to kill time.. n oso some tots

hmm..
tat n sern, muz b now in their bed sleeping their heads off.
i still have to wait till shyan to return me my keys.
its ok.
i shall use this time to blog.

it's a crazy week.
how crazy is it?
dun wish to elaborate.
but its the worst.
*i think*
the effect of this week is still on me.
haha..
mayb tt's my life.

in any case.
wld really thank all those who realli help me out.
esp. tat. (for yest.)
cant thank enuff.
me, yanyan, chingy will rmb u!
muahahaha..
n whoever that i see/tok to this week.
it matters. :)

thanks for this mOrning, boys!
realli a GOOD therapy for me.
muahahaha..
minesweeper, toking cok, movie, tibbits, the company..
wad more can u ask for..
when u actually plan to study overnight in central lib.
*ooh.. n i complete a mission for tat.
feel damn proud too.
tho, tt "mission" was meant a small getaway..
but my suayness will never decrease..
so stupid things happen again and with tat's help.
somehow.. it's solve.
budden tt mission was fun!!!*
hahahahaha.. darn!

oh yar..
and when i woke up from that nap..
and realise dawn has come..
woot.
pretty.
the feeling is good.
i seem to forget my stress.
took a walk at the balcony.
damn. BEAUTIFUL.
i even caught sight of an airplane with the orangy-blue sky as backgrnd.
PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY.
and with stupid jokes by the two of them..
hahaha.. best time of the week!
one sad thing would b the grave of fireflies cant load..
if i know.. i shld have watch the classic.
eeewww..

lastly,
would like to tok abt this person.
vv gan dong.
tho she nvr do anything.
but tt concern she gave me,
makes me feel so loved n so guilty.

she is my er.. childhood fren?
born 2 mths after me.
and we grow up playing n studying together till we r pri 5 (tt's when we separate).
i can still rmb some of our childhood memories.
n it really feels good to think back.
somehow,
that separation drifts us apart.
men are weird.
frens who are so close, can become so distant when each of them has different agendas in life.
i'm so happy..
she is doing so well.
alwaz an artist, forever an artist.
she did not prove me wrong. :)
when we r small..
we stick arnd doing our art hmk together..
hahaha.. i alwaz vv stress up.
her drawings all A wor..
even my mama says she talented.
so when u choose to go *shit, forget. Laselle? Nafa?* art school lar..
i know she will excel.
she is doing great.

hey girl.. realli u r doing great. :)

men.. tho separated..
but then
there's smth in you that u will never forget.
tt smth is call memory.
it is alwaz there in yr heart.
y heart but not somewhere in yr brain.
hmm..i feel tt..
things tt dun make u forget/reminisce is smth that touched yr heart in someway or another.
disappointment, love, sadness, etc etc.. all these...
are from yr heart.
not yr brain.
therefore, once yr heart is being affected in someway.
u will never forget.
that's how i feel.

well.. yep..
our 2 families are close.
that's why when we look back.
besides us affecting each other.
our family members do play a part.
u rmb my granny.
i rmb yr bro, papa n mama.
somehow.. to hear tt they are doing well.
it feels good. :)
thanks for showing concern on tt day.
n thx for encouraging me!


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