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one more proj to deal with..
with no more energy and no more motivation left.
i really want to step back.
but nah..
just one more only..
and in any other case..
i is stepping back alr..

i told boi this.
next sem!
i swear!
i will never put in effort into any proj!
i will just be an obedient member..
do my work on time
and yeah..
life goes on..
i am simply just sick n tired..
school hasn't drain me tt much!!

the first time that i have slept that much is on thursday night(8 hours) and last night(12 hours)
*roollllsss eyes*
these nights have great effect on my cough.
tho it is still bad..
but it is not so frequent alr.
i am waiting for the day that i cough blood out.
i think its about time..
haha.. 
joking.. 
well.. on a side note.. 
if one day.. if u realli cough out blood. 
first thing to do.. 
is not to panic.. 
cos u are not having any lung cancer or tubercolusis (not sure with the spell)
it may be due to the frequent friction that u have on the throat that result the blood..
however, 
if it gets serious
PLEASE..
SEE A DOC! 

newae.. 
my recent blog on the post "ROAR"
seems to be a well received one!!
boi says it depicts my anger in a cute way
and eemin used it to describe her day..
well, 
nowadays..
everybody mood is bad!
all thanks to the reports n projs that are due-ing in NUS.. 
i am feeling betta.
1) left one more to go
2) i can't wait for next sem
3) i am gg for holiday
4) i plan to go japan! (if i'm gg to korea)
5) i get to sleep more
6) Simply.. i just heck care of whatever is coming by..
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updates.
went to the 2am dessert bar featured in 8days.
its really cool n EX.
wanted to hold my mini 22nd bday celebration there.
with a few frens and sisters..
chilling out drinking wine and eating arty desserts.
however,
i rmb my graduation trip..
i decide to forego it.
opps.
sorry!! :p

I..
admire the chef!
MIND U.
SHE IS A GIRL.
i admire her character
to get a loan from her dad to open her dream..
like i say..
having a dream is wonderful.. :)
*P.S if u hv a dream.. please work towards it, not keep on dreaming it.. it will become stale n i will call yr dream to b daydreaming!!*

Also,
i got a new liking!!
i began to have interest in fantasy!
can't help visualising myself,
sitting dwn in a cold cafe, 
drinking hot latte,
and immersing myself into a magical world..

however, looking at my schedule for the dec hols..
i doubt i will have the luxury to bury myself into books again.
*shrugs*
in any case, i am still doing things that i like..
so i guess..
after all, i am compensated!

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SAM is ignoring my sms.
i wonder he just lazy or what..
i have to try sharon.. (she is nicer!)
if not..
i am on a job-hunting mission again.
no choice.
i have to provide the expenses for my drum course n the holiday that i am going!
sob  :(
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i cant wait for exams to come..
hee-ha!
i is crazy..
i think i really kan kai..
hurhur..
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oh yeah..
i decide to go british council to brush up my ang moh..
it is realli disgustingly disgusting..
i am all motivated!
(tho i have thought of it be4 but i'm not so motivated at tt time)
after the presentation on friday..
by one of my course mates..
HE MOTIVATED ME to take up the course!
he is so captivating..
*i dun understand/absorbing what a single shit he is talking abt*
i just want to listen to him..
he is that good.
i will do it upon my graduation.
since they dun provide private lesson.
*i is so regret that i never heed advice to go for public speaking, driving and drumming before admitting to NUS. It's just one word to describe why i never do it: LAZY!!!*
i begin to detest lazy.
but i cant help it.
i am born with it. :p
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sorry..
just random tots..
there's so many tots these days
but i just cant remb or have time to pen it dwn..
well..
last piece of advice!
if u are tired.
go out!
it makes wonder!



~i love the way how simple things can bring up a smile~
~i love the way how effort and quality work comes together to bring up a success~