AAAAAHHHHHHHH

bombarded with so many stuffs..
suddenly..
i just feel like taking a long long break!!!!!!!!


Gib me a break
BUT i don't want a kit kat!!!

*i wan a player to be put in my blog*
*but i dunno how!!*
*i need a graphic designer and a web page designer to talk to me*
*i need people who is good with flash*
*i need.. *
*i need...*
*i need...*
*a break* (i want to leave gallup)

back.. but not for long..

yeap. back..
just back from meeting at suntec..
man..
i was tired..
i didn't know why and my neck hurts.. it may be due to the straining of the neck when i work as i need to look up to the computer all day long. I wonder whether it is the cause of it not?

Hmph..
WORK is really a DRAG!
i work for thirty minutes today and i decide to leave the office.
I suddenly have the rush of feeling that tells me that..
i am not suppose to be here..
my time should be spent on something more worthwhile.
3 months holidays.
i plan big! i plan to do lotsa stuff..
but because of work..
time flew to nowhere..
all the plans..
all the hopes..
were pushed to KIV!
haiz..

well..
at least i got to meet nice people and learnt lotsa financial stuff!
i am exposed to new stuff and i made myself to plan.
I want to go back school now..
to be involved in school activities. (maybe not the part on studies yet.. but at least give me some fulfillment! i feel dry inside!)
luckily..
i am back to voices to be involved once again.
and this time..
i want to challenged myself!
hahaha..
i want to learn FLASH.
this time by hook or crook i have to do it.
i took up the idea, i postphone and now.. i give myself no excuse..
i really feel that i am an aquarius..
well that's what some people says..
aquarians learn alot of stuff but they will not go to the advanced stage.
they will learn and switch to the others.
looking back at my premier and photoshop,
i couldn't help but sigh..
i know the basic..
but i still got a long way to go..
and now.. i want to learn flash!
this is amusing..
well.. learn bit by bit..
maybe one day.. i am able to juggle the three of them quite well..
i felt that i have a passion to design.
maybe that's just a passing moment.
or maybe..
it is something i feel that it is challenging and if i did it i feel a great sense of achievement and resulted in me to have this great passion/interest!
well..
Dunno la..
i decide to sleep now!!
night people..
bless me to hav a gr8 day.

i want go holiday!!!

yeah..
i see people go on tour and coming back..
be it studies or leisure..
i is sure envy..
imagine..
yr flen telling u that she went to venice..
one of the top places u wanted to go since u are small..
woot..
that sort of "I WANT TO GO!" feeling is growing day by day..
yeap..
it's been awhile that i have been to holiday..
even my bro top me!
he went to thailand..
i never!
hahaha.. well.. this is not a time to see who tops who..
Newae..
so while thinking about my schedule till school reopens..
i think i may not have a chance to go holidays..
and so i put my focus on my touring on grad trip..
heard from huili that the places she went is nice..
but you realli need to know their language to travel.
ENGLISH is universal.
correct..
but people can choose not to have it..
u get me?
den i was thinking..
so no more europe since it is ex and hard to communicate..
den i tot of touring CHINA..
yeah..
alot of ppl must be thinking..
eeeww... cheena.. y go there.
well..
first, its cheap, they speaks yr language..
and what's more..
they have the beautiful temples, moutains and places that people is harping about..
the only difference is that that inhibit the different species of people..
well..
after much tot...
i still want to go europe..
my dream sia~
after grad.
my greece, my santorini..
my venice..
woot..
I AM GOING..
no matter what..
and if i am lucky..
i can take the carribean cruise..

