the day arrives and ends with a victory

Friday, 17/3/2006

the day finally arrived.. slept on the sofa at clubroom and woke up at 8! was still in a daze and didn't know that yz has come! wah.. and louis and alvin is still working on the props.. but it is done.. just touch up! was so impress with them! i was like a pig!! cannot take it! they work so hard and i only sleep!

Well, lucky yz cum.. he took over the driving and the carrying so alvin and louis will not be so shag.. and wad am i doing.. look after the things in clubroom lo.. *they say i like princess, just sit n relac* -_-"" haha.. finally.. was so happy that they let me it behind the lorry!! woohoo~~ was waiting for it vv long le! 'cos behind put alot of props that is painstakingly done by louis and alvin! yz drive carefully! haha.. dun have the shiok feeling.. plus nus got a lot humps.. cant expect him to go fast too!

was moving arnd nus and louis realise that he had actually booked the theatre at 10 instead of 9.. haha.. so we decide to go back and have breakfast! i got porridge.. nice porridge.. i like!! but no appetite, eat a few mouth den never eat le~ ('cos i began to get busy and the porridge is nowhere to be seen!) *not the first time* argh! haha.. tt day i am really a princess sia~ get to sleep on sofa, get to rest, no need to anything and got chauffer back to pgp to bath! louis and alvin is still working on the props lo.. it's only lunch break den yz send them back to bath! wah.. stress! *clap clap*

after lunch we have our full dress rehearsal! wah.. stress.. i forgot my lines! and i stutter!! i nearly die! dance step also not very sure! i never smile while dancing! den the make-up artists came! no one is available to do make-up! y? 'cos everybody has a role at different scene! den we do rehearse until 6 and zao ru was like gg to kill us all.. 630pm the doors open.. actors n actress not ready, bags not cleared, props in a mess. And my lead still dun have make-up.. huili was so super stress.. actually i was too.. she in a daze! i was in a trance! i was so freaking stress. 'cos i suddenly feel so lost. ppl will be streaming in in 30 mins time and the performance will start at 7pm.. my caterer and my frens are all contacting me. My huili needs me, my make-up artist is not vv shuang with the arrangement, my props, my letters! all in a mess! nearly cannot breathe and decide to die!!

(feel that i am quite useless sometimes. my tolerance for stress is really super duper low! and at crucial time i cant keep a clear mind of wad to do. i think that's wad differentiate me from others ba. in uni, all the ppl are capable! very somemore.. i feel like an ikan bilis swimming in a big ocean! wanna change the old me but i did not.. dunno how will i survive as the years pass by.. i need to take control of myself! be independent.. dun expect myself to "nua" there and ppl will come and help me! it's always been like tt and therefore i cant change! shit! this is no good!)

well well, at 615 like tt i packed huili and my stuff ready! my props are ready, my letters are ready.. and i really feel that i am preparing for doom. While huili is doing her hair-do and practising her song. i decide to go to the reception, hope to see familiar faces(actually got mix feelings of gg to the reception, 'cos i really vv stress! dun wan my frens to see tt) BUT caterer call and i have to be there.. was really stressed up.. lucky yz was there and he helped me alot.. "nua" again! sianZ.. the food was not bad.. as in not vv dsgusting.. $1.50 per pax.. quite satisfied..

well, i was actually stunned by the long queue outside the reception. People was queuing to take their tickets and some were trying out their luck to buy tickets! guess wad!! we were sold out.. totally sold out!!! my god! was so damn happy! actually tickets were sold out long ago but suddenly there's some tickets returned. 好的开始是好的！ saw hwa hwa outside.. he crap with me but i too damn stress to entertain him.. but seeing him made me feel better. he always do stupid things to make me laff.. haha.. was so glad he cum.. (last minute wor~) *thanks for the support boi~* [oh ya.. his gf is zhen ru, nus' belle sia!]

<-the starting of the show->
could hear all the noise outside the curtains.. backstage was super quiet for the first time out of all the rehearsal.. why? we were damn stress! *we all hope we will not make mistake* i was frantic but i heard an inner voice to tell me calm down. it will be over in ten minutes. i dunno where i get the courage all of a sudden? it is not me. i swear! i know myself.. it's really not me.. i dunno wad gives me the courage. the confidence. Have i mature? or is it tru the care and support that i have received and i dun wan to let them down? or is just an outburst?

the scene tat i have the most part was the most stressful one.. i need to dance and read a damn ong letter! was freaking scare when the music starts! den i remember this sentence: "if u r scare.. just look front.. at a wall or smth.. dun look at faces and you wun feel stress!" *and i did* i did not smile during the dance.. tt's wad my fren say.. tho i am forcing a smile tru out the dance!
was part! i dance wrongly! super peiseh~~~ cant help it~ i felt like boxing myself!!
was actually amazed that my letter was good and the audience was listening and they response!!!! *smirks* haha.. was vv happy..

(btw.. alot of our scenes was supposed to be romantic n sweet or serious, but our dear audiences laff at every little part! haha.. and minghui heard someone saying after the show this is a 高笑篇 -_-"" was vv proud of everyone!!)

the whole performance was super good.. we felt good about it.. AND WAS REALLY GOOD!

after the finale! we were all so super duper HIGH!! began to do all the photo-takings and all.. haha.. was so damn happy!!
http://www.comp.nus.edu.sg/~huangjin/Emerge2006/
this is the link to the videos and photos that we have done on tt day!! do go and see if interested!
*wonderful memories* *smile*

haha.. to end off..
the whole gang went to somewhere in the west to eat pratas!! the juniors dun want fongseng so we went somewhere out of school. BUT!! we end up in some places which is similar to fongseng! *laff out louds*
oh ya.. we went on lorry! cos not much cars on the road liao.. and yz was like speeding abit(he is carrying with him like 10 over ppl behind the lorry) ! haha.. but i was vv shuang!! was hoping the trip to there would be longer! but.. haha.. the place was actually quite near la..

*the above mentioned is just wad i have gone tru*
*the followings are my random thots abt the whole production*

well, was vv blessed that i am in this production. REALLY.. vv blessed n felt vv fortunate.
it helps me to grow and mature as the event is drawing near. I had better control of myself. more importantly, i got to know this bunch of wonderful frens in my course of nus life! people say that it is usually hard working with ppl. However, we never did have any major problems! was so blessed to know you guys! **really**
haha.. the bond we carry! it is really unbelievable. I know! tt's becos we want emerge to be successful! the tiredness n the sweat that we have gone tru together will always be a big part of our life!
*was really blessed and happy! dunno wad to say.. haha.. just wanna say...*
"Thank you, thank you and thank you!"

-act. got a lot of tots, but i was so freaking busy that this entry was put on hold for so long and made me forgot i want to say!-

well, know everybody miss emerge! me too.. well, let's wait for the next emerge! we have set the standard! we will do a better one next yr!!
*love ya lotz*