Xplore..

i remember i told Sam in the my interview that i love Xploring..
maybe..
one of these days..
i shall go and try it MYSELF..

i have a plan..
but i am still thinking whether it works not..
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH...

byebye people..

i have decided

i have decided not to care..
i have decided to be on myself.
i have decided..
to 靠自己.
think i will feel better and stronger..

a week has past...

yeap.. a week has past.
1 week of work.. i should say..
and its well.. HmM
okay lor..

well.. to say the truth..
i dread to go to work..
SERIOUSLY..
especially wednesday..
'cos tues i've gt a shitty day..
shall not elaborate more..
it's true..
they say..
for work, you have to find job that you like.
orelse u will be misearble..
but luckily.. for this job.. there's something to keep me going..
and that is..
MONEY~
hahaha.. yeap..

however, 1 week has past..
and i shall say..
it seems better n better..
it all depends on how u handle the workload..
okay, there's no workload.. but how u manage the stress yrself.．．
TT JOB IS STRESSFUL..
hahaha..
but thankfully..
the people there is NICE!!
i is lucky..
i got to know how to make goals.
i got to know how to relax when i is fed up.
i got to know how to make my job works.
i begin to pick up skills from ppl sitting all around me.
it is not easy. seriously!!!
'm actually impressed tt doing a short survey, you had to follow so many things. it is not easy.. it really made me very wanted to take up market research.. hahahah.. i am joking.. (bt i am considering.. hahah)
and so.. there goes my 1st week..

oh yeah.. TGIF..
hahaha.. i reallly feel the TGIF from everybody when i am in raffles place or the ppl around me
but sadz.. i cant.. i have got DISCOVERY JOB (will update u all abt it~ )
newae.. everybody in office was restless..
and we got a lunch out at the pantry together..
hahaha.. it was the first time..
everytime.. we call n call.. and did not even hav lunch..
finally.. at the end of the week.. we gave up! hahaha.. relacing day..!!!

sat.. sadz!!
woke up like 5 plus? to go to work..
it is far i know.. but its a work ma.. a work tt i dun feel like giving up.
well.. got there darn early..
got a bit of scare.. 'cos there's no one u knew..
but however, the whole day went great..
the head supervisor made sure i got on the right bus..
she informed her asst supervisor to made sure i got on the bus before leaving.. tt's sweet! lucky, i is cleber.. i ownself go there and recognise the bus.
first day..
it's really an experience!!
so got on the bus.. listen to the ppl arOund me.. all v friendly..
den i got to the signing up to get walkie place.. feel lost.. but the guys out there are realli nice in helping me out. help me get walkie and help me get locker key..
He is mayb my age or younger abit.. I FEEL TT. if not.. he really looks young!!!
and guess wad.. he is some sort of a 头．　
think work v long le ba.. and he is a lifeguard there! woot~
i din know we need lifeguard~
its another day of new experience for me!!!
well.. i got to know alot of things abt discovery.. HEEZ..
I cannot tell u all wor~
and hor.. the ppl there is darn SUPER NICE~
got to work with a guy in NTU, EEE, doing intern..
but most of the time he tells me.. its slackie..
hahahah..
and the best thing of all..
IT PAYS GOOD!!!!
talk to the jeron(i hope i spell correctly) abt his modules and such..
well, gain alot of perspective from different job area..
i really met alot of new ppl these holidays.. its really wad i wan to do.. and somehow.. it got true~
i somehow.. just somehow.. admire those engineers.. and programmers..
SERIOUSLY.. no joke..
i have a higher level of respect for them..
and i got to know more about the outside world..
wad companies pays well and why some companies would choose certain graduates rather than the others.. u know.. i felt like living in the real world now~
and engineers.. woot.. realli..
the things they studied.. is tuff.
but tt's necessary for things to go well smoothly too!
n programmer..
a simple.. video, game or making a simulations.. will cost u dunno how many nights of pain to coe out with a 300 page of code for a 10 min vid, game?!
woot! tt's xiong lor..
seeing boi's work.. i also stress.
just to make process works smoothly, its like also difficult..
no wonder.. he's getting stress up too..
okay.. back to job.. well.. got to know more about discovery.. and got to feel tt it is a brainwashing place (quote my flen's words)
well.. meet tons of different ppl..
and somehow.. i dun remember much name..
hahaa..
had a good lunch with the staffs... all very flenly..
(P.s DISCOVERY pays good.. need to find intern or part time.. just apply ba.. high pay, less job)
had lotsa laff..
got to know MeiJiao, ian, jerone and benny or denny? hahah
all cute people..
had the most laff with benny..
and i see MJ always kena bully..
and she was so cute when she plays with the kids when she on duty with little george~
oh yeah..
there's a lot of position in SDC tt u can do..
u can do bus tour, tourguide in sdc or etc etc..
woot!!
i would like to do one of the tour..
Ian got to do one.. i assume he is an intern or mayb a part time.. cos he is in architecture..
very nice..
he got to do so many tours..
i see him ppl around.. explaining to them the stuff~
tt's so cool la~~
oh yeah.. got to meet johnston? oh no.. forgot his name and uncle stanley..
all very nice ppl..
will say bye bye to u.. and make sure everything goes well for me at the end of the day~
its like old flen alr..
and today.. ian also sms me to check whether i working not..
these sort of checking up and encouragement and also some hala in work..
really makes the day great!!

