awaited photos (i am nt x'changing this for a song)

finally.. the emerge pics of this year!!

work for yr future..

yeap..
back from holiday!
it's great!!
very relaxing.. especially i am embraced by my favourite nature..
the sea, ocean or water.. (watever you wan to call it)

yeap.. back!
back to reality too!
got accepted by SDC!! (let me hear some cheering~)
but somehow got cheated when i am back..
their's is only ad-hoc..
so what they had said previously is lies.
made me sad!
but its okay..
shall not be discouraged..
'm looking for job still!!!

haiz..
tho its quite discouraging at times
but i still hope to find a good job or many good job to build up my resume..
cant depend on my degree is like tt..
sometimes i see my frens doing a job tt is not bad but is totally of no relation to what they are going to do in the future..
seems good..
u get yr hols well spent.
got the money
and school starts again for ya.
no worries..
'cos u still got yr degree to depend upon..

it's okay..
work hard for these few years..
i will get a job i like when i graduate..
HOPEFULLY!! (cross fingers!)

mama told me to go into property..
hahaha.. should i go into property?
recently.. the land value is increasing again..
woot..
it's abit of a temptation after i heard how much i can earn..
hohoho..

but nah.. it's no fun..
i like my vision better..!!!

wish me luck!

*i wonder is there a job call travelers? pay me as i travel?? I REALLY DUN MIND!!! tt's my greatest wish!!*

unpacking and packing

irony huh..
nah..
i am unpacking my stuff which i took back from pgp and then packing my stuff for voices and ENS chalet on mon n tues and for my wednesday to friday holiday trip.

I GOT TOO MUCH DARN THINGS ALREADY!

hahahah.. tmr is the mock basic theory test..
abit taking it too easy..
i is stresS!

this week seems to pass at a super duper fast pace..
i am not talking abt the week tt is past but i am commenting on the week that is going to start.
i know its going to pass by super fast!
abit not anticipating it..
i hope time will pass more slowly than ever..
let me enjoy this wonderful week..

UPDATES on voices chalet!
woot..
the progress is very good..
heard alot of good updates from mark.
thInk its going to be very happening!
feel abit sad cant stay overnight..
but i know tt it will still be fun!

JOB!
no news from SDC yet..
boi says wait awhile more..
i feel dejected.
mayb i put too much hope in there.
but its something i really like to do!
hahahha

DRIVING!
hmM..
nothing to talk abt..
will see the result tmr~
ppl pray for me.
mock test at 1-145pm

i shall go unpack n pack le..
tata~ folks!

*will update more stuff*

things are looking good..

yeap..
back to the blog.. its been a LONG LONG time..
woot..
had a good rest but sorta busy..
typing cover letter, searching for jobs, hunting ans sending..
and finally.. today i went for an interview..
it's at singapore discovery centre..
think it goes well..
so was waiting for all the good news and decide to stop job hunting for awhile..
hahahaha..

oh yeah..
another thing to update..
i finally went for my driving lesson..
MANUAL car.. oops! hahahahaha.. bless me!!
and hopefully can finish it by 3 mths! arghh..
i is stress!!!
give me luck!

is gg to be a fun hols..
gg holidays..
and hopefully get to work in sdc.
and doing driving..
plus i plan to take up cooking with boy(hahahah.. that's wad we wanna learn tog since drum we are of different level)
learn flash and drums. (for me!)
do my photo albums!!! (woot! i got tons of pic tt i need to organise!)
go for one more getaway!!

hahahaha.. ambitious huh..
well.. hope i can finish all of it..

and 1 year later i wanna take my tour guide license!!
yeap.. cant put it in this year.. plus no money!! hahahah..
i is excited..
R u??

in love with..

and a system control engineer.

THANKS!!!

wanna thank chingy for rescuing me today!
hahaha..
it's realli an experience i will never forget!

THANKS!

Lunch is on me!

i is angry!

yesh.. angry..
it's always like that..
i participate in class.
but then i never got the marks i deserved.
I is angry.
so maybe i wont talk in class.. i will have better grades.

ARGH!!!
super upset with my econs.
it's okay..
i will be fine.
So if the mean is 45.21 and the srd deviation is 4.39.
and i got 42.00.
So i got a B- or a C???

