back.. but not for long..

yeap. back..
just back from meeting at suntec..
man..
i was tired..
i didn't know why and my neck hurts.. it may be due to the straining of the neck when i work as i need to look up to the computer all day long. I wonder whether it is the cause of it not?

Hmph..
WORK is really a DRAG!
i work for thirty minutes today and i decide to leave the office.
I suddenly have the rush of feeling that tells me that..
i am not suppose to be here..
my time should be spent on something more worthwhile.
3 months holidays.
i plan big! i plan to do lotsa stuff..
but because of work..
time flew to nowhere..
all the plans..
all the hopes..
were pushed to KIV!
haiz..

well..
at least i got to meet nice people and learnt lotsa financial stuff!
i am exposed to new stuff and i made myself to plan.
I want to go back school now..
to be involved in school activities. (maybe not the part on studies yet.. but at least give me some fulfillment! i feel dry inside!)
luckily..
i am back to voices to be involved once again.
and this time..
i want to challenged myself!
hahaha..
i want to learn FLASH.
this time by hook or crook i have to do it.
i took up the idea, i postphone and now.. i give myself no excuse..
i really feel that i am an aquarius..
well that's what some people says..
aquarians learn alot of stuff but they will not go to the advanced stage.
they will learn and switch to the others.
looking back at my premier and photoshop,
i couldn't help but sigh..
i know the basic..
but i still got a long way to go..
and now.. i want to learn flash!
this is amusing..
well.. learn bit by bit..
maybe one day.. i am able to juggle the three of them quite well..
i felt that i have a passion to design.
maybe that's just a passing moment.
or maybe..
it is something i feel that it is challenging and if i did it i feel a great sense of achievement and resulted in me to have this great passion/interest!
well..
Dunno la..
i decide to sleep now!!
night people..
bless me to hav a gr8 day.