bon bon tea

after a long long time..
i and boi meet up
and finally do some serious dating
hahah..
we haben been dating properly.. right?
we do go out..
but its usually short and usually just to fill our stomach or we are on a mission to do smth.

well, enough said..
we had a wonderful time after so long together!
we had a movie, a meal we wanted to have for a long time and a nice chill out place at vivo.

heard of cape no. 7, the taiwanese mobie
good mobie..
must watch..
was skeptical u see
boi told me before it was released that it is the school of rock chinese version
i never watch school of rock but the impression of it wasnt tt good.
enuf said.
there's a reason y it won so many awards n crash the box office in taiwan.
wheet..
i love the lao bei bei..
so darn cute!!!!
and the actors/actress make me wanna learn jap asap!
anyway..
another thing that captivated me is that the song is based on boi's fav author murakami's book
i always had a curiosity towards this author but boi says his book is deep
actually..
this makes me all the more curious.
but one bad thing..
his novel is in chi (actually jap but they translate it)
i had a big problem with chinese..
it takes me forever and i dun have the time..
this hols..
i am free..
i should pick one up and read..
feel the mystery n the power of this writer..
hearts the movie..
and i am so ever going to TAIWAN to see the beautiful sea..
it recfms our stand.. okie.. my stand..
there is nothing at the city..
boring..
the beauty is outside it..
i so wanted to go to that place..
we are going to research.. muahahaha

so after the movie..
we went to have the dinner that we wanted to have ever since we came back from korea
and that is to have the korean meal at the food republic..
the taste is there.. for my kimchi chigae but no pork.
sian..
the toufu soup is diff.. not good i must say..
and we got reminded of korea again.
this is very saddening..
hahah
we missed the food.
i promise!
if i have the money..
i am so going to fly to korea n franchise my 5.5 dalgabbi
the one at bugis..
i look inside the shop n i can tell its not authentic at all.. my 5.5.. sobz..

yup.. after dinner..
came the nice part..
we went to page one to see see look look..
one of the bookstores that we love to go
i love that place..
too bad it doesnt have a small little cafe..
and after that we went to bon bon tea.. it had a classier name tho..
its store front is green.. and its very eyecatching!
(wanted to go to our fav hangout, aka pac co. but i tot we should give it a try.. )
and o my..
its not tt bad!!!
look at the pics!
the tea is exotic tho..
i love the cake we ordered.. but dar thinks is too sweet..
oh well..
nevertheless..
we had a good time..
and good food to end the day as the dinner was rather disappointing..
















ciaoz..

abOut photography

I realise..
its really a skill
an art..
all not bad camera's can do wonders.
even a very old 3Megapixel one..
it's really skills..
and feel..

but i must still say...
there are really lousy camera out there!!

canon n nikon rocks.

jeff..
i'm catching up.
my D70 is going to CHU power already!!
muahahahahahahah

while u take the winter USA.
i will take the sunny red dot.

cham la..

i went to look at the full time position that NUS e-career service provided..
i scroll down hor..
all the jobs i see i can apply and may got chance one...
are those that I not so interested..
or dun even like..
i mean like HR ah or govt position..
two words..
CHAM LA..
i realise..
i dunno what i like
ok..
i know.. just that i dunno where to get it..
lauz..

or should i just be the next auntie lisa??
be a receptionist who works in a big company and can be featured in the magazine and wad's more.. HAVE A MEMBERSHIP WITH TRUE YOGA!!!!!

okie.. i think i am going crazee..

oh yeah.. i quit my crazee intern job..

a new phase

1 month hols..
have so many things tot up and planned.
BUT
man are always ambitious..
and let time brings them down

wanted to do so many so many things
making my hols very enriched.
but i was brought down by my intern

i am still adapting to my job
a new experience i would say
and i am grateful i have it.
if not..
my December will be a waste again
if i am not wrong..
almost all my dec was squandered off
was so angry with myself for not being able to find a job
it is true after the exam,
it will be good to have a rest..
but i began to grow bored in the 2nd or 3rd week
and i feel useless
yes! the feeling is strong..
i cant stand myself doing nothing and spending my money away..
note: not my money but my parent's money

but luckily..
this dec
i got an intern
and i am able to learn

i am like a thirsty hippo
wanna suck up all the experience i can get
but i would like to say sorry to my dearest boi who is being left behind by me..
i hope it will end soon and i will get to enjoy my 2 weeks or mayb 1 week hols
*chalet!! i'm coming!!!*