*i wonder can i complete taking the whole series of cruise?*

super worth my 15 bucks!

today..
raining ah..
its been raining the whole day..
sleep till i shiok..
today's trip nearly cancel..
but we still went ahead!
hahaha..
guess where we went?
BOTTLETREE village..
those who have watch "gong"
will know wad is it abt la..
well..
it's just a small place in sambawang..
where it became a zhi-char restaurant..
and there stood 3 big trees..
there's suppose to be six.
boi, says that mayb it is in bottletree park or smth..
we will go the next time when we r free.. hahahaha..
well.
and 'cos it was a cold n rainy day..
and its time for dinner..
we went to bugis and eat.............
STEAMBOAT
we eat for such a long time..
till 11 i think..
i think we eat at 8!
hahahaha
worth the money!!!!
boi is astonished by my appetite...
hahahahaha..
i is not that VERY FULL till i want to vomit tt sort..
hahahaah..
we went for a walk before gg back hm..
'cos a very big tummy will grow..
P.S we tot it will b nice eating steamboat at such a cold weather but when we sat dwn to eat.. the weather was just cool.. and te rain has stopped.. but then again.. when we were about to finish.. IT RAIN BIG TIME.. and we were cold!! but luckily.. we still had our steamboat infront of us.. but we cant really eat alot anymore!!!!

today.. was a lot of fun too..
stupid acts and clumsiness sure bring lots of laff to the dinner table!
i am missing it already!!!

wonderful weekend..

yeap..
photos are up.
pictures of my last weekend!
my mini-hol in singapore..
hahahaha..
kampong glam, huat kee and etc etc.. :)

1 year after..

okay.. yeap.. these pics..
are my ah-hem..
1 yr for our first date (19/5/07) ..
hahaha..
went back to the same old place we went for our first date.
when gatsby..
ppl watch soccer.. no more tt ambience..
hahaha..
went JBP got so many ppl..
no more tt ambience too..
but nonetheless..
we got go much fun
plus..
same old present but in different style..
both is hard work..
and i love it alot!!!

a different environment today

today..
was quite abit of unexpected.
receive sharon phone call last night and she asked me to report to work as usual tmr..
Tot is to finish up calling the 150 respondents target.
but apparently..
i think dbs no more numbers give us alr..

So today had quite a bad start..
alarm rang..
i put snooze..
den i off it and go back to sleep.
SiANZ
woke up at 910 like tt..
i see the time..
i sian half.
den i slowly go work..
i knew it was going to be a bad start.
and yeah... train wait long long.
and etc etc..

Woah.. lucky reach office not tt late.
1020am.
den receptionist tell me everybody in pantry.
I SIAN MORE.
shld b debriefing and i still late.
Scare kena scolding.
LUCKY!
nvr tio scolding..
hahaha..
but is another sort of job.
TT BANK!!!
XXXX (shall not say which one.. hai.. expect us do surveys and expect us to do cheap labour.)
okay la.. we not that cheap..
but today's pay realli pathetic..
we all so sad..
but lucky!!
we got good plans!!! hohohohoho..
had so much fun today..
oh wad we do?
8 of us..
fold 6100 letters for that bank. from A4 into envelope and glued and makes in piles of 25 and put in box!
RAH!!!
and we got 50/per day.
we tot we can finish it in 4 hours today.
IS CAN DE!
we devise a lao jian way..
we fold 1570 letters in 1 hr.
WE STUNNED SAM.
hahahaha..
we got tea break for him too.
but mel n nancy says.. SAM's rate too low..
btw..
tt XXXX bank.. want us to send to 32000 clients!
sob!
there goes my promised break!
dun think we got break before our next proj tt is next week!!!!
SOB!
tmr.. we shall make our money super worth.
today.. is can leave at 4 de.. but SHARON QC.
den we sian..
those 3430 letters we did.. i, mh, yongjie and desmond, QC again.
ANd the rest of the ppl cont with the rest..
took damn long.
and we dun have production line liao.. hahaha.
so in the end ..
we leave at 6.
RAH!!!
but nonetheless..
i had fun..
it's realli a mindless job. no need to think. just sit dwn, fold, put in, slot in and glued.. but its done in a production line style.. hohoho..



