got tons of stuff for me to write about..
but i am just so lazy..

had been thinking about future and past..
felt tt my peak is over.
very saddening..

this is a graph that depicts my uni life.
yr 1 sem 1.. the period that i would describe as "wasted"

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haiz.. i feel that my very last bit/drop of my uni life is going to be reverted to the "year 1 sem1" lifestyle!! holly ***t!
hopefully, there will be a turning point somewhere somehow!!
yeAp..
I want to upgrade on many stuff..
but my lazybones are screaming at me!
RoAr! so upsetting!!
life has been mundane and that may be the reason that result me to be so slackie..
there is nothing now to push me forward.. :(

disillusioned set in many time..
i can truly put myself in those person's shoe when this feeling set in.
*shake heads*

i had wished for a slack year4!
but i now hoped that this will not come true!
in a sense.. a slack academic year..
BUT a SUPER purposeful one before i say byebye~~
i have concluded that
slack life => brain slack => brain deterioate => stupid!

i cannot let this go on!! *pray*