I felt great minus the long working hours
i dun mind it.. but somehow thinking of the stuff i missed out..
like outings, dating and my precious D70..
i felt sad
however, i must tell myself.. it's for the beneficial of my future...
and the very fact that i decide to take it up
was largely due to the fact that i will be doing the launching..
which can allow me to gain as much exposure as possible
i am not sure how will it be like for me at the end or whether my prediction will come true..
but i felt great.
tho sometimes i am doing sai gang..
but at least in certain areas i know i have done well..

was very proud that..
with a brain that only rested 2 hours and with hours of grilling on my interview day..
my idea which i thought it up randomly was well appreciated.
i quite like my idea too..
but due to the lack of sleep i cant gauge much
however, back at the office with them in dec
makes me glad that the idea I did was well like by my lady boss and wanted to put it up for advertisement
too bad..
picture is randomly chosen to show them my idea.. so we have some copyright issue.. (speaking of which.. haben email the ppl to ask for permission.)
but hopefully will be used up la.. in the future for brand awareness.
and hor... they used my slogan for their advertisement too.
shiok!
small achievement, great feeling..
i hope i can do more stuff!!
so that i know where i can stand..

in any case, was sort of glad that despite my super duper detest for my course..
it is actually not a bad thing that i did bad in my A's and get into this course.
perhaps the reason i dun like it is becos i cant excel in it, i dun have interest in it and worst part.. i cant make sense out of it.
however, (like wad mh says), i, who went into the wrong course is not a bad predicament but a phase i will have to go tru and i will find my path thereafter..
not bad..
it sort of occur to me that..
this course i am taking in nus
is actually not tt bad after working for these few days..
i am not like a stupid freak who dunno any comp terms
i actually understand what some systems can offer and what we can ask for
suddenly.. I feel that I have not wasted my 4 years..
and i got to expose to alot of tech..
if next time boss ask..
i also can yaya papaya say say abit.
muahahahahah..
now can even critic ppl's stuff..
not bad..
altho minor minor la..
but one thing that is very scary is that the working world is huge..
there are so many zai people out there and there are many many many many things that NUS,NTU,SMU,SIM are unable to offer..
which the bosses want us to know.. (sort of)
it is only tru working then u are able to learn..
very stressified.
with the economy being so bad..
its really a wonder how can one market themself to a company..

in any case..
i want to thank my boi's understanding n support!!
*n i wish u will get gallup's intern for that "long withstanding vacant" post! hahah.. BIG MONEY BIG MONEY. i want to receive a gucci bag full of cash on my wedding day!!!*

(i must be going crazeeeeee)

ciaoz..

schedule variance

my earned value is lower than my planned value for PM.
deaded.
cannot increase resources and cannot extend the date.
i think the only way out is to terminate..

hahaha..

DAMN!!

this is really just a random dream

have been reading blinkymummy blog for a long time.
thanks to shan.
i got to know this blogger.
I love her tots.
i love her way of life.
and now she is far far away in Cambridge doing a MBA with her beau

looking at her entries,
make me thought of USA.
there is always the urge
the urge to do such stuff
the urge to be away
to live in the serenity of a beautiful country
the urge to sit at a cafe at a wulu wulu street drinking my latte with a fantastic novel in hand.
having the urge to meet new people
know their lives
live their dreams
so many so many urges..
dun tell me u have the urge to pee now. haha (ok, lame!)

anyway..
yup
the carefree life.
the new experience

all is so nice..
but this is just a random dream
there is no way i can get into that frigging school or any other big frigging school.