the first 2 batch of letters


the water for the gluing part for the envelope


some of the letters tt we had done..


in another view-above

what i have done so far...

well..
WORKING basically..
haben get dwn to study so far.
and i am scare!
i should find the MOOD for studying..
maintaining my cap n push it up further is maybe what i need to do..
mayb graduate will nicer abit!
Rah..
work has been mundane..
i is so fed up of it on certain days.
and sometimes i just got numb.
but sometimes..
u just try to make yr job fun.. and yr day ends on a high note!
so these few weeks of hols i should say is quite well spent till now.
tho sometimes it feels really bad on the inside.. (as in how u feel inside)
there's sometimes u feel great to have a rest..
and there's sometimes..
U MISS SCHOOL SO BAD.
sob...
it is realli way better than working..
minus those tough computng modules.. hee..

okay.. enuff of ranting..
shall update on wad i have done and have been doing..

updates...

yeah.. not pictures yet.. but it will soon b up.
newae..
this weekend is v happening!
will do it short..
'cos i feel like sleeping le~
well.. went to central!
it's at clarke quay..
the new shopping mall
and went to eat the very highly recommended Japanese ramen!!!
boy's treat for his first paycheck~
tell u..
IT'S UBER SUPER DUPER NICE
not much to choose from.. but wad they are famous for..
IS gOOd..
the soup is the marvellous thing i want to say..
and i tell u
if u finish the ramen with still soup..
you still can order the ramen for one buck and put it in yr soup n eat!
1 buck!!!!!!!!!
dun say it is disgusting!
seriously..
it still taste heavenly..
and they are japanese cook will come all the way from japan to Singapore to open this restaurant.
i am not sure there is still any branch in japan not..
but yar.. the bottom line..
they come all the way from japan and set foot in singapore to provide us with this good food!!!
its simply too delicious.
and really v jippon!
i felt like i am in japan!
hahaha
for a moment..
total bill of 2 bowls of noodles, i extra ramen and a side dish of meatball..
think 30 plus nia~
cheap cheap for the noodle!!!!! :)

oh yeah..
catch 2 movies within these weekend..
woot!
Shrek 3 and ocean 13!!!

shrek3:
i am impressed by the animation.
i am in love with dronkey (the dragon n donkey child)
i am in love with little ogres.
i am basically enchanted into a not so fairytale's fairytale!
hahaha..
i realli wan to 拜 the creator's of shrek.
it's marvellous.
the animation.
i cant say more!
Ocean 13:
humorous and witty!
i am once again thrilled by the clever plot
i am once again stunned by the twist and turn of the plot.
i am once again enjoying myself to the max from this movie!
all i can say.. I love it!

-=music=-
yeap..
went to ark!
oh my..
din expect to see so many familiar faces.
william was playing the keyboard and da huili was singing.
raymond was there doing waiter(but he is bao gao liao)
heard he change the audio system there
he is realli an audio man
boi says he sure can have a great future in the audio industry.
tt's wad i feel too!
he is good!!
n he bao everything!
hahaha..
da huili was as powerful as ever..
but i prefer the ai qing hai's artistes mOre.
they is realli experienced ppl!!!!!

well and i have my fun of kbox too!!
woot..
sing sing sing..
cant sing anymore..
hahaha.. feel sad..
but i enjoyed the singing session!!!