yeap.. and tt goes my first week!
cant wait to go back sdc, but i still dread gg back to raffles place..
maybe i am getting the blues..
hahha.. tho it is tiring..
i think i slept the whole day today..
but nonetheless..
i felt great..
felt like doing one more job.. hahahah.. i think i is crazy..
i think i will go learn something!
hee..
and i got another aim..
i want to revive my memories and go exploring!!!!

well.. think tt's all folks..
sunday ending..
but hey.. next week.. (for those who are working~)
we got a public hols!!
it is something we shld look forward too..
hahaha..
another long weekend..
think got alot of ppl want to apply leave huh..
hahahaha.. have fun ppl.
mayb i will update more stuff.. next weekend~

good night~

a beautiful day

okay.. i got a beautiful day today~~
so it all started when mh sms me to contact another boss of gallup..
and i arranged for an interview at 12.
i prepare myself to go out.
and i din realise that i was actually not early..
so i decide to flag for a cab.
guess wad..
when the cab stop infronts of me..
i did not go up..
i look at the uncle and was trying to confirm with him whether he is going to pick me up..
and he nodded.
i is stunned!
tt taxi is special..
infront it realli looks like a normal taxi but behind it.. it has a carriage.. like a mini van..
can put stuff behind..
hoo..
i board the taxi..
and look at the surrounding..
big n nice
and i chatted with the uncle all the way..
and he tell me..
tt's the only cab tt is available in singapore..
it is only 3 days old!!
lucky luckY!!

got to gallup~
(yeap, tt's right.. i cant stand myself lazing at home with no income and everybody is doing something.. so yeap.. gallup!!!)
yeah.. did interview..
sam seems not v interested..
den after one round..
he shook my hand and says welcome aboard..
dotz..
went tru training n slacking for most of the time..
hahaha..
and finally got to call respondents at 2 plus - 3 ba~
seriously..
i call until i headache..
dunno is never eat lunch..
or i speak too loud den headache..
hahahaha..
i made 7 calls..
i felt tt not bad le..
but then again..
it just seems tt everyone called alot more..
i also dunno why..

well well...
wan money..
call more..
i decide to pia le..
dun care..
i need lotsa n lotsa money..
old liao..
cannot account no money..
need to save up..
got protection also..
mayb i began to earn.. i should target at wad age i shall made my first $XXX??
hahahaha..

oh yeah.. so i end work la..
pia to bbdc for my basic theory..
took a train dwn to batok n wait for bus..
thanks to a boi who waited so patiently for me today and decide to acc me all the way till my tests ends.. *hugz*
okay.. so took a cab dwn. cos i is late.. n no bus yet..
when i reach bbdc..
i am just in time for the test..
745pm.
they give out slips n i went in to get ready..
it seems scary..
'cos my first evaulation test nightmare still lingers in my mind.
i scare i fail again.. 'cos of stupid qns and lang phrasing..
(seriously.. my tutor is so darn correct.. BTT is not to test yr skills but yr language. but u have to study also to know what they wan too.)
yeap.. n the test was a breeze..
cannot b too confident..
so i recheck..
felt real confident..
and i end my test~
AND I PASSED!
hahaha.. nothing to be proud of..
but still hello..
its smth impt to me..
i fail this test.. i have to wait for dunno how many donkey years to retake it.. and i cant apply my PDL.
well, now.. i can safely go drive..
but the think is...
there's no lesson..
but in any case.. it is okay.. i still feell happy..
have a nice way to end my night ....