did i say i only like the staying part but not the studying part?
hahah..
boi says i should start blogging more and made my posts more interesting.
in this case, even my grades sux, being a good blogger may increase my chance! -.-

ROAR.

of peranakan

this was dated way back..
to support dearie's Project management project..
and also to use this time to take lots of nice pic.
my first attempt of doing my dream pic was a failure.
DARN.
but really like the rest of the pics. =)
some are taken by dearie..

love the sky, the camera and the organiser






my first attempt.. Wanna do the black and white background with only the chair colored.
FAILURE.
when boi's suggestion came..
i closed the file.. and decide not to change nemore..
will make changes after exam.
the ugly pic... no feel at all..


i quite like it.. but took it slanted. Sianz..




i also love this.

about song

wad do u think constitutes a good song?
The lyrics or the music?

This was asked by a fren who played music a few years ago..
i give it a thought..
i feel that both is important..
but i know what he is getting at.
I did not answer him..
but deep dwn i know the answer.

I will choose the lyrics.
i am the sort who likes to find meaning from smth.
be it a picture or a song..
And words..
convey message most directly.

i ask boi.
being someone who play with music..
he choose music.
the answer is obvious..
and i still keep my stand..

however, as one grows..
got contact with more friends, music, taste or perhaps as preference started to differ..

the element "music" started to ring a bell.
it makes sense..
sometimes some song are plain ridiculous.. (the lyrics.. aka dui ah dui ah)
but i still heart it.

and this song..
a song i just heard once or twice..
and i like it.
i just like it.
no reason.
i din realise..
i like it because of the music until today..
but the best part is..
when i went to see the lyrics.
I go crazy.
i love it.
individualism.
for those audiophile out there..
his song is zai..

it somehow made me go wild the whole day.. hahaha..

stunner

i realise the yang cheng ling's song, 带我走 is suppose to be a rock song.
@.@
i suddenly feel sad for wu qing feng.
this is really a stunner.
GOSH..

no..
spoiler..

the answer

most commonly heard words "i'm sorry"

i haven't been reading the news...

of internship

remember that time i had this freaking long interview?
well.. i got accepted a few days ago.
did not feel the highness when they call me.
i wonder y.
i am happy nonetheless.
it meant something.
the 4 grueling hours was well spent and so is my 10 plus 20 bucks of cab fare.
and (i hope) there is something in me that they feel is worthy for their company.
in any case..
i have told boi that i would wait for more calls and attend more interviews..
since the application dates of the internships that i hve applied are not close yet.
so.. there is still a chance
i may get better jobs.. [aka SAF yatch club]

but somehow..
school has made me tired.
i feel so jaded.
i cant even feel the highness of having an intern
and i am just so busy and tired to go for the interview that is scheduled today.
well..
perhaps..

i am really "OLD"

on the unique and weird universe that we are living in..

ended my Physics module today.
i had remembered the time when i was studying for my last semester exam..
ws had been telling me about this Einstein mod.
tempted and worried..
i have been keeping this mod in mind..
and how time flies..
i am done with this mod.
Feels good!

have remembered the jitter that i first started.
why is light so special?
why is Einstein so famous?
why we will age slower if we are moving at high velocity compared to one staying on the earth?
why there is this thing call special and general relativity?
why it doesnt make sense to me?
why i dOnt see the stunness as the rest of the class have?

so many why-s..
so many blurness..
but as the class progresses..
though not proficient in these theories..
but hey..
at least i can talk to u about these issues intelligently for 2 minutes!

that ws told me A- can easy easy get..
so i was putting all my bets on it.
but when the day come for me to take my first mid term..
i practically sweat in the cold lt.
i tot i am going to die!
hahaha..
all the concepts that the lecturer had said was so clear in the head.
but how come the qns dun make sense.
ALL I CAN say about this lecturer is..
HE IS DAMN GOOD, DAMN FARNIE and DAMN LAO JIAN

hahah..
or perhaps..
i have tot it will be like science of music.
go in come out.

oh well, at least i have got a B.
a not very good result.
but a satisfied one.
despite the fact that at the last 15 min..
i almost tigam 15 qns.
hahahahahaha..

