smoking

it has always been a taboo in my life.
i think it is bad, very bad. (very good Singapore education sia)

everytime
when i saw students smoking
i saw them smoking away their life
everytime
i saw sharon n sam smoking
i wonder to myself whether it is for the kick or they are really addictied?
and when my dear sister (shall not name who)
says smoking is cool..
i immediately give her a no-no

but just sometime back
i found a nice spot
a very cool spot
in my house.
and i call it the perfect place for smoking

squatting dwn
with a lighted one in my hand
looking at the sky
hid myself away
n when mama call just throw it on the ground, "squash" it, and threw it to the condo behind.
hid a perfume somewhere
spray on myself
and came out from the hiding place

COOL huhz..
it is such an amazing thing that for a non-smoker i can know the basic steps of smoking. (good "educational" show in Singapore)
the only thing that obstruct is to whether I dare to inhale in the toxins in or not

dare not.

so much for a fantasy.