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10/06/06
i am so freaking cold because of the rain last night! I was walking with Lucia with chattering teeth to the shower room.. ITS FREAKING COLD!!! My skin is getting worst.. dun get it.. i am sleeping alot, eating alot but still.. maybe is the dry weather!! that's why! And everybody is complaining on how cold it is today! And some people at breakfast says that there's a few storms that went past us when we were sleeping.. woohoo.. i am still alive! And wad worst.. it will still be cold for a few more days! Taffy say it was abt 50 ferenheit today.. dunno how to convert to degree celcius.. so u all do the maths lar.. i is freaking cold!

*activity we did*
do alot of training on paperwork.. lanning for activities and planning for the kids welfare and our own duties with partners and stuff.. so many things to do! but it was fun!

*self realisation*
realise i like to be given responsibilities.. but before that i must learn to be more confident! these few days i am more active, not so dead! I am more daring to be crazy in front of people! As in wad u have with u.. u just show it.. 'cos u have nothing to lose.. i think that's wad the Americans taught me.. to be more open.. Also.. i tot of Eileen and my jie meis.. i missed them.. and i feel that the camp will be real fun if we got together! REally.. This is a sudden flashback when i am in NY! I and Eileen was crazy girls when we get togehter! so in NY, when we r playing during orientation.. Andrew has got these weird 眼神on us. Andrew came up to us and ask us whether we knew each other before we met and we say "YES!"... den he give a vv werid expression.. like "Now, i got it" expression.. we prompt him to ask him y.. but he dun wan to say.. his 眼神 is weird lar.. and finally.. he come clean.. he say.. we two are vv comical.. I feel that he dunno how to express himself.. hahah.. and i realise we girls get together we DO have the synergy.. i am no kidding.. when we talk, play, laff or do smth.. we made ppl look at us.. (mayb its my laffter.. but i think hahaha.. dunno) WE really do have the synergy.. But i dunno is good or bad.. 'cos i always remember shan telling me that how her sister hate us when we get together in school.. (her sister think we are Attracting Attention! sianz.. hahah) but we dun care.. we still have our fun everyday! hahaha..

*evening*
we did rope course!! woohoo..
quite fun! and i master up my courage to do the zipline(similar to flying fox). i am not the last to go k.. i am the second one! cos they let the scaredy catz to go first.. sad case! i was damn scare k!! u know the feeling?? i keep telling myself it will be fun and its the only way to 克服 my fear.. hahah.. i am quite proud of myelf! i did it! the first step was usuallythe hardest one(its like when u want to do something big or it can be about doing something to change yr life.. the first step is always the hardest!) There's this principle i tell myself.. but i dun always practise it.. hahaha.. weird.. and that is.. if i try to do something, i will still have 50% of the chance to get things right or want it to be.. but if i dun do it.. i have nothing.. so by probability.. u know which is good ah.. hahaha.. Oh yar.. rope course.. hmm.. i wan to thanks all the people who encourage me to go on the zipline be it at camp or before i go onto the zipline! hahaha.. tt gives me some boost too!
(this entry is written in the dark.. with a torchlight in my hand! hahaha.. gg to sleep and hope that it will not be a cold night!)
(oh yar.. Ribbit[my camp director], she is so freaking nice.. she got us beanie[hat to wear when u care cold.. woollen kind] to keep us warm.. so touched! everybody was so happy!! i am weraing it to my bed to keep my head warm! Its so cold here..)

*11/06/06*
Morning.. i am still so COLD!! hahaha.. there's open house today and i met so many kids.. there's one vv cute kid that i do Arts n crafts with.. she is so cute i tell u!! hahaha.. I am so tired that day! Also dunno y! had a cook out(camp fire dinner.. cook everything at the camp fire! cool!) and the food was not bad!

-tot for the day-
Summer was sick and she was homesick.. 'cos in her country.. family bonding is so strong!! and she missed her mum who will take care of her! I realise in States or mayb in Europe.. quite alot of families are vv bonded together.. (those good ones will be damn bonded.. dun tok abt the bad ones!) so i thought of the families in Singapore.. Many do not have this closeness that i can feel from the frens i know here! Feel abit 羡慕 about the closeness they share.. hahaha.. feel so restless and okie.. shall sign off..

*12/06/06*
was still cold in the morning! But it got warmer this afternoon isnce the sun is out! Today there's a sleepout in the North Star Valley.. Another place in camp! its near the lake! I remember the tents had nuttin.. so if it gets chilly.. i will be freezed up again! hahaha.. We got more trainings! We even got wishlist on wad programs we want to do.. i chose horses n arts n crafts n also rope course! Thursday is gg to be my off day.. i am so excited about it! Lunch is good.. getting fatter! and hor.. skin is getting worse! hai~ hope it will get better! i think i look like monster.. my jie mei will know lar.. when i start to peel.. eeks! was getting worried.. feel that i do not have anything to offer to the campers! hahaha.. i cant remember the songs! roar! And my english is not fluent!

-talk with tat-
finally got to see tat online and is able to tok to him awhile! was happy to see him! he say he send a letter and now i am anticipating for it! woohoo! decide to keep my days short cos now is all trainings! hahaha.. no fun.. but i will keep posting! no worries! :)

-night-
wow.. the sleep out was not in the tent BUT on the floor.. we just put the sheets on the ground and den sleep with our sleeping bag! IT WAS FREEZING!! and my sleeping bag seems not to be working! roar!

13/06/06
i woke up damn early cos it was so freaking cold.. i dunno wad to say.. hahaha.. its too cold to stay in bed.. when i woke up alot of ppl had leave! hahaha.. i shld do that too.. trainings again.. talks and paperwork! I am so sleepy!!!
*Afternoon*
The sun is finally out! i am only wearing a tee shirt and shorts.. (the most clothing i wore is 3 tees and a jacket and long pants..) i did canoeing.. and after lunch there's more training.. its scenario playing where the unit leader will give us some scenarios and we have to work it out.. tough sia! hahaha..
*tots*
there's some camp songs that are slow and the prayer we sing at quiet meeting.. I am not a religious ppl or anything.. but to say the truth! the songs.. made me feel sad.. as in i dunno.. i a sentimental person.. so yar.. but the lyrics made me miss home abit and also.. i thank the things i have so far.. the opportunities that my parents gave and support and the frens i have.. blah blah blah.. everything lar.. i am vv thankful.. really..


signing off.. gg to sleep.. i am so tired! hahaha.. writing so many stuff! have a nice day!