days to emerge...

tuesday, 14/3/2005

was having lesson till 6pm today..
however, guess wad skip my lectures!! gem and my bio.. dun wan to skip de but no choice! my lab!! not 100marks lea.. is 62.5marks! fed up!! weijie helped me debugged till like 3. den is still the same! feel so shy about it.. haha.. *thanks boi~* got rehearsal for dance but decide to go clubroom.. was wanting to jam the song 我不难过！ but everybody was so busy den i decide to do other things. was panicky alr.. still got a few days to emerge! can u imagine it.. stressified.. and we haben learn finish our dance~ meant to have rehearsal but we could not book the room.. so our dear boss went round apologizing to the rest that rehearsal is cancelled. And we dancers used the night to learnt finish our dance~ and we did it! tho still not vv confident...
at night.. saw the dance clip tt we dance at lt3.. i and huili nearly die!! haha.. we feel tt we dance until very farnie! haha..

tuesday was still ok for me! not vv stress up..
beginning to feel tired as days passes.. not energetic.. will tend to stone.. think i am too excited tt the day is coming...


Wednesday, 15/3/2006
wah.. today, i am the ultimate of the ultimate!!!!! wan to be a good girl and listen to my lecture!! but i cant take it.. was damn tired.. woke up early for my 8am tutorial.. den rush to 1102 lecture! *must be wondering why rush??*

here goes the story.. on one fateful wednesday, after my marketing tutorial from business, i, mingyang n chinghui decide to buy breakfast to my 1102 lecture. cos 4 hrs lecture straight i scare i cannot tahan.. so ah.. i happily go buy.. late abit also nvr mind! but...

*me and ch carrying the food in, only soya bean and a bun (mingyang go toilet)*
lecturer: girl, why so late (time, 1025pm, late 25 min)
*btw, not only me lo.. i am the first one la.. but behind me is flood of ppl, dunno why always kana this type of shit*
me: *give innocent look* ==> no use wor!! ANGRY!
lecturer: wad lesson u have before this???
me: *no choice, he look at me and ask.. so have to entertain him*
business module, marketing tutorial
lecturer: but why so late? wad time yr tutor let you off?
me: 10am
lecturer: u should tell the tutor that you had a lecture at 10 and the rules is that u had to leave the tutorial at 945am..
*wtf, aim me and tell me all this shit.. i am not the only person tt is so so so so so late*
me: OK!
lecturer: blah blah.. wad's yr tutor name? if u cannot tell him to release u on time, tell me i will email him to let him off!!
*stunner man*

i want to tell him: Sir, your tutorial always release us late.. u r also violatin the rule.. can you release me earlier next time?
budden i sula..
so i reply......
me: ok..
*he continue to nag awhile den he go one teaching.. *
after 5 mins.. ppl slowly flowing in
he dun give a damn.. continue teaching.. hey.. why he dun want to scold the rest but me.. in front of the lecture room somemore! *roar*

got a conclusion.. he not happy i came in late with food! 'cos he hungry he cannot eat.. i dun care abt him i eat my breakfast while listening to his nonsense.. he always tok nonsense.. make me so tired and fell asleep!

oh yah.. continue. rush to lecture and to realise its not him teaching.. wah.. nvr buy food eat..
but in the end.. i am so freaking tired that i slept tru den went for lunch with the gang and den go tru the same torture again with tulika! argh.. she will get high with the stuff herself when no one realy understand a shit.. den finally.. my bio lab..
chop chop finish my stuff and rush to yih! need to help out with the program booklet.. cant let louis do all alone.. he alr gg bonkus!
we are like working for production line!
really.. diff ppl got diff role.. and with the help of the seniors..
We are done with the booklet.. so happy!

the rehearsal was stressful.. haha.. anqi need to go but she just cant relac on the scenes.. so she keep on asking huili n benson to do over n over again.. they are gg tru scene 10 n i am in it.. i tot i'm a minor role.. but then i realise anqi wan the effect of me diao-ing benson is not there.. and i had to practise diao-ing him.. so stressful.. i gt a feeling anqi give up on my diao-ing..

rehearsal was not bad.. its the last one.. and the things that anqi want the leads to refine on is being conveyed.. anqi den happily went hm to study... she ah.. always so stress up! *girl, u r the best* program booklets are done! rehearsal was 七七八八。 everyone was tired but we all have this excited feeling tt emerge will be here in 2 days time. I choose to go home.. take the long 147.. dunno why travel all the way hm.. (was suppose to meet eileen on thurs to pass her tickets but our tickets were so in demand that we dun have enough..) dun feel like explaining to mum y not gg back so decide to go hm.. reach house at about 12 plus.. tired!! hungry!!
after my supper.. (fattening) i began to work like mad again. need to comfirm stuffs about fridays, need to make decidion on the shoes, worried about friday, asking for dance practise.. blah blah.. and in the end.. i help louis do like 20 emails.. and i konked out! felt so bad!
cannot take it.. head is alr spinning ( my head like to do stunts nowadays!)

Thursday 16/3/2006
took cab down to school.. was freaking tired and i was late too.. i managed to do more emails in the morning and den went down to clubroom. decide to skip my 1104 tutorial.. was wondering.. will i get my attendance marks? stress.. no time to think of that.. was a hectic day.. the afternoon pass by slowly.. den we began to stress about wad to decorate for the lecture theatre.. We decide to go down to art fren in the end and see look see look and of course to buy dancing shoes for tmr. we went at about 4 and got bak at arnd 7 plus to 8.. was so tired.. cannot take it.. mayb is becos anqi and alvin's voice make me vv shag.. haha.. tell u all ah.. they tok vv wen rou-ly.. n i began to feel tired.. haha.. guess they are vv tired too!! went back to club room.. the band is practising alr! and the rest are hungry.. (bought dinner for them) and they are waiting for us to be back!!
poor dancers, we had to practise first before we eat or else we will have stomachache! so we endure our hunger and go for our dance! we r now ok with the steps.. is just tt we need another practise to fine tuned it.. alvin was vv encouraging tru'out the dance! make me feel vv good. i'm scare tt tmr i will make a blunder on stage tmr!
well, have our dinner and i continue do my email.. the band got nothing to do and we decide to jam!! *woot* i love jamming! haha.. it's been a long time since i jam! most of the ppl went back home at arnd 10 plus. In the clubroom, left me and alvin only.. we r waiting for boss to drive his lorry back so we can make our props NICER! (tell u ah.. we paid good money for our props and all we get is shit.. irritating sia~~~)
so tru'out the night, louis n alvin r pia-ing to do the props finish by tmr while i was doing the email thingy! (felt so bad.. nvr help out alot.. they worked real hard! take out nails, hammer back the nails, paint, glued!! and alvin got a long splinter into his fingers) STRESS!!! i am like vv redundant lo.. idoitic me..
at 3 am went to buy supper for them.. bought myself a bag of choz! my favourite choz w raisins. feel so happy!! reallly, i am vv happy.. and i bought cup noodles for them.. we rest awhile and eat our noodles.. tell u they are vv hungry lo.. BOth of them are tired and hungry... or i can do is to eat n do hotmails n mayb give them 精神上的支持！
budden.. i cannot take it anymore at arnd 4plus and declare i wan to sleep.. i am so encouraging sia~~ n my mail was not done yet! alvin n louis are nice.. i can sense tt they try to keep their volume down as low as possible while i was sleeping.. was damn touched and so damn guilty! :p
*alvin n louis are the best! *