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i suppose the title can somehow describe how i am feeling right now.
i am not depressed.
just..
feel something is missing.

i've learnt quite alot for the past few weeks.
i've learnt..

美丽的风景只有在你累的时候才最动人。
好盼望每天都能看到的风景，
真的会让你每天都有这种感觉吗 ?

失败的定义
其实是自己给的.
失败过,
不管在怎么努力..
没有那份勇气.
怎样都站不起来。

在一天内，
一个人可以笑好多次。
但，
每一个笑，
都有不同的意识。

怀念，
真的只可以让你念着。
想回到过去，
也只能用想的回去。

努力，
有时候是费的。
天分，
才比较实在。
但是，
如果， 你有努力和天分。。
那。。你该知道你会得到什么。

快乐，不开心，愤怒。。
种种心情，其实不是自己给的。
而是，
因状况而产生的。

懦弱和勇气
其实，
只是一线之差。

最后，
人是复杂的。

still got alot.. but i seem to forget.. :)

remember this phrase from someone. (forgot who.. 'm sorry)
"I seem to lost myself while trying to find the new me."
find it very true.
my normal "no life" routine (i think my sistaz know wad it means lar..),
made me realise that everybody is caught up in the rat race.
be it u r working or u r studying..
"A fulfilling life is better than slogging your life for good results.."
may sound familiar to some,
may sound stupid to some.
i fall into the first category.
so familiar..
but i realise..
by having a fulfilling life..
would mean good results.
good results are actually a subset of fulfilling life.
men wans
money.power.status.
fulfilling life = money + power + status
dun say its untrue.
whatever you want for a fulfilling life,
it somehow are tied up with that three WOW words.
scared?
for wad..
you have been living in this sort of world for so long..

i'm still finding myself..
but the problem is..
i am very slow in looking for things.
have been thinking of hospitality again..
hahaha..
i need to 打很多电话。。 (mei will know wad i mean..)
darn it.
but i scare i 打了。。
又是个错误的选择。。
还是继续找吧。。

hohoho..
i seriously need a treasure hunter's spirit in my life..
girl (april),
SERIOUSLY,
i am damn proud n so jealous of u..
hohoho..