FYI: i got sick. yeap! real sick.. throat inflammation.
feel weak and feverish and germy..
but hey..
i think i is getting better~!!
so i think my throat's condition is worsened!
hahahaha.. so long..

next..
my treat this time..
HUAT KEE!!
teochew restaurant at amoy street!!!
woot!!!
price is abit of the high..
but seriously..
for the food and services..
it's all worth it..
our main aim is to eat "orh ni"
and we ordered
the prawn roll, braised goose and live prawn noodle and 2 orh ni..
i feel bloated after the mail..
woot!!!
i realli felt like eating one dish tt i saw on the menu.. but after asking the waitress..
i and boy dare not order it..
y?
'Cos the dish is called chicken in a cabbage i think..
is a whole chicken wrapped it up and steamed or something!
WHOLE CHICKEN!!!
GOSH!
chef's recommendation somemore...
but it's too much!!!
so we din order..
wad's more.. it's only 16 bucks!!!
2 persons, 1 of this dish and 2 rice.. u alr full le lor!!!
hahahaha.. well... GOING BACK DEFINITELY..
its actually not tt ex if u know wad is good to order and wad not!!!
both of us, the total bill comes up to 46++ i think...
we tot we will see a 6 figure..
when we see the bill.. we got stunned!!!
it's cheap!
and guess wad~
no service charge..
and the service i would say is one of the best~~

oh yeah.. Xplore~
went to walk Arab street a short while before dinner..
well...
tot we had nuttin much t see and den we find a shop
it's call grandfather's shop or something
it's all antique!~!!
erm..
not THAT old.. it's just stuffs when ppl in the 70's to 80's you will see..
makes u reminisce
u can take lots of pictures.. play with some of the stuff
uncle very friendly!
it's realli an eyeopener!!!
and u can get lotsa fun in there~
woot!!!
have been a wonderful weekend!!!

Thanks dear!

yeah.. i cant remember what i have actually done.. but i will just say it all out!
well.. first is hols..
and i went to cruise.. (tt's been said.. )
next so hols had been days of sourcing for jobs and stuff la..
boring..
but nonetheless..
some great adventure has been done!!!
i have quite forgotten what i have been doing with that boy..
but lucky while i was uploading my camera i found some pictures!
yeap..
I, JENNIFER GOH, has put a tick in my checklist!
yeap.. i and boi..
went to do something tt i wanted to do..
'cos i have never done before!!!!
WHAT IS IT???

EAT DURIAN BY THE ROADSIDE!!!!



yeah!!! i heard alot of EEEEEWWWWWW....
tt smelly fruit!!!
well, i do have a strong liking of that food when i was young.
but when i grew older..
the smell became unfriendlier..
and i decide to keep my distance away from this pricky food too!
but then again..
i ish can eat de..
so having see ppl..
or rather uncles and families eating durian by the roadside..
i cannot tahan..
i wanna be part of them!!!
not to be an uncle hor..
but to be someone eatng at the stall and letting ppl who walk past or is crossing the road to look at what i am doing.
you know it's the experience tt i am getting..
hahaha..
cannot grow old le..
den realise..
i never eat durian at a road side before..
v shy de lea!!!
woot!!
boy n i tot will b EX!!
but it came up to 3 for 10 dollars~
and is very good durians!!!
i never bruff!!!
its so fillings!
hohoho.. yum yum..
u eat finish u just throw in the basket..
no hassle..
n finish..
just leave..
no packing up!
hahahaha..
feels like u are in malaysia~ (the considitions and the shops there)
before eating.. we spent like 30min? to find the durian stall in geylang.
but we just could'nt find it.
but we find lots of food and ahhem..
not very good activity.
abit scary to walk dwn the street like tt..
but hey..
is an eyeopener.. (but once is enough!)

Well.. i cant realli think about what we did.. if i got pictures den i will load it up and tell u all..
so next.. is working..
work work work..
and i got to drive the car for 2 days.
first day.. instructor is hilarious.. but not much stuff done.
second time.. woot.. instructor not funny but lots of stuff done.
1hr40min lesson..
i drive round the circuit!
on engine, clutch in, first gear, accelerate, biting point, let go, change to second gear.
stopping, clutch in and brake for first gear, brake and clutch for second gear and den change to first to move..
i do all these for 1 hr 40 min.
gosh..
seriously..
i got CAR SICK!!!
@.@