I was regretful initially..
but somehow the lecturer was really engaging and definitely a good driller for concept.
elevating me from the bOring relativities..
i got to knw the universe.
the stars!
which is my all time fav since young..
perhaps it is because stars and horoscope was so closely related.
i can still remember the "wah" and "wooh" when Prof chan was talking about the stars.
and the big bang which i know had suddenly make sense to me.

after the break.. comes the worst part.
QM - Quantum Mechanics.
everybody was saying "bless you"
i really thought.. I am really in deep shit..
but somehow..
QM fascinates more than anything..
though always doze off or go stunned during the lecture..
at the end of the day..
i always feel GOOD
Good in a sense that i feel i have learnt.
and best of all..
i can talk intelligently for these topic for 2 mins [to qoute what the prof says]
and i must say..
Einstein is really not that great..
no wonder i fall asleep in "his" classs... hahaha..
and totally had no head or tail sometimes.

One thing i must say about QM is that sometimes in the lecture..
i always have this de ja vu of me when i was small.
i had alot of different reference books and encyclopedia at hm and it is always what i choose to read when i am bored (when i was small) [encyclopedia not tt often.. i choose the interesting part and skip the borings]
i love the reference books better.. where there is alot of interesting facts
and it got me so excited.. (but once again.. that was a long long time ago)
attending the QM lecture had made me feel the same way too..
i suppose this is to compensate what i have missed out during my teenage years..
hahaha

and today.. i am done with this mod..
feel relieved to a great extent..
but nontheless..
had felt quite empty somewhere in my heart
and so these 20 lectures..
is what i have learnt.
and that is all i am going to learnt for higher physics..
and so..
this concludes my mon n thurs trip to the sci..

i will miss my prof and the weird qns in test he gave me.. hahaha
i am still sore abt the trickyness!
and i will remember the time he wore 2 different color socks to teach us the EPR prob.
i will never forget this de lor!
and the weird videos and instruments he had in class to make the lesson so lively.
i think i will use QM alot from now on to ji siao boi.
and whenever i see a cat i will think of strotinger(think wrong spelling) cat
and all the other states that is in the other parallel universe..
GOsh!

this is getting weird..

good job for the americans..

this time round u are not blinded..
and like they say it's the youth's turn to vote.
and the most professional are usually those who are the closeminded..
wake up man.

From this inspiring man..
“If there is anyone out there who doubts that America is a place where anything is possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer."

i like...

how i wish i am at chicago right now..

he seems like he is going to cry..

The "GOOD" service of National University of Singapore, Prince George Park Residence (PGPR)

Yeap.
loud and clear.
i hope google put this post in the top post.
I want to congratulate this school.
THEY DID IT AGAIN
to get the "BEST" service award..
many students had keep mummed about the bad experience they had.
but being a student.. enduring all these shit for so long..
i ask myself this question, "For what?"
This wonderful school of mine is advertised to be a GLOBAL ENTERPRISE!
where is the efficiency?!
let me tell u all their wonderful stories that i can remember ok?

1) the NUS ART's DEAN took freaking ONE WHOLE SEMESTER to make a decision on whether to approve a module mapping or not.
WOAH! one whole semester! just to tell the students yes or no.
I bet this is a tough question. One whole semester.
I am even sick of emailing my school to ask.
If the DEAN has give an answer..
it will mean that SCHOOL OF COMPUTING IS SLOW THEN.
and this is not the first time.
GREAT! and if we press.. we are seen like aunties bargaining.
We pay for their salaries k.

