what does it mean???

what does it mean?

when u know that u are becoming older?
it means...
- you are on yr own.
- you have to made the right decisions.
- you have to know wad u really wanted and wad the reality has for u.
- you have to know wad is responsibility.
- you have to know life sucks and u still has to make it a better one for yrself.
- you are faced with difficult choices to choose from.
- you have to.. you have to.. you have to LEARN wad's the meaning of growing up...

when u know the people around you are growing older?
it means...
- you hope u can spend more time with them ( but always dun..)
- you hope they will be healthier and younger (but u cant..)
- you hope that they wun forget u
- you hope that they wun leave u
- you hope that you will be a good girl/boy at their heart ( you are always trying if u care.)
- you hope.. you hope.. you hope that all these will be true.. ( but like i say.. you have to learn reality is something u had to face)

when you have to make choices?
it means...
- you really have to depend on your luck! (that's for my case)
- you better pray yr brain is working fine..
- you hope things will turn out well...

when you are going crazy??
- no ones can help you.. (just hope someone is blessing you!)


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okie.. have not blogging for quite some time.
had been busy..
and is vv busy..
mayb i am just lazy.. perhaps..
okie.. will update real soon.

just to say, i am leaving to NEW YORK on 2nd of june!
got accept to camp conestoga!
will be there for more than 2 mths i think
will miss school for 1 week?
will have to leave some matters to my frens here in Singapore!
thanks!
will upload my camp details.
will do the necessary arrangements!

I thank all for the concerns and help that is given to me during this period!
thank yOu.