well well.. LAST FRIDAY..
sistaz gathering!!! to celebrate shan's bday!!!
went to pennisula excelsior hotel to eat korean bbq
from review.. it's highly recommended..
well..
not bad.. but not much of a choice to choose from..
can try it out.. but i wont realli recommended.
but the food is not bad.
sometimes.. its the company that u have that make the food taste great!
and after tt we went to a tcc.. tt's near raffles and clark quay..
woot..
the second storey is nice!!
it's an art gallery. so no photos allowed to b taken inside~



well.. a restaurant that we chance upon on channel 8 variety show..
its damn cheap..
food is nice.
price is SO DAMN REASONABLE.
and my company is so darn right.
very nice meal..
i nearly vomit..
newae..
no booking..
P.S go there earlier abit than normal meals hours..
it's always a long queue outside the restaurant.
it's at 119 east coast park road.
if i never remember wrongly.
newae, it's Aston's specialities.
there's a webbie abt the restaurant i think..
boi went to look at the outlook of it.
well.. we ordered fried dori or fish, i think so.. its been a long time
and a bbq chicken. Comes with 2 sides for each main.
there's a lot of 2 sides to choose from!
Also.. we ordered a ice lemon tea and a ice chocolate.
and when the next table ordered the mushroom soup..
i could not resist but ordered too.
rich n creamy and comes with 2 pieces of garlic bread~
VERY FILLING..
and the bill??? comes up to..... $18.XX
the pics below shows $16.40.
tt's before the soup! hee~~
no GST AND SERVICE CHARGE.
cant expect much tendering service from the waiter..
but hey.. u know..
their service is already very good.
STAFFS are friendly!!
highly recommended!!

再也找不到了
它已经死了...

Xplore..

i remember i told Sam in the my interview that i love Xploring..
maybe..
one of these days..
i shall go and try it MYSELF..

i have a plan..
but i am still thinking whether it works not..
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH...

byebye people..

i have decided

i have decided not to care..
i have decided to be on myself.
i have decided..
to 靠自己.
think i will feel better and stronger..

a week has past...

yeap.. a week has past.
1 week of work.. i should say..
and its well.. HmM
okay lor..

well.. to say the truth..
i dread to go to work..
SERIOUSLY..
especially wednesday..
'cos tues i've gt a shitty day..
shall not elaborate more..
it's true..
they say..
for work, you have to find job that you like.
orelse u will be misearble..
but luckily.. for this job.. there's something to keep me going..
and that is..
MONEY~
hahaha.. yeap..

however, 1 week has past..
and i shall say..
it seems better n better..
it all depends on how u handle the workload..
okay, there's no workload.. but how u manage the stress yrself.．．
TT JOB IS STRESSFUL..
hahaha..
but thankfully..
the people there is NICE!!
i is lucky..
i got to know how to make goals.
i got to know how to relax when i is fed up.
i got to know how to make my job works.
i begin to pick up skills from ppl sitting all around me.
it is not easy. seriously!!!
'm actually impressed tt doing a short survey, you had to follow so many things. it is not easy.. it really made me very wanted to take up market research.. hahahah.. i am joking.. (bt i am considering.. hahah)
and so.. there goes my 1st week..

oh yeah.. TGIF..
hahaha.. i reallly feel the TGIF from everybody when i am in raffles place or the ppl around me
but sadz.. i cant.. i have got DISCOVERY JOB (will update u all abt it~ )
newae.. everybody in office was restless..
and we got a lunch out at the pantry together..
hahaha.. it was the first time..
everytime.. we call n call.. and did not even hav lunch..
finally.. at the end of the week.. we gave up! hahaha.. relacing day..!!!