2) This is a recent case and it is bugging me!! My cluster gate won't open. I mean.. it is secured by a system lock. And so.. yesterday midnight, the door wont open! GREAT! wonderful. imagine my cluster mate coming back at the wee hours.. tired and drained.. ANd the bloody door wont open. What about.. you being locked out?! GREAT and wonderful.
the next question that you will ask is.. CALL THE TECHNICIAN.
Let me tell u people, i call the STUDENT AFFAIRS OF NUS (PGP). The staff is UNFRIENDLY, INPATIENT and is SUPER INEFFICIENCY.
THE BLOODY DOOR IS STILL SPOILT.
I will always remember the time when the kitchen i stayed in last semester had a power off..
GUESS HOW MANY TIMES I CALLED THEM AND HOW LONG DO THEY TAKE TO COME HERE?!
I want to tell this to the "GLOBAL" school out there. I freaking pay the $1382.10 for this semester to stay in this place. And this is what i get?
I went out to have a meal for 10bucks, the service is much better than what you can provide okay?!

3) it just happened.. the firs alarm rang.. at 1245am. COOL. it took how long to turn it off?! 5mins? WONDERFUL!!!

there are many many more.. and i am tired..
I really hope..
the "GOOD" service will be commemorated.

of interest..

this is the hectic month.
to tell the truth
i am not busy.
i am just bothered by the piles of work that is needed to be done n clear.
everyday.
non-stop.
but i slack tru these work.

but yeap..
they have seem no interest to me.
and so i was back looking at lu guang zhong mtv.
seriously,
he made me wants to go taiwan.
i am very against it initially..
dun ask me why..
but i just dun feel shiok and special going to taiwan or u can say taipei.
i am not a city person.
and this is so ironic cos i live in a city.
what's with the shopping and the expensive food.
the best deal are always hidden in the town.
the peaceful, special town.
looking at the mtv..
i really got this wild idea.
i want to shoot my own mtv.
my own grad trip mtv.
i want to go taiwan.
to places like jiu fen and hua lian.
to the places where the yuan zhu ming stays.
to the places where this part of taiwan was so influenced by the jap culture that the people, house and everything followed the japanese style.
I want to shoot the sea.
shoot the cafe in jiu fen and of course must drink la.
shoot the nice scenary and etc and etc.
i even felt like asking dear to bring guitar.
he sure will shoot me.
like i say it is a wild thought.

when my voices friends asked me to sell my viewcam..
i was actually in fact not very willing.
there is somewhere in me telling me that
MAYBE..
Just maybe..
i will need it to shoot wonderful memories again!
i really felt like bringing it to my grad trip.
a different documentation.
but i will not forget my D70 and my digi cam and tripod.

and now comes another big problem
my baggage will be overloaded..

of food, life and music

yesterday was a hectic day.
slept at 5 the previous night and waking up early for meeting.
the part about sleeping late is ok.
the part about having 4 hour for an interview is not.
woot.
that was really mind boggling.
will nt name the company but it is still a company that have not been launched yet.
i would say it is a startup in Singapore but the company was actually a franchised (i seriously think it is) from other country.
I saw New Zealand, Australia and Hongkong as the countries of the company having set foot in.
It didnt really matter.
it was just a small company.
With 2 boss and a receptionist.
So the interview was an one hour test of my standard with regards to marketing and strategies.
Imagine a mind that is not functioning working for a tutorial.
haha.. Mind-boggling.
In any case, the interview i had with the first boss gives me alot of insights. I was actually quite disappointed with the company as i feel that it is sort of a scam and i really do not really like to work in a "small" company. I liked to work with people, working in interesting projects and learnt lots n lots of things. The interview I had was interesting cos it WAS another testing round. Oh gwad, my mind was like, "when can this end? Why do I, a sleep-deprived person have to go through this?" Neber mind.. after soooo long.. the boss wants to test my photoshOp. hahah.. I nearly cry.. I need inspiration to do photoshop one lea. Luckily.... at a stroke of luck i saw a picture and i finished it in 15 mins. SHiok. and was satisfied. But then.. he asked me to talk to the boss.. WOoHoo.. I am struggling internally. haha.. but with my smoking skills, i think i did fine and was finally allowed to leave. Even boy was saying that his HSBC interview was easier lor.
Despite the long interview, I am still incline towards SAF yatch club job..
but they haben call me for interview yet..
was getting desperate.
not that i do not like this job scope but...
like i say.. I like projects.
another revelations i got would be, my resume is "Wowness" to small companes but in actual fact if this was presented to big companies they will surely laff their ass off.
but yup.. just lamenting.
In any case, i had a wonderful day yesterday despite the LONG day.
attended voices miniconcert.
it was wonderful i must say.
but in the aspect of a club perspective..
everything that the committee did..
had a hidden agenda.
being "old" we are also able to see who is the potential vocalist, who is the potential head for the club or emerge.
while enjoying the great music (i must say that the band is good, minus the system and some wonderful singers, i must say its woot!)
i was not back alone.
Along with dearie, there is also aq, (rich and busy) Minghwee (haha..) and (taitai) huili..
hahaha..
after the concert.. it is time for memories..
sadly to say, we are really jaded and "old"
i can feel my "oldness" in this rowdy crowd
they still have the energy to shout and cheer.
"OLD"
nonetheless, we still have our fair share of fun, thinking about the past. how we(my comm), started the miniconcert. (thanks to the leadership of minghweeee n qi mei mei). To speak the truth, i am very proud of it or you can say we are proud of it. Nonetheless, never forgetting how we brought the club to a new level. Stepping dwn and looking back really brings back lots of memeories.
Remembering the roles and SWEAT we had..
looking back now seem to justify everything.
The feeling is really good.

