i give it a thought..
i feel that both is important..
but i know what he is getting at.
I did not answer him..
but deep dwn i know the answer.
I will choose the lyrics.
i am the sort who likes to find meaning from smth.
be it a picture or a song..
And words..
convey message most directly.
i ask boi.
being someone who play with music..
he choose music.
the answer is obvious..
and i still keep my stand..
however, as one grows..
got contact with more friends, music, taste or perhaps as preference started to differ..
the element "music" started to ring a bell.
it makes sense..
sometimes some song are plain ridiculous.. (the lyrics.. aka dui ah dui ah)
but i still heart it.
and this song..
a song i just heard once or twice..
and i like it.
i just like it.
no reason.
i din realise..
i like it because of the music until today..
but the best part is..
when i went to see the lyrics.
I go crazy.
i love it.
individualism.
for those audiophile out there..
his song is zai..
it somehow made me go wild the whole day.. hahaha..
The lyrics or the music?
This was asked by a fren who played music a few years ago..
i give it a thought..
i feel that both is important..
but i know what he is getting at.
I did not answer him..
but deep dwn i know the answer.
I will choose the lyrics.
i am the sort who likes to find meaning from smth.
be it a picture or a song..
And words..
convey message most directly.
i ask boi.
being someone who play with music..
he choose music.
the answer is obvious..
and i still keep my stand..
however, as one grows..
got contact with more friends, music, taste or perhaps as preference started to differ..
the element "music" started to ring a bell.
it makes sense..
sometimes some song are plain ridiculous.. (the lyrics.. aka dui ah dui ah)
but i still heart it.
and this song..
a song i just heard once or twice..
and i like it.
i just like it.
no reason.
i din realise..
i like it because of the music until today..
but the best part is..
when i went to see the lyrics.
I go crazy.
i love it.
individualism.
for those audiophile out there..
his song is zai..
it somehow made me go wild the whole day.. hahaha..
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
stunner
i realise the yang cheng ling's song, 带我走 is suppose to be a rock song.
@.@
i suddenly feel sad for wu qing feng.
this is really a stunner.
GOSH..
no..
spoiler..
@.@
i suddenly feel sad for wu qing feng.
this is really a stunner.
GOSH..
no..
spoiler..
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Friday, November 07, 2008
of internship
remember that time i had this freaking long interview?
well.. i got accepted a few days ago.
did not feel the highness when they call me.
i wonder y.
i am happy nonetheless.
it meant something.
the 4 grueling hours was well spent and so is my 10 plus 20 bucks of cab fare.
and (i hope) there is something in me that they feel is worthy for their company.
in any case..
i have told boi that i would wait for more calls and attend more interviews..
since the application dates of the internships that i hve applied are not close yet.
so.. there is still a chance
i may get better jobs.. [aka SAF yatch club]
but somehow..
school has made me tired.
i feel so jaded.
i cant even feel the highness of having an intern
and i am just so busy and tired to go for the interview that is scheduled today.
well..
perhaps..
i am really "OLD"
well.. i got accepted a few days ago.
did not feel the highness when they call me.
i wonder y.
i am happy nonetheless.
it meant something.
the 4 grueling hours was well spent and so is my 10 plus 20 bucks of cab fare.
and (i hope) there is something in me that they feel is worthy for their company.
in any case..
i have told boi that i would wait for more calls and attend more interviews..
since the application dates of the internships that i hve applied are not close yet.
so.. there is still a chance
i may get better jobs.. [aka SAF yatch club]
but somehow..
school has made me tired.
i feel so jaded.
i cant even feel the highness of having an intern
and i am just so busy and tired to go for the interview that is scheduled today.
well..
perhaps..
i am really "OLD"
on the unique and weird universe that we are living in..
ended my Physics module today.
i had remembered the time when i was studying for my last semester exam..
ws had been telling me about this Einstein mod.
tempted and worried..
i have been keeping this mod in mind..
and how time flies..
i am done with this mod.
Feels good!
have remembered the jitter that i first started.
why is light so special?
why is Einstein so famous?
why we will age slower if we are moving at high velocity compared to one staying on the earth?
why there is this thing call special and general relativity?
why it doesnt make sense to me?
why i dOnt see the stunness as the rest of the class have?
so many why-s..
so many blurness..
but as the class progresses..
though not proficient in these theories..
but hey..
at least i can talk to u about these issues intelligently for 2 minutes!
that ws told me A- can easy easy get..
so i was putting all my bets on it.
but when the day come for me to take my first mid term..
i practically sweat in the cold lt.
i tot i am going to die!
hahaha..
all the concepts that the lecturer had said was so clear in the head.
but how come the qns dun make sense.
ALL I CAN say about this lecturer is..
HE IS DAMN GOOD, DAMN FARNIE and DAMN LAO JIAN
hahah..
or perhaps..
i have tot it will be like science of music.
go in come out.
oh well, at least i have got a B.
a not very good result.
but a satisfied one.
despite the fact that at the last 15 min..
i almost tigam 15 qns.
hahahahahaha..
I was regretful initially..
but somehow the lecturer was really engaging and definitely a good driller for concept.
elevating me from the bOring relativities..
i got to knw the universe.
the stars!
which is my all time fav since young..
perhaps it is because stars and horoscope was so closely related.
i can still remember the "wah" and "wooh" when Prof chan was talking about the stars.
and the big bang which i know had suddenly make sense to me.
after the break.. comes the worst part.
QM - Quantum Mechanics.
everybody was saying "bless you"
i really thought.. I am really in deep shit..
but somehow..
