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rationality

realise..

that all men are weakling.
its only the mechanism that we call rational and maybe ego that result us to have this strong side.

many times,
we will feel tired.
we will feel stress.
we will have alot of bad and negatives feelings.
many a times,
we so very much wanted to be a child.
to be demanding.
to be cheeky.
to be mischievous.
to be able to release the "kept" emotions.

but because of rational/ego..
u continue to "keep" this emotion.
is that why..
we always look back..
hoping to be a child again?

i want to be a child again!

a day in the student life..

just some tots after toking to shan mei mei
she says she feel guilty not studying..
den i tell her..
how guilty i am now..
to take a few hours of afternoon nap this afternoon.

HELLO..
this is wad we human need.
sleep, rest, food, water, etc etc..
how come this society or rather the world
is working at such a pace that during the festive season
we as a student cant rest properly and has to feel guilty over a few hours of sleep???

but in another sense..
if u work hard before the mid term break..
u will not feel guilty!
argh..
the paradox of life..
or is it the paradox of a not hard working student??

TSK!

the month of feb

Yep..
i have been missing for a long time.
today is the lunar eve of chinese new year..
i decide to come back..
to write wad had happened within these few missing moments!

well, nothing to write about.
has been busy.. so tt's ythere's a huge blank in my blog.
SORRY!!
well..
feb..
my love n hate month.
dun ask y.
this feb is special..
cos its my 21st bday and my first vday.

i want to thank all my frens and boi for all their hard work
and also to those who make special arrangements to come down to my party~
i know,
got tons of ppl celebrating their bday on the 10th
and alot of u all had to run here n there.
i really do appreciate~

special thanks to my sistaz, songsong, my grass's clique, my dear, huili's mum, huili and etc etc
and whoever help in one way or another~
really appreciate!!
*to the most tired boi of tt day: THANK YOU!!!! -hugz- *

well.. its chinese new year again.
to all the peeps out there..
win lots of money from the the gambling den.
take lots of hongbao.
and pia hard for the mid terms! *haiz*

its the most happening week that i ever had..
12th: bday dinner at saf yatch club
its nice to dine just beside the sea.
its nice to see so many yatch
its nice to go to places i have never go before.
its nice to receive surprises.
its nice to have a wonderful day.
its nice to be happy

14th: have a wonderful and longest breakfast that i ever had and also to receive surprises again. its nice to see people walk by to work/school while i am able to sit beside boi to eat breakfast and sip tea. my "ideal life of relaxing". when time is not as impt as before. You can afford to let time pass by without feeling guilty.

After a very full breakfast. Its exploration again and our long awaited hippo tour~ yeah! ot to be the tourist the whole day. Tho it is hot on the top of the bus.. but u got to see the world.. okie, singapore in another view~ NICE! also got to eat out long awaited seafood platter and rush of for our night tour on the hippo bus~ yeah! went to bugis and chinatown. Tho its a place that we went before and shop till we sian.. we were able to transform ourselves and enjoy the streets that we had went before. Last stop for us.. SENTOSA. We never tot we will end up in sentosa. Since the bus will return to suntec.. we decide to alight in sentosa and walk around before gg back. We calculated. We were out on the streets for 14/15 plus hours? hee~

Thanks for everything.

here are some of the pictures that my photographer took on my special day~ some are provided by jasmine. I am still looking for those who had camera on that day~~
wishing all happy new year once again!!!!

preparing for the big party~!


during the party and cut cake session

cut cake session and opening of prezzie

~~with my jc frens~~ 

happy CNY

have u ever sit on a chair
and think of wad different people that u know are doing now?

its not that hard.
especially on such a day like today..
'cos everyone will be doing the same thing..

Happy Chinese Lunar New Year..

I haben made my birthday wishes this year..
I alwaz did my wishes when i go temple on New Year..
I decide to made a change..

I wish for happiness..
to EVERYONE~

Happy NEW YEAR~

学会...

be realistic.
be rationale.
be compose.
be able to think alot of stuff at one go.
be able to put myself in other ppl's shoe.
to be myself again.

looking forward to the 10th.
tt's the day.
when i see them.
tt's the day,
i know where i belong.
thanks for bringing me back.