Friday, January 04, 2008

it's another year

i'm back!
and from the looks of it, almost everyone had blogged about the beginning of the new year. :) It's my turn to do now.

2007 had been a wonderful year, with a kick start of me turning officially to the adulthood with lots of friends' blessing and boy's love. And later on to a wonderful job at gallup with new found friends and good bosses to treat me to good stuff and most importantly to feed my wallet to the fullest!

(it's the best pay job tt i have ever work for). 

Although, last year's semester had been shitty but i have compensated it 
with many other wonderful stuffs that i found to love.

Travelling.
It had been wonderful and eye-opening. I have gained much much more after each trips.  have been out 3 times this year. Bkk. HK. Cruise. all wonderful and of course with love.

Photography.
took it up to for my sake to keep my memories intact. however, as the year's past, i discover the beauty and creativity that i can get tru the camera lens. love every bits of my trigger-ling. 

Discovery.
Be it the channel or my own findings. I love every bit of it. Discovering places, cultures, arts, people had all been very interesting and educational. i hope i will keep it that way.

Music.
POP music is not what i love anymore. music with a touch of feelings n perhaps strong emotions is what that attracts me alot. 

Regrets, disappointment, woes?
who doesnt have. I have tons. did not get to learn drums. did not finished my driving. 
do not like what i am studying. find out that to survive you realli need to depend on your luck if u are nice ppl. Unscrupulous ppl survive very well. 'cos they know their way to handle and rip off benefits from you. Many examples can be related from stories like yanyan n jestine. Grades. Have been a disappointment but i feel good overall. Money. have been an all time concern.
Problems. TONS. Shan't elaborate. Hopefully, i got to live in peace for the next coming year.

The beginning of the new year.
Marks new resolutions and new goals. however, I decide not to have any. I do not keep promises i made for myself. I will however, pace myself. I will decide what i want to do one step at a time. Like many of my interest i have got for 2007. i discover it along the year. Y made and disappoint yrself at the end of the year when u did not fulfill it?? (that's for those lazy ppl like me! :p) however, for those disciplined. GOALS n RESOLUTIONS are of course a drive to make u strive better and further. :) keep on making goals!!

enlightenment?
yesh! i got it. And i got it from the trip to bkk. It is ever so enlightened and enriched. I realli love to explore. I love to meet people. I love to see people's bewilderment at things they never know. I love exotic-ness. I love people. I love travel. And so.. all it adds up to be one good thing for me. Tourism. That's what i know i want to go into. I have queries on it before but now i feel that it is 
realli something for me. :) hopefully, i can gain more insights. 

to april: i read abt the travelling and working from place to place. seriously. i have been thinking about it too sometimes. a wanderer. a life of yr own. freedom. :) it's realli a nice tot but it is realli hard to achieve it. Like u say, we still need to be someone whom ppl expect/want us to be. that's the the harsh reality! *shrugs*

But nonetheless. this year is going to be another travelling year. That's how i hope it can turn out to be. Hopefully. and less stress. Hopefully. But i know.. it wont work. oh well, just 1.5 years more to my freedom! yesh! And that's where i start to do things i love to do.
hopefully, there will be more discovery. more photos. more savings. more love. more happiness.

this year will be a good year. I know it. 'Cos i shape how i want my life to be. So it definitely will be one.

and now.. for the coming year biggest project that i somehow participate will be emerge. I cant wait for that day. For that day, is the day i see triumphant in all the faces whom had worked hard for the show. It is the day which i will call victory. :)
 

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