BUT sometimes...
yr life may not be as perfect as u tink it is.. (please proceed on... reading the next post~)

i is suay!!!

yeap.. so u have read..
wad a beautiful day i had..
and it just so happens tt..
a suay person will not have a beautiful day..

well well..
got home..
checking mail..
and i found a mail tt i dun want to see..
yeap..
an interview
an interview for a jap restaurant, where i will be an intern for them till Aug to help in the managing of the restaurant!
TMD.. tt's my dream job.
TMD, they email me after i got the gallup job.

oh well..
tt's life isnt it..
I got SIAN.
I got fed up.

but i sit dwn and think of whether to go dwn for the interview or not..
and i made a decision.
A decision tt pains me..
I DECIDE NOT TO GO.

well.. many of u all will think tt is so silly of me.
A dream job.
A jOb tt definitely build up your resume strongly..
A jOb tt is better than taking up part time job in sentosa, discovery centres or science centres..
Y not go for it..
i feel shit..

well, after weighing the pros and cons.
i decide to made this decision..
(its a cruel world isnt it?)
1) gallup seems to be filled up. if i am waiting for tt internship again and gallups dun want me, i sure lose in both side.. (sounds familiar huh.. game theory.. pi~)
2) i may not get the intern
3) gallup like help me set up this and tt, it's not nice to walk out right
4) i desperately need money
5) tho that restaurant realli is a good training place n resume build up place.. i believe i can build up my resume mayb next year.. since most of the ads i saw are looking for longer term. haiz.. remind myself.. there's still other time..
6) gallup got ppl i know..

okay.. i think tt's all le ba..
feel sadZ!
dun feel like bringing up my sadness

COE getting cheaper or ppl getting richer??

just got back from bbdc (bukit batok driving centre)..
oh man..
i is tired..
3 theory lessons str in a row..
tell u!
its not dry..
i am alert for tt 300min!
the thing is.... MY BUTT HURTS!
(prob with no meat at the buttocks)

finished theory lessons lor! darn ex!!!
but no choice.. with school lea..
now waiting for test n pratice!!
was so freaking excited tt i am gOing to touch the clutch, brake n accelerator and then i was brought with disastrous news that the practice lessons are so hot tt the next available one is AUGUST!!!!

i plan AUGUST to be the time that i am out of the road, driving le!!
they say is like these!
HOT!!!!
so is COE getting cheaper or ppl getting richer..
all learning car..
BBDC blustling with ppl..
i wonder UBI one got flood ant..
tt's a more popular one!!
hahahah..
but seriously..
go there learn..
like abit bo hua..
stuck in jam, lesson gone..

SOB.. feel so upset..
have to everyday login to comp and snatch those slots tt ppl gave up!
I WANT MY PDL!!!
oh yeah.. wish me luck for basic test this monday.. if cui..
i have to wait till july..
that's wad i heard!!!
what's with all these ppl!!!
no wonder.. all the expressway are jammed at all timings!!!

SERIOUSLY!
today..
3pm..
PIE jam!
cant believe it..
i was super early for lesson lor..
and then tt jam..
made me just nice..
PEOPLE RECENTLY GOT MONEY IS IT
recently..
the main road outside my house jammed at all sorts of timing
i dun rmb this phenomenon until recently..
it's only at the evening time that it will only jam..
now..
it's at all sorts of timing..
no wonder the ERP there is the highest of all..
yeap..
those who drive..
dun go there during peak ah.. (got timing de~ but i forgot..)
4 entries n exit
all at the expressway there..
$4.50!!! freaking EX!!!
do take note!!!

argh.. feel shitty..
cant drive..
no job
AND no money!!!

ppl hire me!
ppl give up yr practice lesson so i can start!!!!
沮丧。

i need a job!

this is so frustrating..
No jOb still..
never mind..
still no jobs den i will take wadever job that is available.

Rah..
QNS: picky? got jobs still reject..
ANS: not my fault... i want to build up resume.. i really dun mind those jobs.
QNS: when will you get a job?
ANS: I REALLY DUNNO!!!!!
QNS: how are you feeling now?
ANS: super shitty.. i need job n money!