Of course.. after wonderful music..
it is time for good food.
Going back to railmall again to eat blooie cos the previous time under my persuasion we went to hooked.
that minghweeee keep thinking about the restaurant from then on.
so off we went in minghweeee car.. damn tempted to drive it.
before leaving.. minghweeee tot i got my license and almost give the go to drive. DAMN.
hahah..
in another case,
after a hard and long day..
sitting dwn with old friends and colleagues really gives me a good feeling.
a tired mind but happy soul.
what more can one asked for.
i began to wonder, will this become my life after work in the future to come?
hahaha..

hahah.. all i can say is all the best to my two working friends and the best to me, aq n dearie..
the two engineers is okie de la..
as for me..
hoho.. work is still an option.
parents had suggest to me to have one more degree and i would like to pursue my tourism degree
however, mama wants me go back nus.. *crazee*
i hate them lor..
but nontheless..
we will have one more sem to see...

photofunia

like what jas says..
everybody is doing it now..
so y not join in the fun.

i love it.
this is better than the previous webbie.
it uses face detection.
how amazing.
this technology is Zaaiii..
check out these pics!!

Correlation

I dunno why
it took me so long to realise..
that sometimes everything comes together.
I REALLY dislike this two organization

1) SINGTEL
2) Desperate Bank Situation (it really is now)

and it just so happen that their shareholder is a group i dun really like too..

and what is worst..

these two is a big sponsor for "N you ASS"

its no wonder i am so unhappy..

roar..

Solo Traveller

I alwayz thought this was abit wild.
Nevertheless, I would very much wanted to achieve it.
I sort of had this experience while I am in US.
walking dwn 2 streets braving the storm(almost) to get my mum's a bag
or walking dwn Times Square alone at night and only able to reach hostel during midnight..

it was scary, I must admit when i remembered the streets wrongly n u feel lonely.
this is the bad thing abt solo, i must say.
but this is not the point I want to point out.
solo travelling is good!!!

you have the whole space for yrself.
i especially enjoyed the time when I was so tired that I forgo my afternoon nap bring my laptop to Starbucks to enjoy the solidarity. Just because i have the urge to be alone. Tho it was short but I enjoyed it very much. it gives u yr personal time n space to think, to ponder or to daydream.. w/0 anyone interfering u.

I very much wanted to do that in one of these days.
it's a good experience.
esp so when i got myself a D70 and a good condition digicam still.
A solo traveler i will be
taking pictures of what I have in mind.
taking pictures that could relate my feelings at the very moment.
taking pictures for that special someone..

give me an air tic pls.

longest route..

today I had my first auto car lesson.
today I had my first drive on the road after so long.
and today..
I had my longest route drove on the road during lesson!