QM fascinates more than anything..
though always doze off or go stunned during the lecture..
at the end of the day..
i always feel GOOD
Good in a sense that i feel i have learnt.
and best of all..
i can talk intelligently for these topic for 2 mins [to qoute what the prof says]
and i must say..
Einstein is really not that great..
no wonder i fall asleep in "his" classs... hahaha..
and totally had no head or tail sometimes.
One thing i must say about QM is that sometimes in the lecture..
i always have this de ja vu of me when i was small.
i had alot of different reference books and encyclopedia at hm and it is always what i choose to read when i am bored (when i was small) [encyclopedia not tt often.. i choose the interesting part and skip the borings]
i love the reference books better.. where there is alot of interesting facts
and it got me so excited.. (but once again.. that was a long long time ago)
attending the QM lecture had made me feel the same way too..
i suppose this is to compensate what i have missed out during my teenage years..
hahaha
and today.. i am done with this mod..
feel relieved to a great extent..
but nontheless..
had felt quite empty somewhere in my heart
and so these 20 lectures..
is what i have learnt.
and that is all i am going to learnt for higher physics..
and so..
this concludes my mon n thurs trip to the sci..
i will miss my prof and the weird qns in test he gave me.. hahaha
i am still sore abt the trickyness!
and i will remember the time he wore 2 different color socks to teach us the EPR prob.
i will never forget this de lor!
and the weird videos and instruments he had in class to make the lesson so lively.
i think i will use QM alot from now on to ji siao boi.
and whenever i see a cat i will think of strotinger(think wrong spelling) cat
and all the other states that is in the other parallel universe..
GOsh!
this is getting weird..
i had remembered the time when i was studying for my last semester exam..
ws had been telling me about this Einstein mod.
tempted and worried..
i have been keeping this mod in mind..
and how time flies..
i am done with this mod.
Feels good!
have remembered the jitter that i first started.
why is light so special?
why is Einstein so famous?
why we will age slower if we are moving at high velocity compared to one staying on the earth?
why there is this thing call special and general relativity?
why it doesnt make sense to me?
why i dOnt see the stunness as the rest of the class have?
so many why-s..
so many blurness..
but as the class progresses..
though not proficient in these theories..
but hey..
at least i can talk to u about these issues intelligently for 2 minutes!
that ws told me A- can easy easy get..
so i was putting all my bets on it.
but when the day come for me to take my first mid term..
i practically sweat in the cold lt.
i tot i am going to die!
hahaha..
all the concepts that the lecturer had said was so clear in the head.
but how come the qns dun make sense.
ALL I CAN say about this lecturer is..
HE IS DAMN GOOD, DAMN FARNIE and DAMN LAO JIAN
hahah..
or perhaps..
i have tot it will be like science of music.
go in come out.
oh well, at least i have got a B.
a not very good result.
but a satisfied one.
despite the fact that at the last 15 min..
i almost tigam 15 qns.
hahahahahaha..
I was regretful initially..
but somehow the lecturer was really engaging and definitely a good driller for concept.
elevating me from the bOring relativities..
i got to knw the universe.
the stars!
which is my all time fav since young..
perhaps it is because stars and horoscope was so closely related.
i can still remember the "wah" and "wooh" when Prof chan was talking about the stars.
and the big bang which i know had suddenly make sense to me.
after the break.. comes the worst part.
QM - Quantum Mechanics.
everybody was saying "bless you"
i really thought.. I am really in deep shit..
but somehow..
QM fascinates more than anything..
though always doze off or go stunned during the lecture..
at the end of the day..
i always feel GOOD
Good in a sense that i feel i have learnt.
and best of all..
i can talk intelligently for these topic for 2 mins [to qoute what the prof says]
and i must say..
Einstein is really not that great..
no wonder i fall asleep in "his" classs... hahaha..
and totally had no head or tail sometimes.
One thing i must say about QM is that sometimes in the lecture..
i always have this de ja vu of me when i was small.
i had alot of different reference books and encyclopedia at hm and it is always what i choose to read when i am bored (when i was small) [encyclopedia not tt often.. i choose the interesting part and skip the borings]
i love the reference books better.. where there is alot of interesting facts
and it got me so excited.. (but once again.. that was a long long time ago)
attending the QM lecture had made me feel the same way too..
i suppose this is to compensate what i have missed out during my teenage years..
hahaha
and today.. i am done with this mod..
feel relieved to a great extent..
but nontheless..
had felt quite empty somewhere in my heart
and so these 20 lectures..
is what i have learnt.
and that is all i am going to learnt for higher physics..
and so..
this concludes my mon n thurs trip to the sci..
i will miss my prof and the weird qns in test he gave me.. hahaha
i am still sore abt the trickyness!
and i will remember the time he wore 2 different color socks to teach us the EPR prob.
i will never forget this de lor!
and the weird videos and instruments he had in class to make the lesson so lively.
i think i will use QM alot from now on to ji siao boi.
and whenever i see a cat i will think of strotinger(think wrong spelling) cat
and all the other states that is in the other parallel universe..
GOsh!
this is getting weird..
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
good job for the americans..
this time round u are not blinded..
and like they say it's the youth's turn to vote.
and the most professional are usually those who are the closeminded..
wake up man.
From this inspiring man..
“If there is anyone out there who doubts that America is a place where anything is possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer."
i like...
how i wish i am at chicago right now..
and like they say it's the youth's turn to vote.
and the most professional are usually those who are the closeminded..
wake up man.
From this inspiring man..
“If there is anyone out there who doubts that America is a place where anything is possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer."
i like...
how i wish i am at chicago right now..
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