I need an answer!!!
(the person who can answered me has 3 exams in a row.. so i think i need someone else.)

'm utterly disgusted.. (tho i am prepare for it)
BREATHE..
breathe breathe breathe..
I want to get out of this shit hole.
darn it..
ROAR!
"it's okay.. shit happens.. u just have know when to crawl out from it"

SERIOUSLY, I IS JEALOUS!
i want to work like shit and get satisfaction out of it.. And not a shithole out of it..
*i tot i am okay.. but seriously.. i am not*


3 big words that i learn:
Responsibility, Effort and "Be Smart"

infatuated

strong urge..

to throw my phone away..

i want...

do u have a story to tell?

recently..
while mugging..
was listenling to yes933
and this song has been playing over and over again..
becos of ding zhiyong's 罐头剧场。
never realli catch the whole "show"..
but still manage to listen to a few episode..

and this song..
is the theme song for this 暗巷 "show"..
苏打绿 《小情歌》
this song was first recommend by chingy..
seriously..
when i first hear it..
it realli seems like a normal song..
nothing special..
mayb a few more times i will love it..

however,
after the repetitive playing by 933..
this song has become one of my favourite song when 933 broadcast it.
why?
you may ask..
why?
i ask myself..

and the answer is..
this song has a story behind it..
it fits the story..
it gives the reader emotions that the singer is going to convey..
isnt tt true?
to some..
some songs are just normal..
but to some others..
it has a special meaning to it
and you can see how much the person love the song.
but not forgetting..
there is people who simply just love the song.

"你知道 就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了 看见你背影来到
写下我 度秒如年难挨的离骚

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了 最后谁也都苍老
写下我 时间和琴声交错的城堡"

sweet lyrics..
nice story..
like wad the main character had said..
"我不后悔，至少我还有三到四分钟的故事可以告诉别人。”
how true...
i story to tell when u are old..

do u have a story to share?
do u have a song to share?

lost memories..

it's 2am.
MONDAY.
i'm not having monday blues but rather a mixture of panic and stress..
5 more days to networking exam and 2 more weeks away from my official closure of my year 2 in uni life.
WOOT! it sure is fast..

Saturday,
met up with sec frens to attend 粪妹 bday party.
well.. (they are the reason for me to blog at this weird time and putting aside all my networking stuff~)
okie okie.. back to them..
well.. the usual people,
the usual self..
the usual stupidiness..
nothing is different..
we were the same like 5 years ago..(tt's long huh..)
people were late as usual..
but nonetheless we were able to talk cock n laff like mad to pass time..
spending time with them is realli enjoyable..
i am realli glad that i went for it..
gettng away from the mundane work i am doing for the day..

everything was good..
but deep down
i know..
we have grown..
the looks, the actions, the thinking is exactly the same as 5 years ago.
however, our life still goes on..
and so we have to update ourselves with each other's life.

i love the way we talk.. the way we laugh.
Even jas parents can see we have so much things to say..
so much to catch up..
but then again..
our catch up is done tru stupid lame-ing and cam-whoring most of the time
hohoho.. *as childish as ever*

and it is undeniable that..
everyone's future is somewhat set.
a few more years we will be the "rats" in the amazing race of the working society.
it sounds scary.. but then again..
to see everyone have a plan of their own,
a place where they belong..
inevitably, they make me worry and envy..

worry about running the rat race with all the other rats?
hahaha.. nope!
it's just that, my future is still blur.
i cant help but admire my friends who are paving out their future..
planting seeds and fertilizers
and waiting for harvesting time.
it's good to have it all plan out.

2/1.5 year more..
AT THIS TIME.
i am still thinking..
think and think and think..
talk and talk and talk..
but somehow..
the conclusion is still hanging..
oops.. that's me.. isn't it. hahaha..

WELL, it was some "sort" plan out le la..
but the soundness of the plan, my indecisiveness and the cruelty of the society
make me worry..
i now wonder.. what realli is the factor that makes me worry..
i think in the end..
the answer is that i am worried that i fail to myself again.
however, i am glad to have boy around to give me the light, to give me the advice and also to give me the encouragement.
i just hope.. this time round.. it will be a good decision made!

but heyhey..
nonetheless,
i am so so glad that my friends around me is doing so well..
and some of them actually had their future PLANNED..
all they had to do is wait..
saving up le wor.. hahahah.. *wink*

amidst all these worries,
i had a wonderful day cam-whoring with them.. (ahhem.. i went with 2 other girls and 5 GUYS! yes.. GUYS, they suggest to cam-whore wor.. hahaha..)
realli had a great time and i love it when we talk about the good old times and oops.. missing out dezhan again.. hee~

I SIMPLY LOVE,
the way my memories are kept..
sweet and simple..
silent but not forgotten..
and the best part of it..
is tt it's always the same old people who are able to multiply these wonderful memories for me.