sat.. sadz!!
woke up like 5 plus? to go to work..
it is far i know.. but its a work ma.. a work tt i dun feel like giving up.
well.. got there darn early..
got a bit of scare.. 'cos there's no one u knew..
but however, the whole day went great..
the head supervisor made sure i got on the right bus..
she informed her asst supervisor to made sure i got on the bus before leaving.. tt's sweet! lucky, i is cleber.. i ownself go there and recognise the bus.
first day..
it's really an experience!!
so got on the bus.. listen to the ppl arOund me.. all v friendly..
den i got to the signing up to get walkie place.. feel lost.. but the guys out there are realli nice in helping me out. help me get walkie and help me get locker key..
He is mayb my age or younger abit.. I FEEL TT. if not.. he really looks young!!!
and guess wad.. he is some sort of a 头．　
think work v long le ba.. and he is a lifeguard there! woot~
i din know we need lifeguard~
its another day of new experience for me!!!
well.. i got to know alot of things abt discovery.. HEEZ..
I cannot tell u all wor~
and hor.. the ppl there is darn SUPER NICE~
got to work with a guy in NTU, EEE, doing intern..
but most of the time he tells me.. its slackie..
hahahah..
and the best thing of all..
IT PAYS GOOD!!!!
talk to the jeron(i hope i spell correctly) abt his modules and such..
well, gain alot of perspective from different job area..
i really met alot of new ppl these holidays.. its really wad i wan to do.. and somehow.. it got true~
i somehow.. just somehow.. admire those engineers.. and programmers..
SERIOUSLY.. no joke..
i have a higher level of respect for them..
and i got to know more about the outside world..
wad companies pays well and why some companies would choose certain graduates rather than the others.. u know.. i felt like living in the real world now~
and engineers.. woot.. realli..
the things they studied.. is tuff.
but tt's necessary for things to go well smoothly too!
n programmer..
a simple.. video, game or making a simulations.. will cost u dunno how many nights of pain to coe out with a 300 page of code for a 10 min vid, game?!
woot! tt's xiong lor..
seeing boi's work.. i also stress.
just to make process works smoothly, its like also difficult..
no wonder.. he's getting stress up too..
okay.. back to job.. well.. got to know more about discovery.. and got to feel tt it is a brainwashing place (quote my flen's words)
well.. meet tons of different ppl..
and somehow.. i dun remember much name..
hahaa..
had a good lunch with the staffs... all very flenly..
(P.s DISCOVERY pays good.. need to find intern or part time.. just apply ba.. high pay, less job)
had lotsa laff..
got to know MeiJiao, ian, jerone and benny or denny? hahah
all cute people..
had the most laff with benny..
and i see MJ always kena bully..
and she was so cute when she plays with the kids when she on duty with little george~
oh yeah..
there's a lot of position in SDC tt u can do..
u can do bus tour, tourguide in sdc or etc etc..
woot!!
i would like to do one of the tour..
Ian got to do one.. i assume he is an intern or mayb a part time.. cos he is in architecture..
very nice..
he got to do so many tours..
i see him ppl around.. explaining to them the stuff~
tt's so cool la~~
oh yeah.. got to meet johnston? oh no.. forgot his name and uncle stanley..
all very nice ppl..
will say bye bye to u.. and make sure everything goes well for me at the end of the day~
its like old flen alr..
and today.. ian also sms me to check whether i working not..
these sort of checking up and encouragement and also some hala in work..
really makes the day great!!

yeap.. and tt goes my first week!
cant wait to go back sdc, but i still dread gg back to raffles place..
maybe i am getting the blues..
hahha.. tho it is tiring..
i think i slept the whole day today..
but nonetheless..
i felt great..
felt like doing one more job.. hahahah.. i think i is crazy..
i think i will go learn something!
hee..
and i got another aim..
i want to revive my memories and go exploring!!!!