TO all those who got their interns, CONGRATULATIONS!!!
'm so proud of you all.

to that someone who just got his intern at 530pm!
the very last minute!!!
congratulations!!
tho is at somewhere wulu, dunno got canteen not and not realli(maybe) wad u specialize..
but i feel its v good le!
maybe need to go dwn to production line ba~
remember to wear all those protective stuffs!!! (i.e gloves, shoes gloves and etc..)
a good intern, a good start!
jiayOu!!!
muacks!

shitty feeling

today has been a great day..
until now..

feel like a shit..
it has been growing v strongly..
no jobs,
no money.

i am sandwiched.
i somehow felt quite useless.
21 years old.
and i dun have a fixed account.
21 years old.
my daily allowance has to depend on that meagre money that i have in my bank.
no experience.
no skills.

am worried.

have little brain but big aspirations..
should i just take a job and start earning money?

awaited photos (i am nt x'changing this for a song)

finally.. the emerge pics of this year!!

work for yr future..

yeap..
back from holiday!
it's great!!
very relaxing.. especially i am embraced by my favourite nature..
the sea, ocean or water.. (watever you wan to call it)

yeap.. back!
back to reality too!
got accepted by SDC!! (let me hear some cheering~)
but somehow got cheated when i am back..
their's is only ad-hoc..
so what they had said previously is lies.
made me sad!
but its okay..
shall not be discouraged..
'm looking for job still!!!

haiz..
tho its quite discouraging at times
but i still hope to find a good job or many good job to build up my resume..
cant depend on my degree is like tt..
sometimes i see my frens doing a job tt is not bad but is totally of no relation to what they are going to do in the future..
seems good..
u get yr hols well spent.
got the money
and school starts again for ya.
no worries..
'cos u still got yr degree to depend upon..

it's okay..
work hard for these few years..
i will get a job i like when i graduate..
HOPEFULLY!! (cross fingers!)

mama told me to go into property..
hahaha.. should i go into property?
recently.. the land value is increasing again..
woot..
it's abit of a temptation after i heard how much i can earn..
hohoho..

but nah.. it's no fun..
i like my vision better..!!!

wish me luck!

*i wonder is there a job call travelers? pay me as i travel?? I REALLY DUN MIND!!! tt's my greatest wish!!*

unpacking and packing

irony huh..
nah..
i am unpacking my stuff which i took back from pgp and then packing my stuff for voices and ENS chalet on mon n tues and for my wednesday to friday holiday trip.

I GOT TOO MUCH DARN THINGS ALREADY!

hahahah.. tmr is the mock basic theory test..
abit taking it too easy..
i is stresS!

this week seems to pass at a super duper fast pace..
i am not talking abt the week tt is past but i am commenting on the week that is going to start.
i know its going to pass by super fast!
abit not anticipating it..
i hope time will pass more slowly than ever..
let me enjoy this wonderful week..

UPDATES on voices chalet!
woot..
the progress is very good..
heard alot of good updates from mark.
thInk its going to be very happening!
feel abit sad cant stay overnight..
but i know tt it will still be fun!

JOB!
no news from SDC yet..
boi says wait awhile more..
i feel dejected.
mayb i put too much hope in there.
but its something i really like to do!
hahahha

DRIVING!
hmM..
nothing to talk abt..
will see the result tmr~
ppl pray for me.
mock test at 1-145pm

i shall go unpack n pack le..
tata~ folks!

*will update more stuff*

things are looking good..

yeap..
back to the blog.. its been a LONG LONG time..
woot..
had a good rest but sorta busy..
typing cover letter, searching for jobs, hunting ans sending..
and finally.. today i went for an interview..
it's at singapore discovery centre..
think it goes well..
so was waiting for all the good news and decide to stop job hunting for awhile..
hahahaha..

oh yeah..
another thing to update..
i finally went for my driving lesson..
MANUAL car.. oops! hahahahaha.. bless me!!
and hopefully can finish it by 3 mths! arghh..
i is stress!!!
give me luck!

is gg to be a fun hols..
gg holidays..
and hopefully get to work in sdc.
and doing driving..
plus i plan to take up cooking with boy(hahahah.. that's wad we wanna learn tog since drum we are of different level)
learn flash and drums. (for me!)
do my photo albums!!! (woot! i got tons of pic tt i need to organise!)
go for one more getaway!!

hahahaha.. ambitious huh..
well.. hope i can finish all of it..

and 1 year later i wanna take my tour guide license!!
yeap.. cant put it in this year.. plus no money!! hahahah..
i is excited..
R u??