overdued

Tired and drained for the past week.
gosh!
just the first week of school lea.

Mayb i am just plain lazy to get things done.
Or mayb i realli is old to feel tired easily.. SOB!
ANd that's why i have so many overdued stuff to handle this week. BWAH!
so many things need to do.
Do a nice design for voices blog.
Do my readings.
Do my thailand trip posting..
and etc etc...

Neway, would like to say that i realli enjoyed the Gallup dinner. 
So happy to see the rest and EAT to our heart's content!!
Tho we dun usually talk or communicate..
we dun feel the least bit of uncomfy-ness hanging around on tt day!
and i am glad that the bosses are still very nice to a certain extent..

yeap!!
these few days.. or should i say few weeks..
had been struggling..
not academically wise.
but more of spiritual wise.
had been thinking of the things i want to do.
And then the more i think..
the more high i got.
Provided with more money involved.
which leaves my head growing bigger n bigger..

First time in my life.. (i think so)
had been so determined to make sure that my life is back on track.
no more talk but no action.
Tons of money is needed..
and i am happy i started now.

if it was the past me..
my fantasizing is so powderful that i forgot i need action.
great example is my 21st bday party..
luckily for my papa..
i got it coming along..
if not.. 
tt will b one of the things that i can put in my regret list.

so yeap..
with the things draft out..
hopefully... everything will shun shun..
boi says i have too many things to do.
my pocket defi cannot tahan..
he is a realist.
i am a risk-taker.
i will work it out.
somehow.
someday.
sometime.

i dun wan to increase my regret list nemore...

P.S got a surprise email from my faculty.. regarding my trip to Korea. Hopefully.. maybe they will allow me to go. However, i am dubious and not optimistic. i will see how it goes!

P.S.S Going for an interview! wish me all the luck i need.

sayonara~