a new phase

1 month hols..
have so many things tot up and planned.
BUT
man are always ambitious..
and let time brings them down

wanted to do so many so many things
making my hols very enriched.
but i was brought down by my intern

i am still adapting to my job
a new experience i would say
and i am grateful i have it.
if not..
my December will be a waste again
if i am not wrong..
almost all my dec was squandered off
was so angry with myself for not being able to find a job
it is true after the exam,
it will be good to have a rest..
but i began to grow bored in the 2nd or 3rd week
and i feel useless
yes! the feeling is strong..
i cant stand myself doing nothing and spending my money away..
note: not my money but my parent's money

but luckily..
this dec
i got an intern
and i am able to learn

i am like a thirsty hippo
wanna suck up all the experience i can get
but i would like to say sorry to my dearest boi who is being left behind by me..
i hope it will end soon and i will get to enjoy my 2 weeks or mayb 1 week hols
*chalet!! i'm coming!!!*

I felt great minus the long working hours
i dun mind it.. but somehow thinking of the stuff i missed out..
like outings, dating and my precious D70..
i felt sad
however, i must tell myself.. it's for the beneficial of my future...
and the very fact that i decide to take it up
was largely due to the fact that i will be doing the launching..
which can allow me to gain as much exposure as possible
i am not sure how will it be like for me at the end or whether my prediction will come true..
but i felt great.
tho sometimes i am doing sai gang..
but at least in certain areas i know i have done well..

was very proud that..
with a brain that only rested 2 hours and with hours of grilling on my interview day..
my idea which i thought it up randomly was well appreciated.
i quite like my idea too..
but due to the lack of sleep i cant gauge much
however, back at the office with them in dec
makes me glad that the idea I did was well like by my lady boss and wanted to put it up for advertisement
too bad..
picture is randomly chosen to show them my idea.. so we have some copyright issue.. (speaking of which.. haben email the ppl to ask for permission.)
but hopefully will be used up la.. in the future for brand awareness.
and hor... they used my slogan for their advertisement too.
shiok!
small achievement, great feeling..
i hope i can do more stuff!!
so that i know where i can stand..

in any case, was sort of glad that despite my super duper detest for my course..
it is actually not a bad thing that i did bad in my A's and get into this course.
perhaps the reason i dun like it is becos i cant excel in it, i dun have interest in it and worst part.. i cant make sense out of it.
however, (like wad mh says), i, who went into the wrong course is not a bad predicament but a phase i will have to go tru and i will find my path thereafter..
not bad..
it sort of occur to me that..
this course i am taking in nus
is actually not tt bad after working for these few days..
i am not like a stupid freak who dunno any comp terms
i actually understand what some systems can offer and what we can ask for
suddenly.. I feel that I have not wasted my 4 years..
and i got to expose to alot of tech..
if next time boss ask..
i also can yaya papaya say say abit.
muahahahahah..
now can even critic ppl's stuff..
not bad..
altho minor minor la..
but one thing that is very scary is that the working world is huge..
there are so many zai people out there and there are many many many many things that NUS,NTU,SMU,SIM are unable to offer..
which the bosses want us to know.. (sort of)
it is only tru working then u are able to learn..
very stressified.
with the economy being so bad..
its really a wonder how can one market themself to a company..

in any case..
i want to thank my boi's understanding n support!!
*n i wish u will get gallup's intern for that "long withstanding vacant" post! hahah.. BIG MONEY BIG MONEY. i want to receive a gucci bag full of cash on my wedding day!!!*

(i must be going crazeeeeee)

ciaoz..