Love ya peeps.
JiAyou!! will see u in ah ngia bday?? or we will have a gathering like wad hwa hwa says??

the simpliest and sweetest things in life

nice pic right.. well.. he photoshoped himself! this is the 造型 he had for emerge. And behind is all the band members..

Another sem is ending.. another tiring one.. but nontheless.. it is a fulfilling one.. wad u learn and get is much more than anything else. Thanks for all the wonderful memories..

will upload more pics!

a post with no title

yeap.. cant think of anything to put dwn
am having a 800 words essay to start with, 2 production and 3 projs to do..
but as usual i like to blog while feeling sian n restless..

have nothing to say..
cos i think i cant express it.
and the more i think the more i have nothing t0 say..

just a little pic..
which i can relate to it.

2 years of experience...

When u come to university..
alot would expect to get a degree and go out to find a stable job.

the 2 years in uni,
i realise..
it helps u to open yr small world.
There's just too much things to know.
There's just too many people who are so talented.
There's just to much things to learn from.
There's just too much things u realise u cant do it.

It's a real eye opener..
its realli a place to learn..

莫名的感动

一种莫名的感动
在两点四十六分
一种执著
一种信仰
一种无奈

有多少人
和你擦身而过
有多少人
和你度过困难
有多少人
和你有这同样的回忆
有多少人
和你有了深厚的感情

常常在回想过去
常常在信念着当初所设的目标
常常都没做到
遗憾吗？
可能。。
因为看到别人的认真而感到感动

但就因为这样
他让我觉得
有种莫名的无奈与抱歉

我真的很想说声：“对不起！”

weird

was feeling damn bad just now..
but the weird thing is..
a good laundry day..
keeps my woes away!

woot..
abit high now..
my clothes are good and dry!!!

for 2 dollars..
which is EX..
but it can keep me feeling good abt washing my laundry..
IS WORTH IT!

I need more 20 cents now..
ppl please donate!!!

感触

yeap. back to blogging again.
feeling abit sick..
sick of the all the work.
i am blogging while my clothes are spinning in the newly installed $1 washer, while my econs tut are waiting, while my 2 tutorials for tmr are waiting(may not b doing)...

ARGH!! this is a shit week! dun congrats me for passing this week alive! There is hell upfront. with 2 prdn coming up(which.. i dunno how to describe), progS due(yeap.. look at the S) and assignment due.. and before u knew it.. ITS EXAM! *PUI*

okie.. i am ranting~
hahaha.. i just need a channel..

okie.. the past week is with the test..
the last test was horribe..
i shall not talk abt it..
'cos there's not much thing to talk abt.
but it set me thinking for alot of things.
wad things.. i shall not say it..
its long.. cos it link to lots of stuff!

however, today i wan to comment on 黄城！！
went with boi..
u know..
after watching it..
i tot of the emerge days with voices peeps.
I tell u.. tho i am busy like shit.. and my grades are like shit..
but there is definitely a sense of satisfaction.
its like a drive for u to work.
It's work tt never makes me tired
it's work that u know that no matter what is the result.
The best part is the process.
before the show starts,
they showed a clip of their process.
they showed their effort.
they showed their bonds.
they showed me what I had actually wanted in life.
to be fulfilled.
to have a meaningful life.
to have drive.
to be proud.
at the end of the show..
you look at the proud faces!
you hear the claps.
you know, what they have gain..
is much more than money can provide.

I rmb the time when i and aNqi end the show..
i rmb the time when we dun bear to leave the stage...
i rmb the post emerge days where i sort of like 失恋.
all the hardwork for just a day.
its so damn worth it.
cos these hardwork last u yr entire life.

i hope..
they can walk out of the stage as proud as them.

okie.. back to my work.. and my clothes!