well.. think tt's all folks..
sunday ending..
but hey.. next week.. (for those who are working~)
we got a public hols!!
it is something we shld look forward too..
hahaha..
another long weekend..
think got alot of ppl want to apply leave huh..
hahahaha.. have fun ppl.
mayb i will update more stuff.. next weekend~

good night~

a beautiful day

okay.. i got a beautiful day today~~
so it all started when mh sms me to contact another boss of gallup..
and i arranged for an interview at 12.
i prepare myself to go out.
and i din realise that i was actually not early..
so i decide to flag for a cab.
guess wad..
when the cab stop infronts of me..
i did not go up..
i look at the uncle and was trying to confirm with him whether he is going to pick me up..
and he nodded.
i is stunned!
tt taxi is special..
infront it realli looks like a normal taxi but behind it.. it has a carriage.. like a mini van..
can put stuff behind..
hoo..
i board the taxi..
and look at the surrounding..
big n nice
and i chatted with the uncle all the way..
and he tell me..
tt's the only cab tt is available in singapore..
it is only 3 days old!!
lucky luckY!!

got to gallup~
(yeap, tt's right.. i cant stand myself lazing at home with no income and everybody is doing something.. so yeap.. gallup!!!)
yeah.. did interview..
sam seems not v interested..
den after one round..
he shook my hand and says welcome aboard..
dotz..
went tru training n slacking for most of the time..
hahaha..
and finally got to call respondents at 2 plus - 3 ba~
seriously..
i call until i headache..
dunno is never eat lunch..
or i speak too loud den headache..
hahahaha..
i made 7 calls..
i felt tt not bad le..
but then again..
it just seems tt everyone called alot more..
i also dunno why..

well well...
wan money..
call more..
i decide to pia le..
dun care..
i need lotsa n lotsa money..
old liao..
cannot account no money..
need to save up..
got protection also..
mayb i began to earn.. i should target at wad age i shall made my first $XXX??
hahahaha..

oh yeah.. so i end work la..
pia to bbdc for my basic theory..
took a train dwn to batok n wait for bus..
thanks to a boi who waited so patiently for me today and decide to acc me all the way till my tests ends.. *hugz*
okay.. so took a cab dwn. cos i is late.. n no bus yet..
when i reach bbdc..
i am just in time for the test..
745pm.
they give out slips n i went in to get ready..
it seems scary..
'cos my first evaulation test nightmare still lingers in my mind.
i scare i fail again.. 'cos of stupid qns and lang phrasing..
(seriously.. my tutor is so darn correct.. BTT is not to test yr skills but yr language. but u have to study also to know what they wan too.)
yeap.. n the test was a breeze..
cannot b too confident..
so i recheck..
felt real confident..
and i end my test~
AND I PASSED!
hahaha.. nothing to be proud of..
but still hello..
its smth impt to me..
i fail this test.. i have to wait for dunno how many donkey years to retake it.. and i cant apply my PDL.
well, now.. i can safely go drive..
but the think is...
there's no lesson..
but in any case.. it is okay.. i still feell happy..
have a nice way to end my night ....


BUT sometimes...
yr life may not be as perfect as u tink it is.. (please proceed on... reading the next post~)

i is suay!!!

yeap.. so u have read..
wad a beautiful day i had..
and it just so happens tt..
a suay person will not have a beautiful day..

well well..
got home..
checking mail..
and i found a mail tt i dun want to see..
yeap..
an interview
an interview for a jap restaurant, where i will be an intern for them till Aug to help in the managing of the restaurant!
TMD.. tt's my dream job.
TMD, they email me after i got the gallup job.

oh well..
tt's life isnt it..
I got SIAN.
I got fed up.

but i sit dwn and think of whether to go dwn for the interview or not..
and i made a decision.
A decision tt pains me..
I DECIDE NOT TO GO.

well.. many of u all will think tt is so silly of me.
A dream job.
A jOb tt definitely build up your resume strongly..
A jOb tt is better than taking up part time job in sentosa, discovery centres or science centres..
Y not go for it..
i feel shit..

