ICEP

Sianz! haha.. not tired yet!
i am dead! tmr morning lesson. I've done nuttin for the past few days.
Study do abit, half here half there.. am so dead so dead!
Therefore, decide to blog! I always do tis type of nonsence lea.. cannot tahan!

Well, tmr is a stressful day for me. 'Cos my lab is coming out and i must finish it by sunday! (as if i can! Seriously felt like failing this module!!) Nvr mind, another thing that i am stress about is i am meeting Suresh tmr!!

Who's Suresh? Well, if i am not wrong he's the director of the ICEP!
Check out on this webby(click on the blog title), this is what i have applied for. If you are interested. We can go together again for next summer application. :)

However, heard from eileen that they have comfirmed 4 people! roar! Thought i have a high chance due to the experience that i have got! But i have not receive any calls from USA! This is the problem, when u think that you are actually good you forget that there's someone better than you. I need to enrich myself more. To say the truth when i filled up my application forms on wad activities i can do.. I became shy!! What i can do is so limited lo. Pi~~ The number of activities that i ticked are not impressive at all. If i am the director of the camp, i will defi think twice! rah!!!

Planned my big break till so nicely. Wad happened if it dawn on me that i cant go usa??? Wad will i do? wad can i do? wad shall i do?
I've missed all the orientation camp registration and stuff! Cant be an ogl and i cant sign up now 'cos i still have a tinge of hope that i will get selected. And wad will happen if i cant go usa! I'll lead a boring holidays! Then, i will find work and do and stuff! pi pi pi! Boring!!

Shall think of an alternative plan! Can't let the hols go to waste!
1) learn to drive
2) Work!
3) go holidays!
4) brush up my angmoh
5) learn water sports?
6) go camping?
7) learn make-up (learn alr set up my shop! it's really easy to earn women's $$, tt's y my wallet are going slimmer and slimmer)

and i cant think of anything else to do.. the above mentioned are like not very happening!
roar!

hope it will turn up well after meeting suresh tmr! come to think of it, Andre told me that there are 5 Singaporeans that are applying to ICEP (including me and excluding eileen and her fren.) If wad Eileen told me abt the 4 person that had been comfirmed is true! DEN I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT IS BEING IGNORED AND REJECTED!! argh!!!

my life rocks! and i am all screwed up!