So many first..
but what is most stunning is that..
the instructor made me go such a long way.. :p
lucky i am good at recognizing the road..
so yeap..
this is the route taken:
turn out from bbdc, turn to bukit timah road, go dwn the long stretch.. go ah go.. go ah go.. I suppose there's a few turns and i landed myself at JurOng east mrt.. Stress.. neber mind.. go ah go.. go ah go.. I landed myself at tradehub 21.. (near sch le) den go ah go... I turn out and reach clementi road (which is near school.. the 151 route) and go dwn straight.. pass by ngee ah and woohoo go up a flyover and dunno why.. REach near PANJANG! stunned.. Panjang lea. haha.. luckily no more straight ahead.. made a few rounds got back bukit batok and tadah back to bbdc..

I was feeling high..

until.. Jeff told me he drove to boon lay before.. that one more power.. hahaha..
in any case, AUTO car is really so easy.. =.=
no need to ganjiong when u going to turn or slow dwn.. ROAR..
but there is really no control over the car..

in any case, i learnt two modes..
i have 2 driving skills..
i can choose..

suddenly, I have an urge to get a car.
and i hOpe its an auto.
hahah..
tho i will feel weird.

in any case, good lesson. And i hope i can finished all my lesson asap!!!

Time

the time now is 4.09pm.
and i have received my thrid calls (?) from an insurance agency since I came back from singapore!
=.=
i dun understand why..
WHY do they have my number..
and i dunno why..
they are asking me to buy their new plan..
i am just a poor student...
never mind the fact that i am poor..
but the moment they realise i am a student..
WHY
WHY
WHY
must they ask me whether i am interested to be a FA?

@.@
I hate that job.
not that it is a bad job.
i respect my FA.
I respect those who wants and aspire to be a FA.
I just hate to do sales.
I dun like to push..

"NO! I would not consider (not even the slightest bit of interest or consideration) that I want to be FA!"

please stop calling me.

for the real music lover...

this is wad i consider as good music..
we need more of them..
no wonder i like him..
he knows my qi zhen..
WOOHOO..

enjoy the good music..

for the uni grads or peeps who are still as lost as me in the future..


my next best choice.. he wrote this for his inspiration..
i gave it to my dream..
hahahaha

i am not greedy

i just want to have an average of B can le!
dun pull stun..
haiz..

and she says to me,"hope u find yr dream", on her wedding day..

yup.. this is the words she said to me before i left the wedding banquet.
the words really hit right on!!

well, this cousin of mine..
whom i remember we played for quite some time and were rather close for a period of time until..
one day..
she made the decision to go australia..
and we never play again..

the bond we once shared..
the path that i almost took..
all seem so real to me on that fateful day..
it all came back..
with no warning at all..
hit me hard at the back of my mind while enjoying this joyous occasion.

so on that friday(last lastone),
after my work.. i went back home to nap for awhile and took a taxi to the hotel where the reception will be held.
it's a reception not a wedding dinner, i must say.
cos this is their third wedding reception!

and i must say this is a very different wedding dinner that i have been to.
i love this small gathering.
i love this cosyness.
i love the way everyone is so happy to celebrate, to reunion and to love.

the only upseting part is the taxi uncle bring us to the wrong hotel.. make me walk in my heels! @.@
but in a way.. i must thank the uncle.
he brought us to mandarin marina.. the new posh hotel.. and when we realise that we were suppose to be at mandarin oriental.. i was like.. Ahh.. that lok cock one.. abit disappointed. Seriously, the exterior is really sad and i am having high hopes that it will be at a posh hotel so u cant blame for being disappointed. BUT my perception of it changed immediately when i reached the hotel. i feel intimidated to some extent! the hotel is good in the meat but not at the shell! SUPER POSH LA.

the reception was a small affair. 10 tables. not alot. Families, relatives, friends. Parents friends and etc. we were very early for the dinner.. but we came early for a reason. The tea ceremony..

so oriental. I like..


toast to my parents for the acknowledgement of this new nephew

this guy is the coolest guy over there. He is not tt cool. It's his camera.