well, after weighing the pros and cons.
i decide to made this decision..
(its a cruel world isnt it?)
1) gallup seems to be filled up. if i am waiting for tt internship again and gallups dun want me, i sure lose in both side.. (sounds familiar huh.. game theory.. pi~)
2) i may not get the intern
3) gallup like help me set up this and tt, it's not nice to walk out right
4) i desperately need money
5) tho that restaurant realli is a good training place n resume build up place.. i believe i can build up my resume mayb next year.. since most of the ads i saw are looking for longer term. haiz.. remind myself.. there's still other time..
6) gallup got ppl i know..

okay.. i think tt's all le ba..
feel sadZ!
dun feel like bringing up my sadness

COE getting cheaper or ppl getting richer??

just got back from bbdc (bukit batok driving centre)..
oh man..
i is tired..
3 theory lessons str in a row..
tell u!
its not dry..
i am alert for tt 300min!
the thing is.... MY BUTT HURTS!
(prob with no meat at the buttocks)

finished theory lessons lor! darn ex!!!
but no choice.. with school lea..
now waiting for test n pratice!!
was so freaking excited tt i am gOing to touch the clutch, brake n accelerator and then i was brought with disastrous news that the practice lessons are so hot tt the next available one is AUGUST!!!!

i plan AUGUST to be the time that i am out of the road, driving le!!
they say is like these!
HOT!!!!
so is COE getting cheaper or ppl getting richer..
all learning car..
BBDC blustling with ppl..
i wonder UBI one got flood ant..
tt's a more popular one!!
hahahah..
but seriously..
go there learn..
like abit bo hua..
stuck in jam, lesson gone..

SOB.. feel so upset..
have to everyday login to comp and snatch those slots tt ppl gave up!
I WANT MY PDL!!!
oh yeah.. wish me luck for basic test this monday.. if cui..
i have to wait till july..
that's wad i heard!!!
what's with all these ppl!!!
no wonder.. all the expressway are jammed at all timings!!!

SERIOUSLY!
today..
3pm..
PIE jam!
cant believe it..
i was super early for lesson lor..
and then tt jam..
made me just nice..
PEOPLE RECENTLY GOT MONEY IS IT
recently..
the main road outside my house jammed at all sorts of timing
i dun rmb this phenomenon until recently..
it's only at the evening time that it will only jam..
now..
it's at all sorts of timing..
no wonder the ERP there is the highest of all..
yeap..
those who drive..
dun go there during peak ah.. (got timing de~ but i forgot..)
4 entries n exit
all at the expressway there..
$4.50!!! freaking EX!!!
do take note!!!

argh.. feel shitty..
cant drive..
no job
AND no money!!!

ppl hire me!
ppl give up yr practice lesson so i can start!!!!
沮丧。

i need a job!

this is so frustrating..
No jOb still..
never mind..
still no jobs den i will take wadever job that is available.

Rah..
QNS: picky? got jobs still reject..
ANS: not my fault... i want to build up resume.. i really dun mind those jobs.
QNS: when will you get a job?
ANS: I REALLY DUNNO!!!!!
QNS: how are you feeling now?
ANS: super shitty.. i need job n money!


TO all those who got their interns, CONGRATULATIONS!!!
'm so proud of you all.

to that someone who just got his intern at 530pm!
the very last minute!!!
congratulations!!
tho is at somewhere wulu, dunno got canteen not and not realli(maybe) wad u specialize..
but i feel its v good le!
maybe need to go dwn to production line ba~
remember to wear all those protective stuffs!!! (i.e gloves, shoes gloves and etc..)
a good intern, a good start!
jiayOu!!!
muacks!

shitty feeling

today has been a great day..
until now..

feel like a shit..
it has been growing v strongly..
no jobs,
no money.

i am sandwiched.
i somehow felt quite useless.
21 years old.
and i dun have a fixed account.
21 years old.
my daily allowance has to depend on that meagre money that i have in my bank.
no experience.
no skills.

am worried.

have little brain but big aspirations..
should i just take a job and start earning money?