Monday, May 21, 2007

i is suay!!!

yeap.. so u have read..
wad a beautiful day i had..
and it just so happens tt..
a suay person will not have a beautiful day..

well well..
got home..
checking mail..
and i found a mail tt i dun want to see..
yeap..
an interview
an interview for a jap restaurant, where i will be an intern for them till Aug to help in the managing of the restaurant!
TMD.. tt's my dream job.
TMD, they email me after i got the gallup job.

oh well..
tt's life isnt it..
I got SIAN.
I got fed up.

but i sit dwn and think of whether to go dwn for the interview or not..
and i made a decision.
A decision tt pains me..
I DECIDE NOT TO GO.

well.. many of u all will think tt is so silly of me.
A dream job.
A jOb tt definitely build up your resume strongly..
A jOb tt is better than taking up part time job in sentosa, discovery centres or science centres..
Y not go for it..
i feel shit..

well, after weighing the pros and cons.
i decide to made this decision..
(its a cruel world isnt it?)
1) gallup seems to be filled up. if i am waiting for tt internship again and gallups dun want me, i sure lose in both side.. (sounds familiar huh.. game theory.. pi~)
2) i may not get the intern
3) gallup like help me set up this and tt, it's not nice to walk out right
4) i desperately need money
5) tho that restaurant realli is a good training place n resume build up place.. i believe i can build up my resume mayb next year.. since most of the ads i saw are looking for longer term. haiz.. remind myself.. there's still other time..
6) gallup got ppl i know..

okay.. i think tt's all le ba..
feel sadZ!
dun feel like bringing up my sadness

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