*please pardon the pics! my camera is bad at lowly lighted place. this gives me all the more reason to change camera! :p*




the couple! the groom looks good right?! i like this kind of look. Professional and clean.
*i am not implying.. he is the sort i always fantasize. but reality is always reality right?! :p*

after the tea ceremony.. the families can sit down and chat chat.. there's a special counter outside the suite where they will bring in drinks and small-bites for everyone. I felt like i am in a ball.. A real BALL.




this is the outside which i talked about.. Feels good! the ambience is just right. I like this kind of place!


boi like this. i quite like it too.. its just random shot.. din meant to get it right. Am satisfied of how it had turned out. :)

at the toilet with mama! she is my camwhored partner for that day! Too bad my camera is bad at night shot and my dad's good canon died because my stupid bro forgot to charged,if not i could have tons of pics with mama.




the first wishing that my dad wrote. my cousin's husband(the bride's sister) helped me get the lighting right. GRateFul!

and so i was called to be a flower vase!
hahaha
to tell the guests their seats.
but the fact is.. my aunt, uncle and the couple is outside to tell the guests their seats.
so i and my younger cousin just sat there and smile~
occasionally, spotting names before my aunt telling the guests their seats.

its like an international affair. a very bespectable guy came running to hug my aunt and give her freshly bake mooncake from hongkong. AWW.. so sweet! And i can feel that he is loaded so is his gal. but yup.. there are like ppl from hk and malaysia attending the wedding. so it feels to me it is like calling their friends in asia to join. Oh yah.. the groom was an Australian-chinese. He was born in malaysia(that explains the people coming from malaysia) and after his dad past away when he was 4, his mum brought him n his bro to australia to stay. Everyone has his story. isnt it. And i cant help but respect the mum and the groom. :)

the dinner. i was seated with my cousin kids! GREAT. i have the other 2 cousin and my bro with me.. But yah.. hahaha.. the adult cousin was seated with my parents. I do not know why the arrangement.. but yah.. quite nice!

{the only bad thing is that the waitress that served our table is lousy. I am upset that such a reputable hotel will enploy such employee. but yeap.. she just suck. if i was there for a dinner.. i would surely call for the manager. i have never see such lazy shit before. so what if she is serving a table for kids. She do not have the reason or right to assume that kids dun eat and wants to clear the dish everytime or do not want to serve the kid if they are missing from their seats! even my cousin cant stand her. She is just plain lazy i must say! Is there a standard for mandarin oriental? The more i think about it.. the more angry i got!}

well, putting this aside.. yup.. the dinner! not a bad one! but i dun really like the food. mama thinks its not bad.. perhaps, that waitress made me boil! :p


my aunt with her grandchild..

the hall..





the food

at the thrid dish.. there is a video showing.. It's the video of my cousin actual wedding at australia. I got touched. I saw the happy photos. I saw the simple family gathering. I saw australia.. I cant help but feel really happy for my cousin. She is what she is today. Cos she choose her dream.

and so my uncle's speech explains my cousin's sudden disappearance.
after her A level, she got accepted by a local uni. but not to the course she wanted.
she told her dad, she wants to go australia like her sister to pursue what she likes despite her mother objection. but being the understanding father. he allows her to choose. And so she choose her path. She follows her dream. And off she went, at the age of 18 to australia. Afterwhich, she did not come back. I do not know why.. but i came to know now. She did want to come back but due to the bad market in Singapore, she had no choice but to make another choice again. To stay in Australia to work or come back struggling to find a job. She made another decision of her life again and that is to stay. And with this, she got herself a good company(i heard) and got to know her bf who is now her husband. This is her decisions that lead her to what she is today. Successful, loved, happy and fulfilled. 10 years.. that's how long my memory do not have pictures of us together. i heart her courage!




on such a joyous occasion where everyone should give her her blessing. she came to me and said a goodnight that is so sweet that i cant help but want to follow it.

i missed it once.. but i am not going to let go it this time.

I am going to follow my dream.